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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Gemini

City: Salem
State: Massachusetts
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/28/2005

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August 5, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  contemplative
back on crowded new england turf and i'm already missing home. this lonely apartment is just another reminder that i will never find people like those i've left behind. there is so much love that i feel i am turning my back on. so many unfinished stories aching for another chapter... but the things is i am in control of how long i stay away. i could always just get on my horse and ride on home. but what is the right thing? i left for a reason... and how many people wish they could leave... i've gotten that chance and now i'm eager to let it go? to turn and run the other direction? my soul feels whole in ohio and i don't know if i will ever be able to change that. but sometimes it feels like life would be easier if i could.

and then there's that inescapable energy that he emits. how was i supposed to let that go? i wasn't ready then and i'm not ready now yet once again i'm just letting it pass me by. this is not me. i don't ignore what i want... what i feel. how many years had it been since i felt that tug on my heart strings? that electric shock through my veins... been so captivated that i literally can't look away...

life is too short to feel so sad when just two days ago i was smiling so hard my cheeks hurt.



July 5, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life

You're a 90's kid if:

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..."

Remember when everyone said "hello this is the 90s"?

You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.

"Miss Susie had a steam boat, the steam boat had a bell..miss suzie went to heaven the steamboat went to hell_o operator please give me number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll kick you from behind the fridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and broke her little ass_k me no more questions, please tell me no more lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies, are in the city the bees are in the park .......................... miss suzie and her boyfriend are kissing in the D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K dark .. darker than the movies, darker than the show... the show is like a cartoon & that is all i know... my mom is "something something" my dad is king-kong .. ______ is the stupid on who is the stupid one who made me sing this song!"

You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You begged for some GAK, and when you got that they came out with scented GAK, and when you got that they came out with funny scented GAK.....

You remember reading "Goosebumps"( i used to read!)

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls,

You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

You used to lisnen to the radio all day long just to record "Your FAVORITE song of ALL time"

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.

When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who.

You remember when super nintendo's became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3 and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

"I've fallen and I can't get up"

When you have played and beaten mario brothers/duck hunt.

If you ever watch cheers.

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

if you memeber when every thing was "da BOMB"

when they made the new lunchables so that you could make tacos and pizza!!

Two words... Trapper Keeper.

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

"Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE
he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show"

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

Writing M.A.S.H. notes.

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"

You played and/or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)

You remember when the new Beanie Babies and talking Elmo were always sold out.

You collected those Beanie Babies.

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.

You remember a time before the WB.

You ever asked for a furby. ( I really don't think they came out til 2000)

You owned a portable tape palyer.

If you even know what an original walkman is.

You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

You know the significance of the number 23. (go mj.)

You went to McD's to play in the playplace.

You remember playing on merry go rounds...at the play ground.

You remember dreaming to be on a Nickelodeon game show: Double Dare, Nick Arcade, GUTS, Legends of the Hidden Temple, Fun House, Figure It Out, ...

You all know you watched Hey Dude, and Salute Your Shorts...

Remember and You Cant Do That On Television where getting slimed first started!

 

When we were younger:

Before the MySpace frenzy...

Before the Internet & text messaging...

Before Sidekicks & iPods...

Before MIKE JONES...

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX...

...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

when it was all about N64.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

mmm. gotta miss the good old days.

March 20, 2007 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  sleepy

i cannot fucking sleep i have been trying forever it feels like.

i just want to close my eyes and float into my dreams but it's just not happening tonight.

i feel really sick.

i'm worried about my friend colleen.
her 4 year old neice died.
it's aweful, she was so young and sweet and she never did anything to deserve to be taken away from her family so soon.
the worst part is that her younger brother saw the whole thing.

i don't understand these things.
it seems like when people are having the hardest time putting their faith in God he does something like this to turn everyone off to him.

why?
are we just supposed to believe and not question?
i have questions.

i want to know why he's doing this to colleen.

i want to know why he's not helping my mom.

i want to know when any of this is going to get better.

i want to know why i can't seem to get a grasp on life.


i'm tired of people always questioning my faith and how i'm suppoed to be able to defend it.
i can't.
all i can say is everything happens for a reason.
i know it does.
i just don't know how.
how the hell this is ever going to prove to be okay.

i can't stand being so stressed out all the time.
i don't ever feel calm anymore, like i'm always on the verge of losing it.

i know i can't be the only one who feels this way

is anyone out there?

Currently listening:
Don't You Fake It
By Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Release date: 08 March, 2007
March 30, 2006 - Thursday 

Current mood:  mellow
Category: Life

now i always read bullietins with people being all emo and whatnot -- ooh i hate my life -- why me why me -- but you know what guys as hard as it is sometimes to grasp it, you're not the only one. we are all going through tough times and i think most of you would be surprised to see really how similar your life is to those around you. life sucks sometimes but any and all of you who are reading this right now i need you to know i love you and i am here for you anytime day or night. because i think we all have to realize the inevitable fact that as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will, that you will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time... that you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken - you'll fight with your best friend and blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. so - please...take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. so dry your eyes and focus on the fact that tomorrow is a new day, things are always changing and that when you feel as low as you possibly can imagine, things can only get better. you are loved. please don't ever forget it.

Currently listening:
Hello, Good Friend
By The Rocket Summer
Release date: 26 July, 2005