Is there something on your mind?
What do you try to hide?
I can't seem, no I can't seem to get a hold on you

Sitting on the bench
You will think we are just friends
Cuz there's no lies, there's no lies that's with us two

What more can I give?
What more can I say?
Cuz I can't make you love me anyway

Oh maybe I'm not the one
Oh maybe I'm too young
But for reasons why I can't deny
I'm a fool for you
Fool for you

Who are you talking to?
Is she in love with you?
I can see and I can feel you're thinking of her again

Lying by your side
You would turn to its eyes
Oh where is the sense? Where is the sense in living with pretence?

What more can I give?
What more can I say?
I can't make you love me anyway

Oh maybe I'm not the one
Oh maybe I'm too young
But for reasons why I can't deny
I'm a fool for you
Fool for you
Fool for you

Oh maybe I'm not the one
Oh maybe I'm too young
But for reasons why I can't deny
I'm a fool for you
Fool for you
I'm a fool for you
I'm a fool for you

I just wanted to take a second to thank everyone who went out of their way and took the time to vote for me in the recent contest I was in.While I did not win(but hey placed 3rd!) I really appreciate everyones love and support and now I know that I have amazing friends and fans!! Congratualtions to the beautiful Manda Lilly on the win,and to my girl Diana for taking second! And I can't forget to thank all the other girls for participating and being amazing as well as Diesel and my friend Maryah for hosting the contest and giving an amazing prize!
Can't wait to see you all at Viva!
xoxo
Vanessa

Up until now I haven't lost any good friends,family yes,but close friends no,but let me say that it hurts and burns my heart just as bad because in my eyes Andrew was as close to me as my family.Anytime i went to a show we would always look for each other,ask the same people if they had seen one another,now my "hunting" partner is gone.I knew I could expect to see his smiling face and as corny as it sounds I NEVER knew nor will I ever meet anyone who could lite up a room how Andrew did. The minute he walked in people began to talk and laugh,everything seemed to come to life,his company was unmatchable. Always a ladies man,and never a lady killer;that was Andrew..at least in my eyes ;)  A gentleman through and through,I even remember him holding my hair more than once when I had had too much to drink,not something that I should be particularly proud of,but it just goes to show you that he genuinely cared about others. My fondest memory is driving down Beach Blvd. listening to the Sharks and shooting the shit,I felt at ease with him and knew there was a trust there that was pure and honest.

Andrew may be gone,but he touched my heart and so many others that we will never forget him,he reminded all of us why it is better to laugh and be happy instead of being down...So now that my body has rid itself of the flu,tonite I will drink one,two,hell maybe even three Newcastle's at a time in his honor.

RIP My lil drummer Man,Love you always,and I'll never forget ya.
xx

The Arrogants-Shell Shock

Hold on!
It's never enough
It's never enough until your heart stops beating
The deeper you get, the sweeter the pain
Don't give up the game until your heart stops beating

You call me on the phone; you left me all alone
All I get from you is shell-shock
Another day goes by and all I do is cry
All I get from you is shell-shock
I'd tell the world and save my soul
But rain falls down and I feel cold
A cold that sleeps within my heart
It tears the earth and sun apart
But that's the way that I can win
A victim of your evil sin
You've lost the hold you've had on me
By causing the changes that you never see


Hold on!
It's never enough
It's never enough until your heart stops beating
The deeper you get, the sweeter the pain
Don't give up the game until your heart stops beating

When we walk through open doorways,
Counting time in one or more ways
We can't find our peace of mind
And life becomes a life of crime
And that's the day I call your name
I came to you, I called in vain
You lost the faith within your heart
The fire in your soul from the end to the start

Hold on!
It's never enough
It's never enough until your heart stops beating
The deeper you get, the sweeter the pain
Don't give up the game until your heart stops beating

After all the years, no I can't stand the tears
Something's gonna happen, shell-shock
The love that comes with pain
This wasn't very strange
Now I can't hear the sound of shell-shock
I've been good and I've been bad
But common sense I've never had
No matter how I try and try,
I hide the truth behind a lie
But that's the way that I can win
A victim of your evil sin
You lost the faith within your heart
The fire in your soul from the end to the start

Hold on!
It's never enough
It's never enough until your heart stops beating
The deeper you get, the sweeter the pain
Don't give up the game until your heart stops beating

I remember way back way back when
I said i never wanna see your face again
Cause you were loving yes you're loving somebody else
And I knew oh yes I knew I couldn't control myself
And now they bring you back into my life again
And so I put on a face just like your friend's
But I think you know oh yes you know whats going on
Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

You used to call me up from time to time
And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
The words of love layed on my lips just like a curse
And i knew oh yes i knew they'd only make it worse
And now you have the nerve to play along
Just like the maestro beats in a song
You got your kicks you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you give the more i want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own...

No I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

Never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

Alright for those of you who have been asking and waiting,here's a few shots from the show at the Queen Mary.Sorry for the crappy quality of some of the photos,hopefully you get the jist and will see them in a magazine soon anyways!The models below are:Nicole,Sherry Snyder,Lindsay Lou,Mather,Amie,myself and Paula Baby.

Stop Staring:

ReVamp Vintage:

Amie and I:

Amie,Me and Lindsay Lou:

If I forgot your name or you dont see any photos my apologies,message me and I will see if i have any photos of you.

xoxo
VV

Pinups for Pups was an awesome event and I would like to thank everyone who i met that day,and a big huggee thank you to Sondra and Marie for letting me be apart of it!

 

 

 

 

 

Pics by Harmony!More to come!