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Ayu



Last Updated: 1/22/2010

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Thursday, September 17, 2009 

Current mood:  okay




I abandoned this blog cause I have my own blog which I created somewhere....over the rainbow. Okay crap.

its somewhere on wordpress.





Friday, August 29, 2008 

Current mood:  blah

Exams over!

Semester Break is here.

The after feeling suppose to be good but its not, not really.

so im free now, i guess, unless i found a job.

since im free, i thought of creating a blog. again. hopefully i wont delete it like i did before.

this is just a temporary kinda blog. I blog for fun here. I blog when im bored and when i dont feel like talking to myself which i always did. huh? nvm. im crapping.

and now, i dont know whether to create blog on blogspot, wordpress or livejournal. I thought of creating one on wordpress cuz i like the privacy setting, can set password to entry that is personal, have to ask zizah about this.

and oh Azrah Yakult, where are you? 

 

whats more to come?

Saturday, May 31, 2008 

Current mood:  cold

After 7 weeks of going up and down the hills, 7 weeks of moodiness due to never ending assignments and 7 weeks of restless days.

and now term break is here. 3 weeks of hols!

happy?

Hell Yeah!

this is the time for me to catch up with my friends, rest well and catch some sleep. Bad news, i still have 1 more project to do and exams cuming real soon, so this 3 weeks i will have to study study study! Most importantly, understand A Maths. i screwed up for my math quiz.

and oh, GSS is here! i wanna shop shop shop and spend like nobody business and then get so stressed up cuz i will be broke by then. nah, dun tink will spend that much, probably next month. hope GSS will be on till nex month.

it sucks when you are not feeling well and in pain but you still have to force yourself to be okay and go to work, this is bcuz i dont want to trouble any of my colleagues. I already say no to any overtime and not gonna cover any staffs during this hols cuz i better use this time to study.

abdomen pain for no reason at all. i hate it. pain go away, i need to work.

 

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 

Current mood:  busy

Im going for a war with all my assignments!

will be back soon.

Hols coming!

i like.=)

Friday, May 09, 2008 

Current mood:  blah

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 

Current mood:  distractable

 

Nobody will save you but yourself.

Nobody will care about you if you stop caring about yourself.

No point blaming others if things didnt go right.

If you choose to do, you face it.

This is reality.

Are you ready for it?

 

 icantsaveyoubutiwillaskgodtosaveyouinstead.prayhard.internalissues.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 

Current mood:  blah

They just can’t seem to appreciate life,appreciate what they have now and what others don’t.

They will blame others instead of blaming themselves.

They will get defensive. They dont wanna accept the facts.

They will turn it around and make it as if it all your fault.

They die die wanna win.

They care soo much about status.

They wanna be on top.

They are greedy.

They are two-faced.

They are not real.

They are full of themselves.

They bitch about their own friends.

They are disgusting!

They look down on others.

They will say sumthin to make you feel bad.

They want people to respect them but they dont wanna respect others.

They want people to treat them nice but they are treating people like a piece of shit!

They are not sincere.

They will do and will expect something in return.

They dont think about future.

They just love to make use of people.

They will smile and acknowledge you, but behind your back, they will talk shit about you.

They will continue to fake until people around them realise that they are not real.

They dont think.

They get whatever they want but still cant get enough.

They want people to care about them, about what they need/want but dont care about what others need/want.

They complain sooo much about this,that and the one who put a lot of effort didnt make a single sound.

They cant see other people happy or have sumthin more than them.

They always thought that they are the only ones who have problems, others dont.

They wanna own the world.

They dont believe in karma.

They dont have to work but stil they will complain.

They have a perfect family and money but they will stil complain.

They always think they are right.

They just dont get it.

They will continue to be like this until one day something hard hit them and they will be fully awake.

They..

They are the ones who somehow affect other people life,giving them headache and heartache.

but still, you think they care.

They are self centered.

They only care about how they feel, not others.

 

And..

They are the ones who i know and the ones who have been adding drama to people’s life.

Ive been tolerating and patience enough to try hard not to explode.

thanx god, my patience level is quite high.

 

 

Everything above is a sum up of what i observe/think about the people who have been adding a lot of drama to other people’s life and my life.

Nobody is perfect, i know.

But people imperfection are wayy to much now.

They can kill you mentally.

 

 

Monday, December 10, 2007 

Current mood:  rockin

 

 

11 December 2007.

a very memorable day for me. =)

their music makes my day.

their performance was so damn awesome!

even though there's a lot of posers ard but heck about them.

i did enjoy myself.

and i mean it. really enjoy myself there.

i bet azrah,aisyah and shahirah did hav fun too.

to azrah, thanks for becoming photographer for that day. i want the pics!!!

thanks for lending you arms and pull me to the front.

very clear.

i didnt blink.

its like a dream come true.

we've been talking about it since sec4!

almost everday.on the fone. at mac. on the bus. in the toilet.everywhere.

screw the person who wrote that!

they are making money, they nvr expect they can become so big. call them sold out. they having fun on stage and always put their best performance for the crowd. they are down to earth. they dont go ard and brag and talk shit about other bands. they really enjoy what they are doing. dont like them, leave them alone.zip up.

okay, my neck and body stil aching.

will get an early sleep today.

bye!  

 

 

Thursday, November 01, 2007 

Current mood:  annoyed
im confused.

but...

i think people ard me are MORE confused!

its hard to xplain and if i were to xplain, it will be like writing an essay.

i guess its better left unsaid.


-Ayu