It’s odd. Or I find it odd. I come out and say something about a decision I’ve made, And no one says anything. It’s kind of glazed over. I don’t know. I guess I.. not expect.. but would like some kind of recognition of my decision. Or encouragement. I do do my best to say at the least ”well that sounds like a plan” Or “sounds like you’re on the right path.”

But… I don’t know. I feel passed over once more.


I decided to make a leap and to try/do Massage Therapy. I’m looking at getting the application together right now. The course starts July 6^th and I’d be graduating with 650credit hours December 19^th.
 If I can get everything together and sent in by June 1^st I’ll be able to get the tuition reduced.

I’m excited and quite nervous. I feel it gives me the opportunity to make a decent living and the flexibility of hours. Massage is not something I’ve ever considered as a Job. Of course, I guess I’ve never really considered a “job.” I’ve never really know what I wanted to do, but I think this could work.

There’s a lot to the application.
The actual application info…
Need to get the HS transcripts.
About 6 essays they want- hand written-  >_< Ewww. Lady figures it’s for hand writing analysis or some such, which I giggle at.
Two letters of reference- I’m not certain who I’m going to ask for the professional reference, I’m kind of pulling a blank.
A Medical Evaluation

Ummmmm

your thoughts…. Go.

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Your results:
You are Wash (Ship Pilot) ....

.... Wash (Ship Pilot) 85% Inara Serra (Companion) 75% Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic) 75% Malcolm Reynolds (Captain) 70% Zoe Washburne (Second-in-command) 70% River (Stowaway) 70% Derrial Book (Shepherd) 70% Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic) 55% A Reaver (Cannibal) 40% Jayne Cobb (Mercenary) 30% Alliance 30%

You are a pilot with a good if not silly sense of humor. You take pride in your collection of toys. You love your significant other.

Click here to take the "Which Serenity character are you?" quiz...

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.. .. You Scored as GlitchEven missing half of his brain, Glitch is the most loyal and intelligent of the crew. He has a tendency to get into trouble, but his charm and wit will always rescue him. .. .. DG .... 81% .. .. Glitch .... 81% .. .. Cain .... 63% .. .. Raw .... 56% .. .. Azkadellia .... 44%

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.. .. You Scored as Heart of Gold (Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy)You are a light and humorous person. No one can help but to smile to your wit. Now if only the improbability drive would stop turning you into weird stuff. .. .. Heart of Gold (Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy) .... 88% .. .. Moya (Farscape) .... 81% .. .. Millennium Falcon (Star Wars) .... 75% .. .. Babylon 5 (Babylon 5) .... 75% .. .. Bebop (Cowboy Bebop) .... 69% .. .. Serenity (Firefly) .... 63% .. .. FBI's X-Files Division (The X-Files) .... 63% .. .. SG-1 (Stargate) .... 56% .. .. Nebuchadnezzar (The Matrix) .... 56% .. .. Deep Space Nine (Star Trek) .... 56% .. .. Galactica (Battlestar: Galactica) .... 50% .. .. Andromeda Ascendant (Andromeda) .... 50% .. .. Enterprise D (Star Trek) .... 38%

Three of my favorite things....
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If you think that anyone can be guilty of making a racist comment or
performing a racist act, including you, and that you are willing to
take ownership of your statements and actions, resist blaming the
person who was offended, figure out why they were taken as racist,
apologize, and not do it again, post this exact sentence in your
journal.

Sorry guys 98% of all my posts are on LJ this year.....

and most of the interesting ones are friend locked.

Ummmmmmm click on over there... and add me.

Or don't it's your choice.


Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs to all

I’ve been putting this off. Check 15 for the reason … BUT 25 random things about me....

25. IN FLORIDA- I slept with a sheet in the winter and 2 or 3 comforters in the summer.

24. My phone is actually part of me- It’s like a detachable third ear that’s really not listening to you all the time.

23. I’m currently obsessing over a Very Pretty, Singing, Grave Robbing, Drug Pedaling, Sex Feinding, Glorious man, who was named sexy stud of the year. And who’s voice when singing can be so LOW it freezes recording software. Him+ Mic + speakers + Bed… Yes. {and I’ve hugged this man}

22. I have the scripts for FIGHT CLUB, NAUSICAA, and DOGMA. Two of those on my computer.

21. I love honey. I WILL lick it off you.

20.  Shakespeare is her God, Jesus being probably Douglas Adams or Neil Gaiman, and the Holy Ghost... Holly Black. David Bowie probably fits in as, like, Mary Magdalene or something.

19.  85% of my reoccurring spelling errors are on purpose.

18. I stop breathing when I’m stressed, upset or angry. Or well when I forget to breathe.

17. My matching green couches are made of win… but then again they are mine. And I Win.

16.  I love Quotes. Be it random conversations (in and out of context), lyrics, stories, poems, drunken babble, movies, ideas… give me the written word.

15. I'm usually afraid of telling others about myself. It's probably been the most excruciating uncomfortable thing for me.

14. All too often I don’t know what sleep is.

13. Make me laugh, really laugh, and you’ll have an instant friend.

12. Anything I love is almost always perverted. There is the occasion it’s beautiful or sweet or endearing… but usually perverted.

11. My best friends and I critique porn.
I should really direct it. WAKKA is NOT ALLOWED, ever. This is the reason we watch it.

10. The Moon is probably my favorite card out of the Tarot deck.

09. I can understand other languages with out speaking them. {I want to learn like 9 but hey} Welsh makes me very happy.

08. I lived in Colorado and never skied. I lived in Florida and never scuba’d…. I’m living in Oregon, what’s next?

07. I love to play games- Card, bored, strategy, team, hand, mind, random. I love to play.

06.I don't have the Minkler eyebrows.... but that's what makes me the Arian poster child

05. I’m secretly in love with ballads…
Now I just need to find someone who knows a million and can sing them all beautifully & practices singing them with me. I’m a sucker for a baritone… not a eunuch.

04. I have a HEALTHY love for tentacles… I only moan when I eat them, no other time.

03.

02. I meant to be in bed by 1am… it’s currently 230.

01. If the answer the life, the universe and everything is 42, and the opposite of the answer is the question… then wouldn’t the question really be -42?
. . . Silly Mice, 6 million years. . . Think About It.

00. I miss you all dearly.

From the description of Xenophobes, a psycorebilly band... "think punk-rock hillbillies..."
******image from Semeon.... * loud mean monkey playing a banjo and flinging poo....*

The band was actually alright. They're out of Reno Nevada. They needed to do more promotion. SERIOUSLY I was one of MAYBE three people at the bar/venue that wasn't the bar owner, owner's girlfriend, Bartender.... And the guys brought for of their own boy groupies/roadies...  The band consists of drums, guitar and an upright base. (it's true I went for the base).. Base was hot to watch.. the guy not my type. sigh.  They were the only band so it was a short set. They'd be the perfect band for The State Theatre...

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thx to heather....
*****pictures a dr. performing surgery in the full female braids, viking brazier and Hat breaking the nearest glass* 
Why can i see this on scrubs?

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one part heather, one point lloyd, one part josh
****lloyd nomming so hard it's your mom.. so it's a mom mom mom... then from nom nom nom it's "The Nom Song!" (The Thong song *cues Josh's singing* (Hey he sang it over the phone... and i was afraid for my life... some one had stole josh and left cisco or usher or who ever in his place.. I figured i was next.... but ANY WAYSSSS) and it's now officially "Your Mom Song"

Your Mom, Ma ma ma Mmmoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom!

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other strange scenes occured i've just forgotten them.

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Mixing Zydrate Anatomy (from Repo! The Genetic Opera) and Goodbye Love (rent) is a truely mind warping sensation.
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I was incredibly tired and low energy at 4 pm so i decided to goto a 3 hour painting class then a concert WTF!!!!!?!
I went to a painting class that is at a college i have not registered at yet. . . and a for which I have not signed up for. But the teacher is nice and the class was fun. Again it's 3 hours twice a week.

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I'm hyper and tired. had a coke at Stillwater... thsi being the most Caffine I've had in teo weeks i'm tweaking, tired, freezing, shivering, but awake. oh and in pain.
heather = out of pain = me in pain.....
NEED TO FIND A DAMN MESUS THAT DOESN'T CHARGE $75/HR!!! or a willing boy toy that will take out my knots. (i don't want a boy toy these days... turns off the rest of that rant)

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Done Today:
-Went to post office
    ~~ sent heather her package and a get moosed post card to amber
-has been buying a crapton..... yes a CRAPTON of books....
    ~~been to 4 used book stores in 2 days. like we need more books.... And we have no bookshelves to put them on. I'm thinking of just building things in my room out of piles of books. Heather can vouch for me I never read any thing.
-got my library card.... IT HAS WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE ON IT!!!!! I am a fan girl for shakespeare... stfu!-talked to Heather, Dad & Josh


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Need to do tomorrow:
- Call Elliott... forgot to call him back today...
-go to Rogue Community College to register  . . . . . . . {*hums Rogues do it from behind*} . . . . .  (that was the only reference i thought of atm)
-and enroll in painting 1 or 2 (which ever has places open)
-get the materials on the list of the class... which i missed the first day.....
(i have an "Autobiographical Mural Conceptual Collage" and 4 mini projects due Monday... ie color wheel, gray scale, gray scale fade, and color weight/brush practice.) *we laughed at the name too*
-go to the Y and sign up so i can walk my happy ass 4 blocks and actually USE the pool.
-Go to the DMV and get my liscence renewed.... ewwwwie (doesn't expire till march but still... IT'S BEEN 7 YEARS I'VE BEEN DRIVING.
-oh yeah, bra shopping. *any one wanna help?

Only negative part of the day was my underwire, my METAL underwire, breaking and stabbing me.

Only retarded moment i got my key stuck in the door of the SRSP (Shiny Red Sports Car) ...
The key ... in the lock ... on the outside of the car . . .
i get points.... had to call mom too.
i was running late to the class and it took 7 minets to get the key out so i could drive said SRSC to class and over to Ashland.
but i go Gucci parking.


uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

"I CAN'T FEEL NOTHIN' AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL"


Tags: brain failure, life, new house, random
I Haven't Been Fucked Like That Since....: on the south couch
Blank Faces- Calm As Hindu Cows:: weeeeeeeee do do do do do
No, you can't die of Insomnia:: . . .big band. . .

Do do do

.............................................................................I'm leaving!

Heather, I love ya!


It's 10pm, I'm gonna take an hour nap. Pack the rest of my things. Put them into the car... And then probably leave.

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How did it get to be today sooooo soon? I mean really. I have has so little time. sighs.

20 Votes Better than John McCain....

Here are 20 People, Animals, or things I'd rather have in office...



http://whatever.scalzi.com/2008/10/31/election-list-i-peoplethings-i-would-vote-for-president-before-i-would-vote-for-john-mccain/comment-115237





20. Knights of NI





19. A Naked Mole Rat





18. her....





17. A Klondike Bar





16. Lime Cat





15. The Spontaniously Combusting 60's house wife...





14. This Family





13. Meatball Fulton





12. A Vegemite Sandwich





11. The Pope





10. Toenail Clippings





09. Empty Space



http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap061217.html



08. The Android Sisters





07. Bruce The Can





06. Snoopy





05. Killer Klowns- They have a way to deal with any problem...







04. A bowl of petunias





03. Time Bandits





02. Neo...





01. GraveRobber



http://www.TerranceZdunich.com

Oh kay so I'm a little behind... I've been making icons for at 3 years and never bothered to sit down and teach myself how to make animations...

but I had the time and felt moved.. and

I'VE MADE MY VERY FIRST ANIMATED ICON



*ES PROUD*

i know i still have a lot to do.... but damn it. eeeeeeee

{of course it has to be a bowie icon}

Song lyrics | Heaven's In Here lyrics

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Baby I dream between the blade and the tongue
Of the rose on your cheek the wounded and dumb
We stumble and fall we stumble and fall
Skin on skin but there's heaven in...

Heaven's in here
Heaven's in here
Among the twilight and stars
Like a rocket to mars
Heaven in here

The first and the last are telling it all
Telling you loud but selling it small
I'm taking a swing at this shadow of mine
Crucifix hangs an' my heart's in my mouth
But it's here

Heaven's in here
Heaven's in here
Among the twilight and stars
Like a rocket to mars
Heaven in here

Heaven in one sigh
Heaven in two eyes
Heaven lies between your marbled thighs
The rustle of your falling gown
We stumble and fall like tragedy falls
We stumble and twirl there's heaven in here
We stumble and fall uncertain we fall
Flesh on flesh but there's heaven in...
Heaven's in here

Heaven's in here
Heaven's in here
Among the twilight and stars
Like a rocket to mars
Heaven in here

You'll dance to my tongue we'll dance on the sun
We're the twilight and stars
There's heaven in here

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• ????
• MurMur.
• Lady
• Josh
• Jakob
• My Eyes Have Seen You (The Doors) is the song that matches with ????.
• Wishful, Sinful (The Doors) is the song for Jakob.
• Mona Lisa (Nat King Cole) is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• Something In the Way She Moves (James Taylor) is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz



ya'll have to take it to get all the info and figure out the order of people... a good waste of 4 minuets

is it sacrilegious that i like
Val Kilmer as Jim Morrison better than
I like Jim Morrison as Jim Morrison


val

val

not val but leather bulge makes it okay

jim

normal jim

*shrugs*

Life Shuffle
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question. No cheating!
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What does next year have in store for me?
"Mary Mac" -Off Kilter

What's my love life like?
"Cat Scratch Fever" -Ted Nugent

What do I say when life gets hard?
" La Redecouverte" -Amelie ( track 16 )

What do u think of on waking up?
"Fat Bottom Girls" -Queen

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
"Oh, What A night" (December, 1963) -The Four Seasons

What do you want as a career?
"Now Or Never" -namanmbulu

Your favourite saying?
"There Is" -Allison Crowe

Favourite place?
"FireEater" -Maggie Estep (it's about coney island)

What do you think of your parents?
"Leave it All Behind" -Cuban Sandwich Crisis

What's your Porn Star name?
"That No One Ever Hurt This Bad" -Three Dog Night

Break up song?
(I've got to Stop) Thinkin' 'Bout That -James Taylor

Getting back together song?
"BlackBird" -Evan Rachel Wood (Across the universe version)

Depressing times song?
"The Very Thought Of Your" -Nat King Cole

Graduation song?
"Golden Glass" -Blind Faith & Envy

Where would you go on a first date?
"Colour My World" -Chicago

Drug of choice?
"Incident at Nechabur" -Santana

Describe yourself?
"To You I Bestow" -Mundy (on Romeo & Juliet soundtrack)

What is the thing i like doing most?
"Fix You" -Autovon OR
"going out of my head/ can take my eyes off you" -The Lettermen

Thing that best describes my school principal?
"Infection" -God Complex (re zombies)

What is my state of mind like at the moment?
"Angel" - Cuban Sandwich Crisis

How will i die?
"Not While I'm Around" - Sweeney Todd

Thing you miss at the moment?
"Cherub Rock" -Smashing Pumpkins