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IN LOVING MEMORY OF SID SKIBINSKI



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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Libra

City: San Jose
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/20/2005

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Thursday, November 30, 2006 

Category: Blogging
WHAT YOU WOULD RATHER BE CALLED

001. Babe or Baby: both

002. Sweetie or Honey: both

003. Darling or Dear: both it doesnt matter what you call me as long as you love me!

this [or] that

004. hug or kiss: both at the same time i love that

005. white or black: white on black hahaha

006. ground or sky: sky because beautiful things fromthe sky like angels

007. night or day: both because im up all night and day hahaha

008. pool or beach:wellbeach when it warm and pool when its cold because it heated

009. love or lust: LOVE is great when you find it but lust is good if you want to get laid

010. you or me: YOU

011. silver or gold: neither

012. left or right: RIGHT and left

013. sunny or rainy: well sunny because im happy and when its reainy or cloudy im sad

014. hot or cold: warm

015. lake or river: neither because theres shit in it

do you..

016. eat 3 meals a day: well its counts on the day but usually not

017. like someone: yeah i do alot

018. believe in love at first sight: yeah i never did before until it actually hit me ten months ago

019. like school: No schools sucks dick

have you ever...

020. been camping: yeah all the time but not now because im poor now

022. gotten in a fight: yeah i almost killed a guy and he was a lifegaurd

023. been out of the country: nope want or i was supposed to but things happened so its cancelled and i had to return everything

024. cussed someone out: yeah all the time

026. killed something: yeah alot of things i was a really bad kid and did alot of bad things that i regret

027. had a mud fight: ya with my cuz

PRESENTLY..


01. is your hair wet? no it not but my other hair down there is becuase he had some fun

02. is your cell phone right by you? yeah its always with me i'm waiting for my bitches to call hahaha

03. do you miss someone? yeah alot i think about them all the time and wondering if there thinking about me

04. are you wearing makeup: hella yeah i put it on everyday thats my fake face hahhahaha

05. are you wearing chapstick: no i eat it instead hahaha

07. are you tired: nopei took a really litte nap and theres things that energis you hahah if you know what i mean

08. are you excited: yeah becuase i had the best day i ever had in along time since like this summer

09. are you watching tv: no i hate that thing it ruined everything for me i hate tv it should die

10. are you wearing pajamas: yeah my boxers or am i

RECENTLY..

01. recently done anything you regret: nope

02. ever lied: YES i have who hasnt

03. ever stuck gum under a desk table: yeah i have i forgot where but it was funny

04. ever kick someone?: yeah right now ive been very liek if you fuck with me your like going to get hurt like i used to be becuase that is me becuase im me again hahaha

05. ever trip over your own feet? yeah all the time especially oon my bed becasue it moves and im trying to get a condom hahaha

TODAY..

01. have you cursed: yeah all the time becuase i think its funny people get offensed by something we made to offend us i think its suptid and people miss use the words

02. have you yelled at someone: yeha and i regret it

03. have you gotten mad at someone: yeah for no reasons becuase i was mad at myself i regret that

04. have you cried: yeah when i listen to my music

05. have you called more than 3 people: yeah all the time i got to have m bitches on a leash

06. have you failed: yeah i fail everyday that i cant make someone happy

Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yeah i am but can you tell me who

Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: my house in my bed ooh yeah

Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: well it was marinda she really hot

Q 04: who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: well neither there all the same

Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: ya alot of them

Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: yeah everyday becuase its so beautiful and why be sad and waste your life away

Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: probably not but i hope so no one really thinks about me because im a big loser

Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: yeah i do all the time but i can never get one because im the most unlucky person in the world because eveyrhting bad happens to me

Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: no i untie them when i put them on

Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: i'm not telling

Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: yea because no one can mock it

Q 12: are you a friendly person?
A 12: yeah to everyone becuase thats who i am a nice sweet friendly and funny love life and dont care and very carefree person thats who i am and i missed me becuase i didnt know what i wanted and now i do

Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: well mine for awhile then yeah

Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: blue with a mental kid on it its so cool

Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: YEA hell of them because i love animals


Q 17: what were you doing at 3pm yesterday
A 17: well thats when i took a nap i think or not hahaha

Q 18: i can't wait until...
A 18: schools over and get my own place and have another job and be with someone i love whenever that day comes

Q 19: is tom on your friends list?
A 19: YEA

Q 20: look to your right. what's there?
A 20: tvs and shit that dont work

Q 22: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: ya all the time but one knows because im a loser

Q 23: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 23: ya they know how emotional i am and they know how i really am and thats one thing i love my friends for because there the only ones that know me how caring and sweet i am because everyone thinks im a perve but im really not its an act im actually this nice proper sweet boy that loves attention and very sweet and romantic and cares about everyone and very funny im not really a perve i rather have love than sex anyday in my life

Q 24: song that makes you cry or really emotional?
A 24:well this song called ill stop the world and melt with you by the cure i love that song it always makes me cry and everything reminds me of you

Q 25: are you normally a happy person?
A 25: yeah hella yeah i am

Q 26: has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you?
A 26: yeah they did i miss it i felt so warm inside that i never felt before

Q 27: if yes do you think they meant it?
A 27: yeah i know by the way they look at me and there eyes of love wow its the greatest experience i ever felt i dont think anything can get any better than that
Sunday, November 26, 2006 

Current mood:  happy
Wow yesterday was a sick day. Well it first started out me learning my fav song with half my band becuase our bass amp is getting fixed. We did great it sound exactly like the song so now we have to wait for our bass player and then well teach it to her. Then i ate at this awesome chinese resturant and she already knew what i was going to order because i went there the other day with kayce. Then me and kayce hung out at the laundry mat and then we hit some golf balls out in the field. That was fun and at his place i was playing with the snake and scorpion. And i ened up with a spider on my head hahahahaha. Then when i got home rearrange my house and clean everything my sister room my moms and my bros and mine is next today hahhaa and the kitchen and livingroom. It is hella clean it looks really nice and all keeping it clean i kind of realize cleaning is fun hahahaha. Well after that i was supposed to hang out wiht kayce but something came up for both of us so we split if you know what i mean hahahhaa jk!!! Well that was my day so have some fun like me hahahaha!
Monday, November 13, 2006 

Current mood:  crushed

my heart is shattering of pain

dont know where to go

because i lost my way

my heart is lost and hurt

in a million pieces

its been stepped on so hard

it makes me sleepless

i dont know which way to go

my mind and body

is filled up with tears and sarrow

i wish i can have one more day

of that passion love

that makes me happy

what should i do

what should i say

i want her back

in that loving way

i love her dear

i love her so

its so hard to see her go

my pain i feel

i thought i never would feel

becuase i thought we wouldnt end up like this ever

i was wrong

how we would end up

becuase she said we would be together forever

she would ask me everyday

will we be together forever

and i would say yes

now we not together

i hate my life

i hate it dearly

what i do wrong

to bring this on me

so i say what should i do

so what should i say

to make this pain go away

i want your love

i want your happiness

what can i do

to make things happy and loving again

 

Currently listening:
Massacre
By The Exploited
Release date: 10 April, 2001
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 

Current mood:  crappy
Today i feel like shit my gf doesn't understand me at all. She thinks that because i want her home before me when i get home from work, I'm doing it because i want to bother her. Its jsut i want her to cook dinner for me before i get home have a nice cooked meal waiting for me and my gf. She waiting for me all sexy and all asking how my day was. But it never works like that i dont want to come home and worry, when she is getting home, is she okay, does she need a ride, is she hurt you know what i mean. And its not like i dont let her hang out alot i do but sometimes i wish she'll come home early becuase she was thinking of me and misses me and wants to be with me i miss that she used to do that and then i'll let her stay out longer but she never does that anymore. She seems like she does want to come home and that hurts me, that breaks my heart into pieces. I'm sorry that i'm not a fun or great guy anymore. i feel useless and all and that sucks. it jsut hurts alot, i love her alot and wow! well tell me what i'mdoing wrong and why she doesn't understand. ooh well i'll just live with it i hope she'll understand one day.