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Last Updated: 11/24/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 18
Sign: Libra

City: rawr
State: Ohio
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/7/2006

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December 9, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  aggravated

Anonymous Man....



While I cried over him. He cried over others.....

While he could make me laugh and smile. I couldn't make him happy.....

While he made me feel good about myself and gave me self esteem. He hated himself no matter what I said to him.....

While he talked about other girls. I could only feel a knot of jealousy building inside of me.....

As he claims I'm the cutest girl he knows. He still goes on about how beautiful the others are.....

As he dreams of them. I only dream of him.....

As he plans a future with them. I go into denial over him.....

When those girls break his heart. I am unable to even do so little as even picking up the pieces.....

When tears fall from my eyes. It is only because I'm thinking of him.....

As he claims I don't know what it feels like. I only feel it for him.....

.. ..

And..he is happy with another woman. I am sulking in complete misery. She nears closer to his heart. Ready to break on sight.....

..Again......

.. ..

He will never understand.....

February 4, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  angry

My body cripled from you sight

killing me at night

dont you see what your doing to me?

you dont care to seem me bleed..

 

im sitting in my own blood!

my body shakes im crying

i wish i could die but im already dead!

i have to thrive on mortal blood

thanks to you im in the dark..

my shadows hides the soul ive ruined!
i hate you!
my teeth grow  at the sight of you ready for defeance

i love to see you flirt cuz im ready to bite!

and you will regret ever turning me into this monster!

 

November 23, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  crushed
How sad.
My little world.
Torn by deceit.
Burned by hatred.
Diminished by love.
But yet my soul jumps.
At the very sight of you.
So very wicked.
So very wretched.
What's this hold?
You have on me?
Stinging Pain.
At The thought of your goodbye.
How you leave me alone.
Crying till the mildew comes.
Dreaming of how you smell.
Reminiscing on the taste.
The taste that lives on your lips.
I see your perfect face.
So perfectly unperfect.
But yet again.
So very wicked.
So very wretched.
And still.
I can't seem to get over you.
Im scared.
And I think I'll never stop crying.