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Deborah J Panger



Last Updated: 11/1/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 46
Sign: Capricorn

City: BILOXI
State: Mississippi
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/8/2006

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November 1, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  blissful
Category: Writing and Poetry
Coffeetime Romance and More is hosting a month long contest.  Enter for a chance to win a beautiful pair of cross pendant earrings.

http://www.coffeetimeromance.com/ContestPage.html



Hope ya'll have a Happy Thanksgiving and fall,
Deb
Currently watching:
The Uninvited
Release date: 2009-04-28
August 2, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  sleepy
My next erotic short, Firefae has sold to The Wild Rose Press's Scarlet line.  Whoot.  I'm so excited. 
I've been recouping from a bout with C Diff and had to spend 7 days in the hospital, but I'm on the mend and hopefully looking forward to a healthy existance.
Take care,
Deb

Firefae:

Sometimes a blaze is too hot and tantalizing to battle.  Firefighter, Gunner Crews, wakes up after extinguishing a brushfire to find he is enslaved by a tiny red fairy temptress named Sera.  Whisked away to a tiny alien world where bugs might eat you for dinner, Gunner soon learns that Sera is responsible for igniting the very blaze he and his co-firefighters have recently put out.  Hell-bent on being no fairy's slave, Gunner's plans of finding his way home, are dampened by a smouldering passion Sera stirs within him.  Will he be able to chill the fervor she spins or will he be consumed by a firestorm too pleasurable and scintillating to fight?

Currently reading:
Choices Meant for Gods
By Sandy Lender
May 3, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Life
For those that do not personally know me, my health has been declining for a few years now.  First I had uterine polyps & ovarian cysts removed the beginning of 2007, went for my 6 week follow-up appointment and learned that I had to have a total abdominal hysterectomy due to the pathology reports not coming back good.  Had the 2nd surgery a month later.  Then 4 months after that, I was diagnosed with Stage IIIA Breast Cancer and had a mastectomy.  Went through chemotherapy and now on 5 years of Tamoxifen. 

Anyways, through all this, I began having muscle pain and weakness throughout my entire body, mostly in the legs, feet and hands.  It has affected my life, in that I've been unable to sculpt because of the pain in my hands when I exert pressure.  I have difficulty climbing stairs, getting in and out of the tub and can't get on the floor. If I manage to, I can hardly get up without help.  My doctors have done numerous tests for Lupus, MS, Rheumatoid Arthritis, and everything has been normal so they chalked the muscle problems up to a result of the cancer treatment.   

I've also had high blood pressure for 10-15 years now and have been on meds to control that ever since.  After the chemo, I had a problem with Edema in both my legs, up to my knees, so my general doctor tried several meds to try and get rid of it.  Nothing worked except for Spironolactone.  I've been on that ever since.  

A few months ago, I began having problems with, what my docs thought was diverticulitis. (I have a history of Diverticulosis), but it turned out to be my Gall Bladder.  I went through ct scans of the abdomen to try and diagnose the problem and it showed that I had a mass on my left adrenal gland.  My Surgeon did not feel safe treating me for it with my history of cancer, so he referred me to my Oncologist for the mass.  Then, I had the Gall Bladder surgery 3 weeks ago.  The day after my surgery, i started having worsening muscular pain all over my body that progressively got worse.  By the next day, my muscles would barely work. I couldn't roll over while laying in bed, couldn't lift my head off the pillow. Had to have someone lift me from the bed. Once i was on my feet, i could get around.  so off to the Emergency Room, we went.  They did more testing, (lupus,etc) and again, all was normal, but the ER Dr. gave me morphine and a sterioid shot. I woke up a few hours later after getting home and all the pain had gone away. 

While all this was going on, my Oncologist referred me to an Endocrinologist and I finally saw him last Friday.  I was so impressed. He'd already reviewed my case prior to me going in. He already knew alot of my prior health history. He showed me the mass on the left adrenal gland and said its about the size of a quarter.  He strongly suspects that I have this rare disorder called, Conn's Disease or Hyperaldosteronism.  I'd never heard of it before in my life.  Apparently, I've had all the symptoms or years.  The high blood pressure, muscle problems, migraines, the temporary paralysis after surgery. The list goes on and on.  
He has begun testing, but the problem is, in order to fully diagnose me, I have to come off the Spironolactone for 6 weeks prior to the test, so he's discussing it with my regular doctors to see how to go about doing this.
I go next Wednesday for an MRI to make absolutely sure that the adrenal gland mass is not metastized Breast Cancer.  

Now, you might think that this is all bad news, and I must admit, I was floored and bummed when I found this out, ( I had the 'why me' attitude like I always get after getting bad news), but after some thought, it may be exactly what I needed to find out, in order to get my health back.   I finally see a light at the end of the tunnel.  If I do indeed have this disease, I'll have my Left Adrenal Gland removed and then I should be cured.  I'm imagining a life without Blood Pressure medicine.  No more muscular pain and weakness. I'll hopefully be able to run up stairs. sit on the floor again, take a bath.  The Dr. strongly suspects this, so now I'm hoping that its indeed what's been wrong with me so I can have a fuller, richer pain-free life.  I"m tired of my health getting in the way of things I love to do. I'm missed Bon Jovi in New Orleans today because of my health.  Like a mentioned before, I can't sculpt, and I couldnt' go to a Renaissance Fair, either, today, because I'm stuck at home doing a 24 hour lab test. But that's life.  Dont' get me wrong, I am so thankful that I'm a Breast Cancer Survivor, and my life is full of joy with my family, friends, writing and such, but a life with no pain?  Priceless. :)

Thanks for listening ya'll.  And I'll keep everyone posted on the news. 
Deb
 
Currently playing:
The Sims 2: Double Deluxe
Release date: 2008-04-15
April 18, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:healing
Category: Writing and Poetry

CONTEST

What would YOU do if you found a male Woodland Fairy in your home? 

Comment your answers here and on Sunday, April 19th, 2009, at 6:00pm, I will pick the most creative and original answer and announce the winner.

The winner will receive a $10.00 gift certificate from The Wild Rose Press to use at their discretion.  After the contest I will announce the winner and contact them to forward their gift certificate 


 

www.thewildrosepress.com 

Saje is available in their wilder catalog. (Erotic Line)

What could be worse than waking

up
lonely on May Day? Finding a naked
male stranger with wings in your
house.

That is exactly what Amanda
Birchfield discovers when she
stumbles out of bed to make her
morning coffee. After rousing from a
faint, Amanda learns her intruder,
Saje, is a trinket-hoarding, seed-
spreading Woodland
Fairy. And he’s brought her a room
full of May Day Baskets in hopes
she'll trade a little pleasure.

Instead of fleeing for her life--or
admitting herself to the local looney
bin--Amanda is drawn to Saje’s
scrumptious body and carefree spirit.
But once the brief, but oh-so
satisfying sexcapade atop her dining
room table is over, he refuses to
leave. How will she get rid of him? Or
will she want to?


In my story, Amanda winds up making 'Whoopie' with Saje on her dining room table.  What exactly would you do if you found a handsome, naked stranger with wings standing in your home?

Let me know.

Remember to keep your answers PG rated since some viewers here may be under the tender age of 18. 

Good luck and let your imagination fly!

Currently listening:
If I Were a Boy/Single Ladies
By Beyonce
Release date: 2008-11-18
April 6, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  blissful
Category: Writing and Poetry

I got my first review from Coffeetime Romance.  4 cups.  Whoot.  


http://www.coffeetimeromance.com/BookReviews/Saje.html
I'm so excited.  Saje releases this Wednesday from www.thewildrosepress.com   wilder catalog.
Mark your calenders! 
 
Also, as many of you may know already, I'm probably going to be celebrating my new release with Gall Bladder surgery.  Yuck.  But I've been having major problems with nausea/vomiting, lower abdominal pain, the whole 9 yards and have been going back and forth to Dr appointments and tests.  This past friday I failed a nuclear radiology test on my gall bladder so I go see the surgeon on Wednesday to discuss surgery.  Same day as my release.  Wooot.  :P
anyways, I am looking forward to the surgery so I can go back to eating normally. I'm tired of chicken soup, toast, rice, stuff like that.  And I've been on Zofran and Phenergan after 2 weeks on Flagyl and cipro. That was some nasty stuff.  They started out thinking it was diverticulitis, but so when I had a cat scan of the lower abdomen, it showed a small mass on my left adrenal gland, so with my history of Breast Cancer, my oncologist is referring me to an endrocrinologist.  I'm remaining positive through all this, and fully expect the small mass to be B9.  I'll keep everyone posted. 
take care ya'll,
deb
 
Currently watching:
Twilight (Two-Disc Special Edition)
Release date: 2009-03-21
February 14, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:  fabulous
Category: Writing and Poetry
First, I wish ya'll a Happy Valentine's day. James and I will be going to dinner at the Love Shack tonight to celebrate. We also have a little family tradition we've done since we've been married.  On these lesser holidays, we get each other a little happy gift, with a card and leave it on the kitchen table while the other is sleeping.  This way the two of us has a little surprise for each other when we wake up.  (My husband always goes to sleep before me and wakes up alot earlier than I do) This morning, he'd already gone to work when I got up and I walked into the dining room and found my candy heart box and Valentine's card.  And he'd already opened his box of chocolates in the middle of the night.  
These are one of those little things that make our marriage work.  We're not a romantic couple,or lovey-dovey towards the other,  but we love each other just the same. We've been married now for 10 years. Boy, time flies.
I'd love for you to share your Valentine's traditions with your significant others. Drop me a comment if you'd like. 
   
This morning I finished the final draft of edits for Saje. Then it goes to galleys. We should have a release date soon.  Yippee!  The closer it gets, the more excited I feel. And I absolutely love my cover.  A huge thank you goes out to the artist who created it, Angela Anderson.  Her depiction of Saje is so...yummy.  And I love how she incorporated the May baskets into the cover.  She did such an awesome job.
Here's Saje's blurb:
What could be worse than waking up
lonely on May Day? Finding a naked
male stranger with wings in your
house.

That is exactly what Amanda
Birchfield discovers when she
stumbles out of bed to make her
morning coffee. After rousing from a
faint, Amanda learns her intruder,
Saje, is a trinket-hoarding, seed-
spreading bastard of a Woodland
Fairy. And he’s brought her a room
full of May Day Baskets in hopes
she'll trade a little pleasure.

Instead of fleeing for her life--or
admitting herself to the local looney
bin--Amanda is drawn to Saje’s
scrumptious body and carefree spirit.
But once the brief, but oh-so
satisfying sexcapade atop her dining
room table is over, he refuses to
leave. How will she get rid of him? Or
will she want to?

Look for it soon from www.thewildrosepress.com
 
 
On to other news:
I've been battling a bad tooth for a few months now.  Been on antibiotics since November last year and so far have had Osseous surgery, flap surgery and a root canal.  the tooth supports a bridge in the front of my mouth so the Dentist's have been trying to save it.  Unfortunately, I found out that they can probably save the tooth, but not my bridge, so I'll be having a new 4 unit bridge and adding another tooth to support it. Oh well, at least the pain will go away.
Now on to better news:  I got tickets to go see Bon Jovi perform at New Orlean's Jazz Fest. in May.  I can't wait.  Because of the cancer, I haven't been able to travel to see them in quite some time.  Whoot.  I'm so excited and I can't wait. They're my all-time favorite band.
Well, I guess that's about it for now.
Take care ya'll & talk to you soon,
Deb
 
Currently listening:
If I Were a Boy
Release date: 2008-11-18
January 7, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Writing and Poetry

 I'm listed in the January 09 issue of RWA's Romance Writer's Report under their first sales section.  Woooohoooo!  Little things make me so excited.   I had to share.

On to other stuff:

My New Year's resolution is to loose a few pounds since my Cancer treatment drugs keep packing them on.  Boy, my appetite has increased ten-fold.  Anyway, the past two days have been good, but  I'm not dieting, I'm making wiser food choices and trying to cut out alot of the sugar in my diet, which isn't an easy thing since I love sweets.

Drop me a comment and tell me what your 2009 resolutions are.

I hope ya'll had a blessed Christmas.  My family and I had great holidays.  We spent Christmas and New Years with all our family and friends.

One bit of sad news, though.  My husband's Uncle passed away a few days  prior to Christmas due to complications from a car accident.  We'll miss you, Langley.

Take care everyone,

Deb

Currently watching:
The Reaping
Release date: 2007-10-16
September 16, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Writing and Poetry

Wild Rose is offering me a contract on Saje.  This is my first sale.  I can't believe it.  I found out this evening.  Whoooot.  I'll keep everyone updated on its progress.

I also have made 'Pro' status with RWA.  Woohoo. 

 

Onto health news:  I had a great checkup with my oncologist last week.  Everything checked out good.  They flushed my port and did a physical. I'm now a 5 month cancer survivor. :)  Yeehaw!

I'm so excited, I had to share the good news with everyone.

Take care,

Deb

 

Currently listening:
Fallen
By Evanescence
Release date: 2003-03-04
August 19, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Writing and Poetry

Today I received an email rejection on Thorn's Embrace.  I'm not too bummed though.  It means that I can move to pro status with RWA.  Woooohoooo.  I filled out the application and will send it off tomorrow.

I'll plan to submit it elsewhere this weekend.  I'll keep everyone posted on this story, and also 'Saje' which is at Wild Rose. Keeping my toes crossed for that one.

The past few nights I've been enjoying reading Sherrilyn Kenyon's Acheron. It's so good.  I can hardly put it down. 

Ya'll take care,

Deb 

Currently reading:
Acheron (Dark-Hunter, Book 12)
By Sherrilyn Kenyon
Release date: 2008-08-05
August 10, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  awake
Category: Writing and Poetry

Hi all.  I heard from the editor at the publishing company on Saje.  She rejected it but took the time to give me some suggestions for a rewrite and even was nice enough to take the time to critique several pages of my manuscript and invited me to resubmit.

I was shocked to receive another email from her, requesting that I please consider following her suggestions and resubmitting because she feels it would be perfect for her line. 

I'm psyched about this.  Her suggestions are all do-able and fairly easy to change.  I'm already half done with the rewrite.  After I finish, I'll post it to my critique partners for a quick review and then I'll resubmit it to the editor.  I'm keeping my toes crossed that I get this baby published.  

Thorn's Embrace is still at Samhain and I'm waiting on word.  It's a full length novel so it will take longer to hear from them.

As for my health,  I'm doing great.  I still have the body pain but that will be my norm for the next few years.  I'm so thankful that I'm a cancer survivor.   I thank God for every new day. 

I enjoyed a massage at the Beau Rivage this past Sunday. (thanks to my writing buddies)  To my utter surprise, I got there early so I was killing time window shopping when Phil--can't recall his last name--from Def Leppard and his wife came up right beside me as they window shopped also.  I recognized them but pretended I didn't notice who they were. It wasn't the time to be a groupie. :) They weren't working.

Anyhoos, the guy that did my massage told me that they were staying there because of a show they performed at the coast coliseum sometime last weekend.  I'd heard they were playing but didn't keep up with when the concert was cause I wasn't planning on going. 

But running into them was really cool.

That's about it for now.  Take care everyone,

Deb

Currently reading:
The Dark-Hunter Companion
By Sherrilyn Kenyon
Release date: 2007-11-13