i broke my back in january 09- and i am here august 09- no surgery, healed myself without surgery.... daily pain is just something you learn to deal with.... i am so blessed to not be paralyzed, to have all the healers that have coming into my life constantly, helping me to grow, heal, and stay focused on a painfree future.... I am blessed to be in this community of love, music and dance.. and my reunion with the dancefloor has been one filled with joy, acceptance, with a sprinkle of uncomfortable.... im am daily grateful for this strong healing human body!!! a positive mind is unstoppable!

the playa was the first place i did not wear my backbrace daily.. and i did have to lay down for several hours in my van due to pain..... healing and waiting for strength to return..  but love came thru and i was on the dancefloor in no time!!!.what a magical place to heal...

so i broke my back... and my mom said, you should write about how you do it, how you stay positive... and really... im just glad im not paralyzed. that is just too close for comfort... this is a big check on slowing down, being more careful, i mean, how long do i need to b a rowdy girl? i can still get down and b less rowdy... now im laying around learning spanish, adobe photoshop, and  what patient really means.  im plannin out my future, and my next dance move.. as well as my next BIG MOVE...oh yahhh totes learning many lessons with this one

i have had several friends die in my life, its never easy. even though it is a part of all of our lives.. it is always hard. it also reminds me to cherish each day, and each person i come in contact with. life is amazing and precious.. it comes with ups and downs.. that is the balance.. tell someone you love them today and everyday...

why do people hurt animals?

why do people hurt nature?

why do people hurt eachother?

if we are the smartest animal on the planet, why do we run our lives around money, kill eachother, destroy our envirnoment and everything in it?

i am determined to  make a change... are you with me?

the more i grow up the more i learn to love unconditionally.   the days i spent frowning i now smile.... the times i felt resentment are gone..how did i do it?  i just opened up my heart.... you should try it!