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Thursday, January 22, 2009 

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Writing from the Heart....
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“Its as if your pounding on the massive doors of the kingdom of your wildest dreams.
At first lightly,even respectfully.

Then ,loosing patients,louder and louder.
You cry,you plead,you beg,you ask ,you cry,you wail.
And just on the other side of the door,your faithful,adoring subjects silently writhe,some quietly crying,all intensely feeling your frustration and loneliness.
Yet they remember all to well how on the day you left,you made them swear to not ever open the door so that you might discover,yourself.....that it was unlocked.”
from Notes of the Universe by Mike Dooley:

Quite often in this Life,you never really look,reflect in the moment or truly understand that the“Now’s”are the most important things in this dynamic and wonderful life you live.

The “Doorway“always seems locked.....

If you let go from the Heart and open the eyes from within,you would realize,that life starts to be lead from the inside out.
All of our relationships,all our outcomes,all of what you see as the world around,is a direct reflection of ourselves.

You would also realize that“Hey I have some pretty incredible people in my life and that’s a reflection of who I am.....and I feel amazing about that”.

That’s part of the key to the door.

You get so caught up with looking for gratification through some ones view point ,outside of yourself,that most of our lives are lead by the results and views of our environment,and what other people have perceived of us.
The workplace to our own relationships....you do this on every level of living your lives.

You end up living a life through someone else’s eyes.

We are taught,we live,and breathe from a point in wanting that ties to the inner Ego,and allot of it comes from the subconscious mind.
Its not that your taught wrong,your simply given the best your teachers and other influences in your life could give you,with the knowledge they have.

Flight,fright,fear,anger all of these emotions reflect how your living in everyday life.
And learning to let go from this,is the starting path we all seek,yet never usually see,as its simply right in front of our eyes.

Here’s the thing.

We all do it....
Your not alone....
If you are aware of it....
And if it is a direct reflection of yourself…

You have the ability to change the outcomes.......

By taking this reflection of self responsibility you now are standing at the threshold of changing your life from a perspective of empowering yourself.

Allot of the above are self reflective truths,that deep down you know are right.

That’s how you get the key in the “Door“so to speak.

So how do you change from a life intent from ego“I want because I need from fear,or from arrogance,or desperation“theirs allot of thins we do on a daily basis so the list can feel overwhelming “.

Here’s some suggestion’s that can help you along the way,and simplify the process.

When you become aware at how easy this can be,your also going to want to do it more to.

This should always be viewed as fun.....not a chore or work.

So are you ready to dive-in?....got your coffee?...ready to start opening up the Door?

Here we go:

Step one:
Identifying what you want.

Allot of us walk around without really knowing what we want.
Its common(90% of the population does it).

So lets come up with some ways to really work through this.

Grab yourself a notebook,and lets start from the easiest point we can.

“Knowing what you don’t want”
Make a list on the left hand of your page and write down all the stuff you just don’t want.
Things like:

“I don’t want all of these bills making me feel horrible every month”
“Or I don’t want to end up feeling like I’m all alone like I do now”
Fire off a giant list,and let it all out.

You’ll notice its going to be a fairly big list....that’s pretty common,more detail you put into this,the better your results will be.

Now here’s what we are going to do on the right hand side of the page.
Beside all of your don’t wants,we are going to write down the exact opposite,as close as we can,of all our don’t wants.

We will call this Our “wants”.....its our honest true values that we really do desire.
“Loving relationships,loving working relationships etc”.

Take your time with this,as it cane be a little tricky on wording something in the fashion of its opposite.

You can do it....

Now that we have our lists of wants and don’t wants sitting in front of us on the page.
Lets step it up to the next phase of what we are going to do.

Step 2:
We’ll call this your “5 year ME Plan”.

And begin with the end result in mind(what you would achieve as a result of the plan,its your story,your becoming the super hero)

Tell the story from an “As If its already happened“....”I already am “and write it from that point,

Act as if,and will become the point,it will become you.

By looking at your wants,in vivid detail start to write how you envision your next 5 years of your life.

See the work
see the love,and write it as vividly as you can.

You need to put as much emotion,burning desire and passion in behind this,in order for it to come from your heart.

Without the Fuel from your emotions,your only going to get a spark......your looking for a raging fire with this,some real“Ooooomph”
to what your doing.

Remember that the most important thing for you is coming from a place that will truly expand who you are,and how you live your life.

As joy is the key essentials to living a life abundantly.

After all it is your life right?

If it takes a few days or a week,that’s fine,but hold yourself accountable,this is your life,and only you can do this.

Once we have the vision of the next 5 years in front you here’s were you will start to see something interesting.

Within the lines you have written,within the story of your life,your castle of air,you are going to see something we can use as Affirmations within the print.

An affirmations is a declaration that your dream and goal are now coming true.

Affirmations is the next step in this process.
Step 3:
“Your an actor,this is your movie,time to remember the lines for the performance”.

When we write these for ourselves,its important to word it from a point of“Now”in your life.

Its important to put as much emotion in behind the affirmation as possible.
and finally when you have written out the affirmation its an important function to remember repetition for yourself.

30-60 days in a row,you’ll need to,in a quiet space,repeat these new affirmations to yourself.

Because we are creatures of habit...my suggestion is to keep the times you set aside relatively the same,so you condition the repetition easier into your subconscious mind.

If you don’t stick to the pattern of reconditioning your mind,in the solid pace of 30-60 days,the information will not take,you’ll become frustrated...and your old patterns will rise back up to the for front.

so if it only took 30-60 days to achieve a massive change in your life,would you not want to consider perhaps trying it out?

Wording your affirmations(important step)

Begin with“In an easy and relaxed Manner,in a healthy and positive way...”

and end with“for the greater good and benefit of everyone involved”.

And remember begin with your end result in mind.

step 4:
The secret info to Goals/Affirmations
“Double your Pleasure....Double your Fun”

Your affirmations as goals.

Truly look at your affirmations as goals and write them as such.

By doing this your going to enforce the repetition of your wants into yourself,and have the goals going deep into the unconscious mind at a greater level .

Most people write their goals,and usually leave it by the wayside,get frustrated with it…
Writing goals as affirmations is a 2 fold method for results.

The concept is to get installed the information,in a manner that’s going to be as productive to you as possible,and I find this to be the most productive way to do it.

Most of the paradigms that rule our life(multitude of other peoples habits)define who we are....and our end results.

By installing a good regimen of Affirmations from the point of your goals and wants,your installing the new good paradigms into your mind.

As a side note,you will at first notice some inner voicing s that will attempt to“Resist”the change”,this is your old conditioning getting up in arms to resist the change.

to make the ‘resistance futile”....the new Habits have to be installed and enforced.

Once that takes,the old negative paradigms will fade,as something that empowers you will have more energy than anything negative, your already doing.

Step 5
Inspired Action....the plans for your affirmative goals.

“All right Chuck Lights Camera Action....Roll-em”.

Now for each of your goals,write out a 1-2 page plan on how your going to carry it out.

and remember to truly be honest with yourself,these are going to change,and be redefined to your own personal genius and time....
as you grow and change....so will your goals,and add to them.

Remember without any form of action your going to stay within the confines of your own disappointment,and your old patterning from your subconscious is going to relatively stay happy like that.
as it resists change.

So stick to to....get down and Do it!

after all your the star in the picture....

See the entire secret to the universe simply put into these words,sums it all up.
“Growth and expansion”.
as James ray has always mentioned“If you are not growing”....you are “Dying”.

And I don’t know about you,but I myself“Like Growing” its quite allot of fun.
How about you?
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
Favorite scene/quote from the movie spaceballs
Dark Helmet
: Careful you idiot! I said across her nose, not up it!
Laser Gunner: Sorry sir! I'm doing my best!
Dark Helmet: Who made that man a gunner?
Major Asshole: I did sir. He's my cousin.
Dark Helmet: Who is he?
Colonel Sandurz: He's an asshole sir.
Dark Helmet: I know that! What's his name?
Colonel Sandurz: That is his name sir. Asshole, Major Asshole!
Dark Helmet: And his cousin?
Colonel Sandurz: He's an asshole too sir. Gunner's mate First Class Philip Asshole!
Dark Helmet: How many asholes do we have on this ship, anyway?
[Entire bridge crew stands up and raises a hand]
Entire Bridge Crew: Yo!
Dark Helmet: I knew it. I'm surrounded by assholes!
[Dark Helmet pulls his face shield down]
Dark Helmet: Keep firing, assholes!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
The Pastor's Ass  
 
     The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won.
 
     The pastor was so pleased with the donkey
that he entered it in the race again, and it won again.
 
     The local paper read: 
   
PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT
 
     The Bishop was so upset with this kind of
publicity that he ordered the pastor not to

 enter the donkey in another race.
 
     The next day, the local paper headline read:

BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS.
 
     This was too much for the bishop, so he
ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey.

      The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent.
 
     The local paper, hearing of the news, posted
the following headline the next day:
 
 NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN.
 
 The bishop fainted.
 
     He informed the nun that she would have to
get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10.


     The next day the paper read:
 
  
NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10.
 
     This was too much for the bishop, so he
ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run
wild.
 

The next day the headlines read:
NUN ANNOUNCES HER ASS IS WILD AND FREE.
 
     The bishop was buried the next day.

     The moral of the story is . . being
concerned about public opinion
can bring you much grief and misery . . even shorten your life.
      So be yourself and enjoy life. 
      Stop worrying about everyone else's ass and
you'll be a lot happier and live longer!

Have a nice day!
Monday, September 18, 2006 
help saave tree's wipe your ass with and owl....hahahahahahaha(could not stop laughing when i saw that on a t-shirt):Alex
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 
The Penis Study
 
The American Government funded a
study to see why the head of a man's  Penis was larger than the
shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the
head was larger than the shaft was to give the man  more pleasure during sex
  After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study.
After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the
head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during
sex. Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study.
After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they
concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and
hitting himself in the forehead.
 
(hahahahahha....now that was funny:Alex)
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 

Current mood:  weird

The Thief In The Night

It's 12'oclock midnight
I sit, clothed all in black
Behind a dumpster in a back alley
I patiently wait
I'm hungry, famished
The faint sound of footsteps can now be heard
Approching slowly in rythum
I wait
A beautiful blonde comes into sight
Tall, blonde with blue eyes
She wears a skin tight red dress
My favorite color
The color of BLOOD!
I grab her and cover her mouth
I push her head to the right sholder
Exposing her pale neck
I can see her puls
Baboom, baboom, baboom...
I sink my fangs into her soft flesh
Warm and tastey
It flows down my throat
Out the corners of my mouth
oozing out of her
And into me
She slowly goes limp
Slides to the ground
I'm gone, until tomorrow night,
When I'll be back for more
I can't deny myself that sweet taste
It keeps me alive
I am the VAMPIRE in the night
That no one knows about
Vanishing into the night
Before the dawn
I shall go and slumber now
Untill tomorrow
See YOU then!

   -Crystal Beakhouse

Thursday, January 05, 2006 

Well the sunshine coast(which i think is a bit of an oxy moron if ya ask me...)

definately doesn't have allot of sunshine for the moment,this time of year is pretty rainy....todays the first day in a few that theirs been no rain(*waves at Alexis*)

Im looking forward to getting back into the studio with both projects(got a new tune for Machine Im dying to record,called "Cocaine Angel")

Back in on the 10th and I'll be getting back to allot of you that have been writing an messaging(remember b y the way that both myself and Alexis both answer the messages,so don't get confused with the names,Alexis and Alex can confuse ya at first...)

Piece out and I'll write ya'll soon:Alex

Tuesday, March 22, 2005 

Current mood:  touched
Every now and then.....on myspace i come across someone that mentions the band and puts a smile on my face, that was a wild time in my life.....probably also the first time i thought that I had known what i was doing as a songwriter,or at least my direction was right.... Not many people will remember our days from mp3.com,or the write ups on Legends online....but those of you that do. I would like to say this deep from within the heart that pumps blood into these veins.... You have kept me afloat when i was drowning.....you have been my friends,my therapy,my lovers... To you I say thank you for keeping me safe in this world of Horrid people. Thank you for always being their.... : Alex Zandretta