Yeah... so I've never been this drunk off of wine before! Never knew it could get you this torn! White Merlot FTMFW!!!!!!!!! hahahaha

Anyway... I need to get to bed! It's 3:24 in the morning! *eeek!*

I was bored and made a new industrial playlist. Enjoy!

Taking my drunk ass to bed now. Night night!

We're moving to Murfreesboro, TN on the 15th It's just outside of Nahsville. We It's beautiful up there! Moutians, scenery, and all sorts of shit! I'm excited... but I'm going to miss all you guys here in Tampa  Alot of you fucks I grew up with!! But I will definitely be back to visit! Loveeeeee you guys  

I just got back from my vacation in TN. We were visiting a few friends up there in Murfreesboro, just outside of Nashville. It's beautiful up there!!! There are mountians, and beautiful stretches of land as far as the eye can see. All the great aspects of the country, all within 30 mins from the city. Tampa has nothing on Nashville. I hate Florida. It's just an over-rated flat, boring, swampy, mosquito haven. Bleh. Been here all my life. So tired of it. While we were up there Patrick got an amazing job offer!! And we looked into houses and property out there, and it's sooo much cheaper than Tampa. You get more than double the house for the cost you'd pay for a house here. SO WE ARE MOVING UP THERE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!  WOOT!!!! TENNESSEE HERE I COME!!!

I just got a new kitten! His name is Jordi, and he is 9 weeks old. He is sooooo adorable!

I lost my job today.

AND managed to get rear-ended buy a dump truck.

Just my luck.

What's fucking next?

Endless Sky

How many years since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky?

Unaware of yourself
Who you are and where you're going
Only living
Only breathing
Losing all sense of time

The most fragile of things
Captivates and embraces you
Surrender and be witness
To this rarest of moments

You live within the sense of the order of things
What is truth
What is important
What defines you

No need to fear
No need to worry
About years that passed
About time you lost

Live the second as a lifetime
Time it does not matter
You live within the sense
Of the stillness of time

The most fragile of things
Captivates and embraces you
Surrender and be witness
To this rarest of moments

You live within the sense of the order of things
What is truth
What is important
What defines you

No need to fear
No need to worry
About years that passed
About time you lost

Live the second as a lifetime
Time it does not matter
How many years
How many years
How many years
Since you found yourself
Since you found yourself
Since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky

 

Do it!!!!!!!!! Why??? Well, because you effin' love me!!!!!

 

1. Who are you?


2. Are we friends?


3. When and how did we meet?


4. How have I affected you?


5. What do you think of me?


6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?


7. How long do you think we will be friends?


8. Do you love me?


9. Do you have a crush on me?


10. Would you kiss me?


11. Would you hug me?


12. Physically, what stands out?


13. Emotionally, what stands out?


14. Do you wish I was cooler?


15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?


16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.


17. Am I loveable?


18. How long have you known me?


19. Describe me in one word.


20. What was your first impression?


21. Do you still think that way about me now?


22. What do you think my weakness is?


23. Do you think I'll get married?


24. What makes me happy?


25. What makes me sad?


26. What reminds you of me?


27. If you could give me anything what would it be?


28. How well do you know me?


29. When's the last time you saw me?


30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


31. Do you think I could kill someone?


32. Have we ever had sex ?

33. Do you wish that we would have sex ?


34. Do you miss me?


35. Do you think i miss you?


36. Are you going to put this on your MYSPACE and see what i say about you?

The concert was fucking AWESOME!!! I was blown away!!!! I really was! It was an amazing show. They've been around for 20 years & and they fucking still got it!!!! By seeing this show, I can say that this is DEFINATLEY not their last tour.

 

Unfortunately, they wouldn't allow digital cameras in there. I called the forum & the lady was like: "Well, because they have the capability to record." I guess I can understand that. So I was reduced to getting a disposable camera:-( I got 27 pictures of the band... awesome pics!! They were kinda far away, b/c of my seats.

 

SPEAKING OF SEATS!!!! I got an UPGRADE on them!!!!! We were supposed to sit on the 3rd level... which would have sucked. Me & Patrick got there an hour and a half early.... and thank gawd we did! The lady @ the entrance said there were some lower seats that didn't get purchased! We got moved to the 1st level... right above the floor! It was almost on the floor.... directly across from the stage!!!!! We had a GREAT view! The forum was PACKED!!!!!!!! I was amazed. I didn't think it was going to be THAT full!

 

I am exhausted. I stood up & danced throughout the WHOLE show! Arms in the air & all. My voice is somewhat raspy now too... haha! I sang along to everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

My GAWD! It was awesome!! They came back 3 times for encore!

 

For the REAL DM FANS:::

 

The forum was soooo packed! The "feel" of it was kinda like the Exciter tour. I didn't see that show, but I've seen the DVD. Everyone was in sync with singing along & the arms waving in the air thing. It really was captivating. They played a little of everything!! Old & new!!! The played a few tracks from the new album... and then mixed it up w/ some stuff from Exciter, and even MORE old school songs. AHHH!! I don't wanna give it away, b/c I know a lot of you are going... so I'll just leave it at that! IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!