CHANGE.....I know in year 11 this word is starting to become extremely irritating to hear. It's easy to admit I'm sick to death of using this word but this year is proving to be such a transition, I don't know if i can't handle it.

I feel like that everyone around me is evolving into the person they want to be. They are changing their lives for the better or sometimes in my eyes the worst.

I find some people I know whose personality is taking a turn for the worst... I'm starting to feel like these people aren't the people who were my friends to begin with and I start asking the question... 'WHAT ARE THESE PEOPLE THINKING???' I fell in love with their own indiviual personality yet they feel they need to change to fit into their new circle of friends... Well I'm sorry but I think that is wrong.

Sometimes i also find myself being too serious, which I don't intentionally mean to be it's just that I find school a place where things can be an 'end all' or 'be all' situation. All my life I have been surrounded by people who have had every opportunity in front of them or even very little and they have litterally done nothing with their lives and that is NOT how i want to end up. Sometimes I think in class yeah it's the last few years of high school (a pubescent, immature holding station) but there is no need to through your life away.

I hope after reading this a few people will understand how valuable their life is and at times take it seriously because one slip up could mean your life.... Serious I know but that's how I feel.