Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess can make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
Well I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads,don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you

THE GREATEST CONVERSATIONS ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE! yeah and they are all right here! made by me and my bestest friend ever! shawna! I LOVE YOU! <3

 Shawna: tell him ur really a dude and ur name is billy and u idolize michael jackson!! that'll freak him out! =)
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Me: i think i like robbie..
Shawna: !!!!! i got an idea!!
Me: oh god..what now?
Shawna: walk up to him, and be like..hey robbie, if you were a booger, id pick you first! he would so go for it!
Me: thats so gross yet so fucking awesome!
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KiiSs M3 KaTe: doesnt my xanga look hawt?

Butterflychik610: yea, id bang it like a monkey would bang a banana.

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shawna: oh god my teeth are already blue and i have only had one suck off this thing!
Christy: haha u said suck off!!
me: -giggles-

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Shawna: theres a ghost in the closet
me: -screams-
shawna: its gunna come out and rape u in ur sleep!
Christy: can ghosts rape?!
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KiiSs M3 KaTe: if im not home in ten mins, im dead
KiiSs M3 KaTe: do u want me to be a dead woman?! we would never be abel to go cruzing again! FOREVER!!
KiiSs M3 KaTe: and that wouldnt be cool...
Butterflychik610: lol...dont call me woman!!...it makes me feel like im somebodys bitch...
Butterflychik610: AND IM NOBODYS BITCH~!
KiiSs M3 KaTe: i called myself woman retard.
Butterflychik610: ..ohh..
KiiSs M3 KaTe: -shakes head at u-
Butterflychik610: lol OOPS
Butterflychik610: i read it wrong..
Butterflychik610: now i feel like a big dumb ding dong
KiiSs M3 KaTe: ur losin it shawna...
KiiSs M3 KaTe: hahah!!!
Butterflychik610: lol
Butterflychik610: i made a funny...*giggles*
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Butterflychik610: when i crave the snack, thats the cheesiest around, i gotta have cheetos brand snacks, nothings better been found, take these cheetos puffs right here in your paws , they're the perfect puffed snack, why do you ask? its because they're puffy and cheesy, and make hands orange dusted. so when your sneakin a few, your bound to get busted, but moms can be cool , they like cheetos snacks a lot, so jus smile and say "ah, now that hit the spot"
KiiSs M3 KaTe: wow...can you say..LOSER?
Butterflychik610: loser..but hey..its on the bag
Butterflychik610: i had to type it to you
KiiSs M3 KaTe: hahahahhahha!!
KiiSs M3 KaTe: wow.

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S can da Lus XX: i made the best freakin pancake ever today.
S can da Lus XX: it was sooo good.
S can da Lus XX: omg. -orgasm-
S can da Lus XX: lol
Butterflychik610: ...mhm...me want one...
Butterflychik610: i want to have my first orgasm
Butterflychik610: TO A PANCAKE!

Butterflychik610: bring on the orgasms
S can da Lus XX: -winks- can i be your pancake?!
Butterflychik610: hells yeah!!
S can da Lus XX: score.
Butterflychik610: thats one sexay orgasm
S can da Lus XX: hell yea bitches.
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shawna: best friend, never gunna let you dowm.  Best friend always gunna be around.  you kno, whtever life puts u throu ill be there for you.  we all need a best friend to understand. a best friend to take ur hand. u kno, what ever life puts u throu, ill be there for you

dear mom and dad.

i read this letter that i wrote to you a while ago, when i was heavily addicted to drugs and a compulsive liar and a cheat.  well..looking back at myself and my alcoholism and my need to do drugs just makes me choke.  i never gave you that letter that i wrote, because you're still letting me down.  i feel that i needed to write you a whole new letter, being that i have changed myself for the better.  I felt uncomfortable around you before, but now, the past is nothing.  Before you just were worried about me, constantly.  Seeing my life take a drastic nosedive, from a straight A student, to a drug user.  Well now that i have straightened myself out, got back into the swing of things, you have become heartless sons of bitches.  nothing that i could ever do, makes you happy or proud of me.  thats all i want to feel now, is the fact that my parents are proud of me.  proud of what i have done to myself. but no.. i climbed back out of my hole that i fell in, realized that none of the things that i was doing was worth it at all, and they were all really inmature and irresponsible.  I am no longer hurting myself, or you for that matter.  im not lying to anyone anymore.  i have changed.  significantly.  i let you down in the past.  but its the present. let the past go for God sake.  I am a better person today then i was a few months back.  I changed my life.  Be greatful.


love always, your daughter
katie

theres a precious soul hiding behind the faces of the inocent.

and when you strike them with the pleasures of sin and the sting of pain their life changes forever.

theres a story behind every little face you see, behind every glow of a smile.  children laugh, and children play.  but you cant always tell their feelings from the way they laugh.

everyone laughs differently. 

as you watch a child grow, one cant help but compare themselves to the livelyhood.  however, when i compare myself to this child..i see myself.

i see the strugles of a family, repeating itself over and over again, like a drive in movie.  i sit back incased in my car, yelling at the top of my lungs, but no one can hear me, because the windows are rolled up.  i cant run the childs life, but i can watch from a far. 

his life is like mine.  its like when you go to your grandfathers house for easter and watch old family movies on the pulldown screen. 

i laughed, i ran around, just like this.  no one knew my story.

i just hate to see my life flash before my eyes, while i watch this little boy grow up in my arms.  ill try my hardest to dive in after him when hes sinking, but i cant promise ill float.