1) DO YOU GET IT NOW?

Do you get, Do you get, do you get it now?
Looks like I lost myself again, Im lookin straight ahead without a shadow of a doubt. And I've done some things I can't defend with no regrets Im looking straight ahead until the end. I'm a lost cause you cant save me, troubles count for nothin when you're livin day by day. Why try, you can't change me nothin for your lovin I'm a million miles away. Do you get, do you get, do you get it now. Nothings really wrong with me. Do you get, do you get, do you get it now. I leave my flaws for all to see. My story's like an open book, as this chapter end I know, another will begin. Another night draws to an end, I'm happy with the medicated state of mind I'm in. And as far as I can see, nothing ever comes for free, do I live up to the standards put on me. Cause I would rather set the pace, feel that cold wind on my face. Sheltered lives dont even seem that real to me.

2) LET IT GO

I can't count the times I've tried to find a reason a why this failure by design is how we live our lives, and I am no exception. With everything left undefined and all these thoughts that are weighing on my mind I know nothing is for certain. Cause I'm not the one you used to know, long time ago. When I close my eyes I see no one waiting there for me, I'm not the one you used to know, I think you should let it go, let it go. I told you baby for the last time that the only thing I know for sure. Is that we're walking on a fine line no one ever really knows, which way to go. So here we are its a new start, another chance to build on whats begun. I got up found out myself. I had lost my head it all makes sense to me. Tonight I feel alive.

3) TAKE A NUMBER

Understand this is never what I planned I never asked to have this power in my hand to kill them where they stand. In other words I'm losing the ones so close to me.Could it be the end, justifies the means. I don't know, I guess we'll see. So tell me that the worst is over now cause I don't, I don't know. Dumb luck to get me here could mask my good intentions, have I gone to far. When they look to me and they're placing the blame for the actions and that choices that were never only up to me. I don't know what you expect me to say all I know is that its far to late to turn my back and walk, walk away. So tell me what you want to see, tell me what you want me to find, tell me who you want me to be, tell me cause its hard to define. But you don't really know what its like and you have never put in the time, so don't you tell me, tell me I dont care what you think I'm supposed to do.

4) MORNING COMES

Sometimes the words we never say are the things we can't stop running through our heads, maybe we're just better off, to lie. Hey now you better watch yourself cause some people like to get inside your brain. Don't let them try and change your ways. We will sing our song and when the morning comes we'll see things clearer. Cause we're just searchin for ourselves this time we ain't found nothin. When tomorrow comes things never seem as bad. Just keep it simple. Sometimes I like to waste away as I waste the day and my coffee's stale, its just a sunday afternoon. Still I got my own regrets that I can't forget, but I owe it to myself to try and find the light of day. When the morning comes, the morning comes now baby. When the morning comes we'll make it through. When tomorrow comes things never seem as bad. Just keep it simple.

5) THE RELAPSE

Oh, Leave me lifeless. Go, leave in spite of all these things you want and you got right now. I want you to know you’re like a weight on my shoulders. Here today but your running tomorrow. I took time kept myself in check but I'm not staying in a burning wreck. No, don't want to watch you fall tonight. I won't let you bring me down and bury me alive. I don't need to see first hand what I already know, you've got a way to hide yourself and I have learned to love and let you go. Oh, when you're about to let it go from here. I'd rather be here by myself than be with you. Yeah well you're just armed with a dagger and a box of lies, blindsided as the worlds collide. I took time kept myself in check but I'm not staying in a burning wreck. I wont let you go. Got to let you go.