i stole this from mere
1) List 25 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
1. i've always wanted to talk to you, just to see how youve changed since those days in middle school. i was dissapointed to think i wouldnt this year but then i walked into class and you were there, it suprised me.
2. i only wish you had wanted me when i wanted you, i only wish you were wrapped around my finger when i was wrapped around yours. i wish you only wanted me when i only wanted you. now your left there with noone to love and its pitiful, its sad to see you there waiting for me, im never coming back but i love to see your face and make you smile. i hate it when you leave. i miss you.
3. i wish i were you. you say all the things i wish i could say but im not that witty. your natrally beautiful and it makes me envy you. dont worry, you'll be fine, i know you will. i wish you would come out and say it because i can see it in your face. i know you loved him.
4. if you want to be around me then dont talk trash, and dont stop wanting to be around me. i wish i didnt feel like you used me. you used to e different, and i liekd you better that way. quit lieng.
5. i never loved you, i only found comfort in your arms. and you turned out being an egotistical bastard. not to mention you lied about the stupedest shit.
6. i wish you would quit fucking drinking but then again i love it when you are because when your not your a fucking asshole. I wish you were more healthy i want you to be around. i want you different, back to what you used to be when i was a child, you never thought music was to loud and you loved it. now your paranoid and shaking.
7. what happened, what did i do to you to make you change the way you did? i never wanted you to become htis person, because this isnt you. you never were the person you really are around people.
8. i really do love you more then anyone, i wish you would get a concussion. then i can start over. im such a fuck up sometimes i want to hurt or kill myself when you want to tlak about these things, i feel im goignto loose you. dont leave. your so gorgous i dont know how you can lay next to me. im sorry im the way i am and i htink you hate me , really hate me you only love me for how you thought i was, im different im not a clean slate im a fucked up girl.
9. i wish you would leave him i odnt htink you love him anymore, find your strength. i reallymiss being around you. if i was around thne i would actually have somone to tlak to, noone wants to tlak anymore and i really dont want to tlak to them to tell you the truth.
10 your differnt from me now. i dont liek being around you that much but you have that title esince we were 8. how could you of done this to yourself? youve ruined everything.
11. i wish you would shut the fuck up sometimes i hsould have never told you anyting. your always telling secrets, shut up. but your still cool and i would liek to hang out wiht you more, you understand the things other people dont.
12. ahh you are pussy whipped, what happened to us being really good friends dot you remeber yu have to be so fake around people, your such a vulnrable person. i hate it that you cant spell. i htink your fucked in the head.
13. i htink your too apathetic, and needy. i would love to be close to you but i htink your too shallow and i usually only like people that have depth to them. i think i owuld end up bored with you and i dont need you saying mean things to mean out of context or not literally.
14.i wish you would die, i need to have a good laugh.
15. chill the fuck out, your going to die and the work you did wont matter.
16.i would liek to be close friends with you, but i odnt htink you trust me.
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