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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
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wow i have changed I'm more calm a little bit compassionate (even though i really don't care about your problems) and willing to let it go. i help people i mean i try to help people i will help you all i can plus more and everyone who I've helped eventually turns there backs on me.........a slap in the motherfucking face and all I've done was help you truly help you. its time to not care a time to think about me and just me a time to put me first my feelings first me ad all of me first that is my life mission to stop helping to stop caring ad think about me cause in the end all you have is yourself. I'm sooooooo fucking mad
But
Why be mad its such a waste of time. life will past you by if your mad all the time and that used to be me mad all the time and sometimes i wouldn't even know why i was mad i the first place
I can see the light, sometimes its OK to walk away, to not be bothered by other peoples problems/drama. i have discovered that you have two types of friends your ride or die friend the one that will stick with you through thick and then these friends are rare and when you have them it is always good to keep them. then you have have your associate the friends that are well not your friends these friends are just you typical friend nothing special a person that will pass through time i have realized that i have a lot of associates but only 5 friends
How many true friends do you have ?????????
if you read it and it doesn't make sense its because this blog is a message to myself a message that i will understand and ........................................
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
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Current mood:  embarrassed
Category: Friends
So its funny how I would do anything for my friends but will they do the same for me I have realized that I care to much I give people to many chances but its over that trait of mine has ended how can you be my friend when you talk about me behind my back how can you be my friend when your in my corner when its best for you how can you be my friend when you trade me in for other people who will never care and love you like I do I have realized that friends come and go and at the end of the day I will be by myself and im ok with that I dont have to have hella friends I dont have to give a shit that you won't be in my corner cause it really doesn't matter to me because I will be coo with myself
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
Michael
My heart aches, I feel as if I am in a forest all by myself and the people I thought would be in there with me are not im 20 years old and I feel like im 45 is this how the rest of my life is going to be me in a forest by myself. I am a good friend a good relative and I feel as if the people I love just slap me in the face. The people that I truly care about do not feel the same as I do. My heart aches and I feel like I am broken and I cant pick myself up I feel like im strong and after all the bull shit that happens to me I crash and I rebuild but this time I feel like I cant rebuild I feel as if I should just let go let it go and………… I don't know I don't know who I am I don't know what I should do I just want to pick up and run I feel as if I should have died in my car crash but im still here broken and lost and alone
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Monday, February 11, 2008
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Current mood:  angry
Category: Life
Someone told me that I shine that when I go out I shine and that people are jealous of how I shine. The funny thing about that is there not just the haters at the club, or the nobodies at the party they are what I call my friends. My friends the people I would do anything for are the ones who like to up shine me. I had a party a birthday party and I invited the people who I call friends and the whole time at my party, all they did was fight and argue, argue and fight. I had the worst day ever the worst birthday ever and the funny thing is it was not the haters who ruined it or the nobodies at the party but the people I used to call friends, So congratulation on finally out shinning me finally you took up the spot light by arguing and fighting so thank you
I would like to thank Vinnie, Chu, and Asia for not arguing and not fight and that you came for me and to have a good time. That you wanted to see me happy and not bringing any drama thank you and for this I know that you guys are my TRUE friends. Love ya
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Friday, February 08, 2008
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Current mood:  confident
Category: Life
Quotes from a newly 2o yr Old
"Sex is not a moral, it's an opportunity"
" Love them and they will love you forever"
"Ride or Die so pick a side"
" True Friends show their real colors at Night"
" Love me and I will love you for life"
" If you show it, ill make you cum back"
" The best things start with F. Family, Friends and Fucking"
" Live life, die without regrets, and have a good time"
" Never Judge because those who judge are those who want"
Love me and I shall love you for life.
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
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Current mood:  forgotten
Category: Life
This is for u I love u
You make me sick
You could choke on a dick
Bitch you make me……..
I love you
I love you trough all the bullshit I love
U
If a tear runs down my eye
No longer shall I cry
If I talk to……….. you
If I have a bad day
And I get so sad that I believe I have no one
Best believe I call………. you
When people turn on me
Throw stones at me
Best believe its never ……….you
You are my heart
My light in the dark
My forever-lasting spark
And for this I love………….. you
I can cry for you
Die for you and even
Ride a bike for ………………you
You are in my heart
And forever in it
If I don't talk to you
Think of you
Mo I am lost without………… you
When we get into it
When I make u cry
You dry my eyes
Mo I really love……………..you
You you you you
You are me
And I am………….. you
And don't you forget it
I love………………… you
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
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Current mood:Inner
Category: Friends
LOVE ME….. or hate me, you can only choose one. If you treat me RIGHT, I will love you for Life. If you ever need me, never fear cause I will always be there
LOVE ME….. I will cry with you DIE for you hell even ride a bike with you. I will always be in your corner to wipe your tears to chase away those fears
LOVE ME….. without you I am nothing. You are my heart my everlasting star that burns bright through my terrible nights
If you leave a comment it let's me KnoE who my True Friends Are
In addition, if you comment I only want you to type two words
Love ME
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Monday, January 21, 2008
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Current mood:  numb
Category: Life
As I sit down and write this……………tears run down my eyes this morning I lost control of my car and ran off the freeway. My car rolled down a small hill and in the process rolled over 3 times. I cannot believe it. It was around 4 o'clock a.m and I was in Manteca with my friends crying over the damages to my car and that I was safe. Thank you to CeCe, Josh, Alabama, Vinne, and my Steaf. I do not think I would be alive if it was not for you guys. You guys are my heart and forever in it, you guys made sure that I was safe and safe all during the day. I love you guys if you ever ever ever need me don't even think that you cant count on me. Its ride or die and you guys proved that to me this morning and for that I truly and honestly love you. You guys are my best friend and especially you Steaf I love you and when you cried with me god told me that you cared that you love me and for that I am blessed to have you in my life.
This morning at 4 a.m, I lost control of my 02 Chevy Malibu; it rolled over 3 times on the hill off the 120 highway and as a result was totaled. I walked out without a scratch (thank god) and I walked away with a different outlook on people I consider to be just friend but are so much more you guys are my best friends, my angels, my family that I owe my life 2.
And as tears run down my eyes and I have to catch my breath I just wanted to let you know and everyone else who reads this that I love you guys and you are my family and my world.
Sincerely,
Michael C. Peavy
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
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Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Romance and Relationships
These ones for you..
I love you………. Period point blank you are my best friend NO Joke
I am so glad that she introduced us. I thank god everyday that I have someone like you………you make me laugh; we always have a bomb ass time when we kick it.
Its funny to me that I know you will last in my life. Some friends fade away but you are a lasting mark. You are my sister, my joy, my ride or die, my heart, and my hero. You are the stars in my sky. The wife one day I might have.
You are me and I am you and when you read this remember remember remember there is no other not one that can replace your spot in my heart.
You Are My EVER Lasting Mark
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
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Current mood:Patient
Category: Life
This is for you BABY BOO
I never knew how to say it to you so I am writing it and maybe it may help me a little. I like you; I like you a lot not as a relationship type, but as a friend. You make me laugh you change my emotions, I can have a horrible day and talk to you and it all goes away. You call me out on my bullshit, not a lot of people do. You make me feel as if you are someone that I can turn to if I needed a shoulder to lean on and you would never judge me. I like you, but I do not know how you feel about me. I want you to be that person that is there for me, that person I can talk to whenever, that person that will have my back no matter what. I want you to be my boy, my hommie, my confidant, my BFF hell I don't know, but that is how I feel. It amazes me that I trust you someone that I barely know, but I do.
My question to you is how do you feel about me. If you had to describe me, what would you say? If you needed to talk to someone, would I be one of the first people you call? I think you are bold, sexy, smart, confident, funny, serious all the things that I am and will be. I need you to be my friend I can tell anything to; a friend that will ride and die a person that knows everything about me and vice versa.
All in all, if you read this it will explain exactly how I feel and if you do not than you will never understand the extent of what I want our friendship to be.
So tell me tell me tell me what do you think of me
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