Ignorant people agravate the shit outta me. Especially when they're 32 and speak only with bullets. Spineless even so, deleting a teenage girl off of myspace who speaks the truth and then blocking her because of his obvious fear of the truth. Worse than dirty homeless mexicans if ya ask me. Slinging shit stained words like "I cant believe I defended a country of stupid little kids like you" Well then Joe, since youre too pussy to have heard this, Seems like everything you've ever done good in life was a fat fucking waste of time. You defended this country because you're too much of an idiot who couldn't do anything better with his life.. and look where its gotten you. Hittin' the floor like some pshycopath, crazed and confussed. Screaming at the top of your lungs when things aren't exactly how you planned them to be.You fail to distinguish the difference between right and wrong, much like a 3 year old kid. Stupid people should've never been born in my opinion. I can't fucking begin to grasp how you cant even find your own two balls to take care of your baby. Shit they brought her into this world, fucking grow up and grasp life already. Look in the mirror at least to figure out who the REAL git is, instead of assuming everyone else is to blame.

There's a war going on for your mind
Media mavens mount surgical strikes from trapper keeper collages and online magazine racks
Cover girl cutouts throw up pop-up ads
Infecting victims with silicone shrapnel
Worldwide passenger pigeons deploy paratroopers
Now it's raining pornography
Lovers take shelter
Post-production debutantes pursue you in nascar chariots
They construct ransom letters from biblical passages and bleed mascara into holy water supplies

There's a war going on for your mind
Industry insiders slang test tube babies to corporate crackheads
They flash logos and blast ghettos
Their embroidered neckties say "stop snitchin'"
Conscious rappers and whistleblowers get stitches made of acupuncture needles and marionette strings

There is a war going on for your mind
Professional wrestlers and vice presidents want you to believe them
The desert sky is their bluescreen
They superimpose explosions
They shout at you
"pay no attention to the men behind the barbed curtain
Nor the craters beneath the draped flags
Those hoods are there for your protection
And meteors these days are the size of corpses

There's a war going on for your mind
We are the insurgents

















-flobots

I always believed that fear belonged to other people. Weaker people. It never touched me. And then it did. And when it touches you, you know... that it's been there all along. Waiting beneath the surfaces of everything you loved.

Definitely isnt the same.

Fucked up family dinner held on Tuesdays =)
i love you guys ^_^

that was the best dessert ever
Thanks Stevie

i want snuggle time back damnit.

is you baby.

OR
god to give me a better set of titties!!

For the past few months.. Ive been fighting to keep the only thing truely dear to my heart.
And I have good news.
I dont have to fight anymore. My internal torment is over. Lets hope it stays this way. I cant take another lie, I cant take another betrayal, I cannot take another heartbreak. And I will not be ignored. Finally all intentions are made clear.. now all I have to focus on is my life and getting it straightend out. Instead of not caring where my life is going. I dont have to be bothered by all of my questions left unanswered anymore. No more sleepless nights, no more bull-shit, no more drama.. and no more tears. Finally some closure. and "openjure" as I put it yesterday. lol

I've said this before.. and I'll say it again..
"I dont care about what they say, Im gonna marry you someday"
-Social Distortion

I will never back down from those words.
maybe you think Im crazy.. but It's said that a person in love has the same brain patterns as a crazy person.
so where's my padded room?! hehe

For so very long I've tried to hide my true feelings about everyday things. Because I hate it when people arent happy with me. For some reason it digs under my skin. Ive always been puting other people's feelings before mine. Because I'd rather it be their way, than mine. Probably because ever since I was a child, Ive been looking for acceptance by everyone im around. Im not a good leader, and feel awkward playing leader. so by hiding my true feelings, i let others lead the way. The truth is some people annoy the shit outta me, and I have oppinions that might collide with some of my other friends oppinions.. but Im done being fake by hiding myself. From now on.. if I dont like someone.. they'll know right away. Ive been weak in that way for far too long. Call it a growing up experience... or whatever you wanna label it, you might even think Im being immature or selfish or whatever.. This is ME. And Im done hiding. For so very long I've felt like a Ghost in the shell. But from here on out.. never again. Im coming out of my shell. Taking the reins on my life and getting in the driver's seat.
And a couple of days ago I felt a side of me that I've never even knew was there.. Half panic attack, half crazy bitch and over reacting. Thats not me. No one will ever see that side of me again. So Im sorry for whoever saw and or heard about me acting all crazy like. Actually.. fuck that.. im not sorry.. My life has been in shambles because of my decisions, and lately I've been overwhelmed by it all, and pissed at myself. I just reached my breaking point.. and I definitely showed it. That strange side of me was dragged out of me, I couldnt have handled it any other way.

But after I post this bulletin and let all you nosey people know its here for you to read, im sweeping the dirt under the rug and forgetting about this entire thing. It's in the past. And thats where its staying.

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