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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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i am making maps of your mouth in my mind building an umbrella of memory to shield me from the raining futility of jingling stainless steel, forks and knives in a metal torrent, polished and rolled, stacked and served dirtied, cleaned, and flung at me by the ton, the truckful, a mountain of silverware i wade through, cursing, sweating, polishing, rolling, missing you
i hide behind your teeth and chart the topography of your mouth hiking from the crest of your pale lip to the crimson buds on the tip of your tongue the deep valley behind your jaw the tender place where the wisdom tooth will come
take me home into your mouth consume me & make me whole
-jm5.9
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Thursday, April 02, 2009
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You may be undecided about your innermost needs today, making it difficult to give a clear voice to your feelings. Someone else's unwillingness to take a position can further exacerbate your condition. Make no mistake; there are battle lines being drawn and yet there won't be any winners in a conflict. You would be wise to start an open dialogue now, but make certain that everyone is willing to compromise, or it won't work. -----
You must walk a delicate line today between delving into serious feelings and agilely dancing around them. It's complicated because neither choice works as a sensible strategy on its own; you must do both now. The dilemma is that each approach seems to exclude the other. Nevertheless, you are being required to learn a lesson about intimacy, even if you need to back away from it at the right moment in order to gain much-needed perspective.
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
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pure tangent to the undulating wave of your life on this earth, the photograph travels straight, a linear compression of time, hallucination made paper were you ever that young that pregnant that happy such a fiery thing, flaming wrecks of photons collide with silver halide ions shattering electrons free charring tiny silver grains fixing that half smile forever push your eye against the print and it's just patterns, dark and light, pebbles of grain how do they stack up to build that smile, that love in your eyes memory is charred blackened meat burnt paper, image rescued from crushing time by permanent scarring violence it's just a clock for seeing a frame of fire that puts my eye in the past -jm2.9
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
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fair warning:: if you suspect i might write poems about you, i would suggest not reading this here, because you might find it in a nicer form elsewhere. the rest of you, enjoy.
After the final Trumpet blows, the scene at the gates is like when the amusement park closes-- happy bedlam, people finding eachother and filing past.
I'm just leaning against the Wall, a toothpick in my mouth, waiting, waiting to see you again. Black hat, black coat, dark pants, the black Chucks you bought me, I fade into the shadows, except for my smile.
The millions stream past, not noticing, but once in a while, a quick recognition-- a young guy in a toga, an old man in tweed, someone who looks just like John Lennon-- they slide up next to me, take their place against the Wall, waiting for their you.
A timeless fraternity of men who said they'd wait forever,and meant it. We watch the crowd together each of us in our own private bliss, torturing ourselves with memories & patience, each a little fucked up outpost of Heaven, waiting for the Jubilee, for Hell to open up and release our yous to float up into our arms.
-jm2.9
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
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Where are you going I don't mind
I've killed my world and I've killed my time
So where do I go what do I see
I see many people coming after me
So where are you going to I don't mind
If I live too long I'm afraid I'll die
So I will follow you wherever you go
If your offered hand is still open to me
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
So you've been where I've just come
From the land that brings losers on
So we will share this road we walk
And mind our mouths and beware our talk
'Till peace we find tell you what I'll do
All the things I own I will share with you
If I feel tomorrow like I feel today
We'll take what we want and give the rest away
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
Holy man and holy priest
This love of life makes me weak at my knees
And when we get there make your play
'Cos soon I feel you're gonna carry us away
In a promised lie you made us believe
For many men there is so much grief
And my mind is proud but it aches with rage
And if I live too long I'm afraid I'll die
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
--"strangers," by the kinks
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
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Friday, January 09, 2009
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i always take a while to reflect and figure out resolutions. my birthday is mid january, so i feel free to take the time between the year's end and my year's end to meditate a little.
so here's something else, a thought that i had in the midst of that meditation.
here's the thing: i believe in luck. it's genetic, my moms always says 'we don't have good luck, we don't have bad luck, we just have luck.' when i explain it to people, i say 'as i walk down the road of life, my bad luck kicks me in the balls and leaves me staggering into oncoming traffic, and my good luck pushes me out of the way into a muddy ditch.'
so with that in mind, i will sometimes buy a scratch off ticket or two, not with any hope of winning, but to sort of soak up a little bad luck. i am not paying a dollar or five to get any return, i am doing it to try to protect my balls from my bad luck, just up around the bend.
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Wednesday, January 07, 2009
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Listen-- the faucet has rusted closed, words only drip out until the metal gives way, squealing-- chunks of rust color the sputtering red briefly, but soon a clear torrent will pour, unstuck words flow quickly, forcefully, and you may miss the comforting drip of the rust-closed faucet.
The basin overflows, the rug is ruined with mold and damp-- the flood is what we feared, too much, too much, too much.
That's why we let our mouths fill with rust, our jaws seize up our cups run dry but the pressure doesn't abate-- it pushes out through the eyes.
The tearduct on the upper lid keeps us lubricated and dust-free.
The one on the bottom keeps us from exploding.
-jm1.9
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Sunday, December 28, 2008
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i am missing a couple of people pretty bad right now. i like to flatter myself that they are obsessively checking their cellphone to see if they missed a text or a call like i am, but i am pretty sure they are not.
i hate this.
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Friday, December 05, 2008
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oh i will spend my commission from the central bank of nigeria on you, my lovely.
there will be exotic orchids all around your bed, and we'll eat nothing but truffles for a week, when the deal goes through
i will buy us a big car, a cadillac, and drive it all night till the sun rises at some deserted virginia beach and we'll make love quietly to not wake the baby as a new day breaks over the cold atlantic
oh when the deal goes through it'll be a whole new me and a sweet happy you when my money from the central bank of nigeria comes through
-jm12.8
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