Aaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy!!! and I luv it!!!! I truly respect everyones opinion on my last blog. i couldn't wait to see what the responses were. Opinions are normally based on that individual's experiences. So u gotta respect that. Plz keep in mind that any blog I write is merely MY (simple girl) opinion and as they say "opinions are like assholes everbodies got one." Kno what i mean.

moving on. I got something else i wanna talk about with yall. Or more like a question I want to ask. What in the hell is with people that think they are better than another? Let me start by saying I am no saint. i have pass judgment on folk before so that makes me kind of (sort of???) guilty. I'm saying shit like the lady of the house talking down to her house keeper, or a well educated scholar tootin his nose up at a hood nigga, a chic riding a benz off of a man's hard work looking down at the next girl on the bus stop. I was raised to respect people based on the respect i'm given. That's how my dad saw it. Shirl (my mommy) thought u should treat people how u want to be treated no matter how they act. (sorrry Shirl... gotta roll with Mike (my dad) on this one) I guess I've always been in favor of the underdog and the outsider possibly (I'm realizng as an adult) because something in me can relate. Can u believe that shit?!? As spectactular as lil mama is and forever will be ;) (lol) i feel like an outsider but this is because i choose to be, sometimes i don't wanna belong and for that people I thought were my friends looked down on me. I was so naive cuz i don't judge friends I just except them as they are. If you've gotten close enough to me to be considered a true friend (i'm extremely selective about people I let near me and my family) I'll just love u 4 who u are. I think that people that look down on others for any reasons (race, financial status, social class etc.) are insecure hurt people. They can only validate themselves by hating on the next person. Normally, I've found there is something in this person that the hater envies. In my opinion, this is simply a reaction to the haters own personal insecurities. The hater's not confident enough to check themselves so they deflect it on another. I've seen some shit in all the years I've been around the music industry. I've seen them rise and fall. Not only for that reason, I treat the craft service lady to the bellman @ the hotel, to the president of my record label all the same..... according to how they treat me. Life is short.... cut that shit out! We all eat, shit and gonna die. Why is our society based on this bull shit????? The most attractive characters of any human being male or female is confidence and humility. I pray for those qualities daily,Feel me! Sorry i got so long winded :)

hey yall. I was compelled this evening to write a few thoughts down. Yea... so here they are. Recently i was doing an interview and the interviewer ask me If my boyfriend cheated on me would I want him to come to me and confess. I thought this was an ab fab ass question for an interviewer to ask.... definately not the norm. He figured i would need time to think on it, but I answered in haste, "hell no! Ignorance is BLISS." (at least in certain situations) Why would he tell me something to hurt me. "nigga just get it right - get it tight and lets continue happy in love." If it is suppose to come to the light it will, he doesn't have 2 be the vessel. i don't condone cheating but I'm not about extra drama and bullshit either. If this man has any respect for me, he is gonna do everything in his power to keep that dirt swept under a rug. Cuz listen, once u kno then u are held accountable for what u kno. What move u gonna make once u kno. if u don't make the right one you'll open a can of new problems. Your level of respect will be tarnished and most 9 outta 10 he's/ she's gonna cheat on you again. This time he/ she probably won't tell u, he/ she'll just be careless with it (cuz they've already gotten away once) and you'll find out on your own. Now once again you have to make the right move. If you make the wrong one you'll find yourself being inspector gadget. In all that persons personal shit. You'll turn into a crazy bitch/ nigga. You'll find ya self getting outta pocket for evey lil thing and throwing that incident in his/ her face all the time. Your insecurities will grow and your value will begin to demenish. Now is that what u want? Somethings are better off unknown. I kno some of u will disagree and  understand I would've disagreed 5 years aqo, but I just realize sometime u have to use logic over emotion. As Long As He Knows What He's Got in Me, as long as my extraordinary is understood.... its eazy breezy baby!!! Kno what i mean. what u think?

I just found this book of thoughts I would write in a lil minute ago when I was feeling real heavy with life. I would write to relieve a lot of my pressure. This thought is called

.....and thats just where I'm at with the whole damn thing!!!

I used to be consumed with being the rock hardest chick u would ever meet
then I fell in love with love
Love fell out and that shit jaded me
Then I took a liking to never loving again
until that shit got lonely
so I fell hard for infatuation
and that shit instantly bored me
now I just don't think about

.....and thats where I'm at with the whole damn thing!!!



Listen, I don't know?????? :) I guess that's how I felt