Standing tall in the dead of night

The Goddess waves her lovely hand

To reach the stars above.

She knows in the light of the moon

Everything is at peace

As the forest is fast asleep.

There is no fight

That needs to be fought,

No battle to be won.

Standing tall and out of sight,

Our Goddess smiles at the Heavens above

Only caring for this night.

Did the last of my beauty fade,

Though there wasn't much there?

Did all my intelligents wash away,

No longer willing to stay?

Did I lose all my time,

Wasting it to the very end?

Did I do something wrong,

Making you no longer want me around?

It must be so obvious

When I am around you.

Obvious by the way I play with my hair

Stumbling over every word I say.

I try to be so perfect

And I find myself questioning

If you could ever truly be interested in  me.

What am I suppose to do?

What am I suppose to say?

As I'm pulling at my hair

Trying to keep it straight.

When you are around

I try to keep my cool

Not wanting the secret to get out

About how I truly feel for you.

What am I to say?

What am I to do?

As I'm pulling on my hair

Trying to keep it striaght.

It must be so obvious

When I am around you.

It fuses the broken pieces

Back from once they came

Before it was shattered

And thought

Never to be whole again.

It fuses the shattered hope

Back from once it came

Before it was trampled

And thought

Never to be whole again

It fuses the trampled soul

Back from once it came

Before it was torn apart

And thought

Never to be whole again.

It fuses the torn mind

Back from once it came

Before it was tormented

And thought

Never to be sane again

Should my eyes still fill with water

and shed these tears?

Night by night,

Day by day,

Should my heart be breaking?

After so many months have passed me by

Without a care for what I may have missed?

Oh, cast me away,

Forget I am here,

So I may let let my mind wonder

Through the thoughts of the one that I have lost

So he may not be forgotten.

Could he though be?

You could see the love for him in my eyes

One day that may die.

When my tears have drowned it away

And my heart

Like glass,

Will no longer break.

For if you do wish to try

A piece will peirce your fair skin

Letting the blood drip to the floor

Where I lie

With love no longer in my eyes.

It is horrible in this day and age...

When children are abused

And they cannot understand why they are hated so much

Though they never deserved their fate.

When women are raped

And they get so scared they can hardly speak

So no one knows of the wrongs done to them.

When students are so scared

They do not wish to go to school

Not knowing how they will be treated today.

When parents do not care

And their children never succeed

For the parents never told them that they could reach the stars one day.

It is horrible...

That this world grows so much hatred

So much pain.

With so little effort to try to make it better.

So rarely do you see love and kindness.

It is horrible...

The way we see the world these days.

i am a rock.

gray.

cold.

lifeless.

motionless.

unforgiving.... rock.

use me and abuse me.

kick me across the ground

as you laugh with your friends

until you tire of the game.

what do i care?

i am a rock.

you only scar the body that i do not own.

ah, pick me up.

toss me from hand to hand

as you spot a window high above the ground

carefully you aim

and then

whoosh...

i am flying.

if ever a rock could fly.

and with the soul i do not own

feelings i do not have

a sea of lightness

happiness

and peace consumes me

until.....

Smash!

the glass breaks

and shatters into a thousand pieces

like the heart that i do not own.

and i cry tears that i do not have

as i am left on the floor of this unknown place

as you and you buddies run

and laugh into the distance

bragging about the shattered window

and i am forgotten.

of course.

what doeas it matter?

i cannot feel....

used

betrayed.

with these feelings that i do not own

i am a rock.

gray,

alone.

lifeless.

soulless

motionless.

unforgiving.

heartless.

........

Rock

A distant dream

In a far away place

Another time

In a world thats lost

When all was blind

And the lies all true.

When you loved me

and yes,

I loved you.

The dreams now fade

That world now lost

When eyes are opened

And the lies...

 all but true.

In that far away place

At another time

When you loved me

And I loved you.

Now thats lost

A distant time

In a far away dream

In a world now gone.

Where you,

Yes,

You loved me.

and I...

I loved you!

Today