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Josh Quillen


Last Updated: 12/8/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 19
Sign: Libra

City: The Terrordome
State: Maryland
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/24/2006

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Tuesday, June 02, 2009 
Push through the broken door
Let your sanity hit the floor
This is where there is no life
And the only occupant is strife
Blood runs down walls
Like Niagra Falls
And suffering wails
From all the boards and nails
See the skulls on the table
Run if your able
To the house that Jack built
Because this is the house that guilt built
Feet nailed to the floor
You cant run anymore
As the house of guilt consumes you
And there's nothing you can do
So sit down and relax
As your killed by guilt's axe
And revived by hate
Become what guilt creates
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 
I remember the days
We walked the street
You'd smile and greet
Every person you'd meet
You smiled and laughed
And I would smile
As we would walk another mile
3 days later however
Was the day my heart broke
I wish that was a joke
But you just lost interest
And left me for dead
Now I'm alone
Chilled to the bone
Looking at my phone
At the picture of you
I dont know what to do
I guess I'll lay here and pray
That I dont forget those days
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 
The lonely boy
Lives in his lonely home
Hears the sounds of silence
And plays with his lonely toy

His mommy ran away
His daddy doesnt exist
So he's always alone
Or so they say

No one comes around
No one knows he lives
For he never says a word
He never makes a sound

The lonely boy is in pain
He feels so tired
So he picks up his lonely toy
And put's a bullet through his brain
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 
Drowning in a sea
I dont know what to do
I want someone to see me
So I call on out to you
You look away
I need you here
You turn your head and say
"Im done with you, drown in your fear"
And then you laugh at me
It's all so dark
I cannot see
Somebody make a spark
I need the light
From your blue eyes
So I can feel alright
So i dont have to die
But you never came
I died tonight
It'll never be the same
There is no light
You snuffed it out
I hope your happy now
Thursday, May 07, 2009 

The sky is black
The river is red
Is this what its like
To be dead?

There is no one around
Your all alone
Then you see a statue
Carved out of stone

You look closer at it
It's your best friend
You see the look on their face
They have witnessed the end

The earth starts to shake
Another statue then appears
You look closer at it
Then you meet your deepest fears

The one you love most
Has a tear in their eye
As they stand frozen
You want to die

You look into the river
The river of red
Walk over and look
Look at all the dead

You kneel down to seee
Your family and your friend
Prepare yourself now
For this is the end

A hand grabs your hand
You scream out of fear
A man with no face rises
Yet he still sheds a tear

You try to run
But it's no use
The man stands up
His neck in a noose

The river surrounds you
The dead begin to stir
You start to panic
You seem unsure

The river behind you
The dead surround you
They rip your flesh
You dont know what to do

You accept your fate
There's no love left to send
No one cares you are now dead
You have accepted the end

Thursday, April 30, 2009 
the girl in my dream
is she the one I see
standing in the light beam
who could she be

whenever she speaks
it's music to all who hear
the only problem is she freaks
whenever I am near

and who could blame her
with a face like mine
I mean it's not that bad, sure
but her face, it shines

in the morning, she does get near me
and she takes my breath away
then she runs away, you see
she disappears for the rest of the day

the girl in my dream
where did you go
no longer in the light beam
replaced with shadow
Thursday, April 30, 2009 

The ocean is as black as night
and I'm drowning in it
it's not a beautiful sight
and I'm feeling like shit

I grasp for air
as depression strangles me
because she doesn't care
if I am happy

I call out to you
but you dont seem to hear
it's not something new
because you'r never near

My last breath of air
is coming soon
I can feel Death's stare
piercing my soul like a harpoon

But then, I see you'r face
you extend a hand
I kinda feel out of place
like nothing like this was planned

"It's okay" you said to me
"we're all hear for you"
so after a while in darkness, I finally see
I finally see something new

it's all of your friendship, love, and caring
that saved me from the black abyss
I finally feel like something
I finally found what was amiss

Thursday, April 30, 2009 

Never Say Die
Even In The Dark Of Night
Even In The Toughest Of Fights
Never Say Die

Never Say Die
When They Say It Cant Be Done
When They Say You Cant Be The One
Never Say Die

Never Say Die
When The Whole Worlds Against You
When You Dont Know What To Do
Never Say Die

Never Say Die
Even When Your Whole Worlds A Lie
Even When You Stop Trying To Try
Never Say Die

Dont Be Like Me
Who Never Even Tried
Always Fly High
And Never Say Die

Thursday, April 30, 2009 
Its strange
How could he have that much fun
Its almost out of my range
Of comprehension

I see them every day
They sit, they talk, they laugh
It might sound a bit cliche
But it's like they complete the other's half

When he's dead, she gives him life
When she cries, he wipes away the tears
Together, they relieve the other's strife
And all of their fears

Its what they always did
When they're together
Too bad he always hid
His feelings for her
Thursday, April 30, 2009 

All the blood
All the tears
They cannot hide
All these fears

All this pain
Inside my heart
Was always there
From the start

No longer can I feel
The warmth of another
After what I've done
Im destined to be a loner

This is not a cry of attention
This is not a cry for help
This is a warning
Please save yourself