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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Capricorn

City: black hole
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/30/2005

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 
I got a new camera and need some guinea pigs.

I need at least one girl to model vintage and handmade clothing for my etsy store anyone from a size 3-7 would work.  Height and weight are not important as long as you are in between those sizes.

I am then looking for people interested in glamour, fetish, alternative, avant garde type photoshoots.  boys or girls and size doesnt matter.  It would help if you had a general idea and the wardrobe, but I can also provide some.
I can do make-up and have a hair stylist come if needed. 

Also if you aren't in the Omaha area I'd eventually be willing to come travel to you if you put me up for a few days. =P

So anyone interested in some pictures I'd be down to photograph you, your poop, or your dog...or dog's poop. haha
Thursday, October 22, 2009 

This cult called Skin Deep , has taken my face used it for banners and backgrounds with OUT my approval.  I am not in this cult and never will be. 

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I am sending the owner a note stating my problems. 

While I must say it is rather flattering you are using my face to promote your cult, it is not approved by me.  Those are my photos and retain the copyright to them.  They are my art and it is not appreciated when people take *ahem* steal my art to use on THEIR own shit. 

It would be great to get some credit for MY photos and I'd also like them to be removed from all pages.  Any banners with my face ect.  It's MY face not yours to plaster all over the internet.

Currently watching:
Fear Itself: The Complete First Season
Release date: 2009-09-15
Monday, October 05, 2009 
So I have this reoccuring situation in my dreams

I have a pet chameleon and she is really awesome, but not friendly.  So in my dream I was cleaning out her cage and she is being fiesty I look away and the stupid cat jumps in her cage.  I grab the cat right, the chameleon is not happy and bites me. (She's never bitten in real life)  The cat scratches me and knocks the cage over.  I set the cage back up the dirt and everything is all messed up, close the cage and walk away.

A few hours later (depending on dream time) I go to check on her and there are tons of little chameleons in the cage.  Some are really small and some are almost the size of my girl.  So all the little chameleons running around I am worried big girl might eat them, so I try and move the smaller ones, but the escape.  One goes into my dresser drawer and the others go in various directions.  I find one crawling on my side and pick it up and put it back on it's cage.  I examine the cage further and find various sizes of chameleons and even dead ones in the dirt.


While this might not seem like a nightmare to you, it was pretty horrific in the dream.  It was crazy and surreal.  Alot more happened but the jist of it was the bunches on chameleons in the one cage who came from a virgin chameleon.
Friday, September 04, 2009 
The other day I posted something to a website called save our cats from fishermen.  I stated how fake it looked and it was cruel to even do such a thing...Well turns out it REALLY is fake.  DUH.


http://www.adsavvy.org/save-our-cats-and-kittens-from-fishermen-or-how-to-make-lots-of-money-online-as-a-liar/


One of my space friends informed me of this article.  If only other people were intelligent to see how fake it was before reading that.  But I have had a million cats and know when one is really in trouble. 



Also anything associated with PETA is fucking EVIL

In other news.  I'm looking into going to school over seas, currently I'm looking into London or Dublin.  Hopefully that all works out....


Going to be trying to get a group of people together to have a camp fire before it gets dookie out, so if you wanna go camp out for a night or two let me know what days you have free. 

Then going on a roadtrip to the Full Moon Roadshow in Oct.  WOOOOOH...
Sunday, August 30, 2009 

Current mood:  argumentative
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Wasn't this done like 9 years ago in Bamboozled?  Well it was a message that was similar.

While I totally agree rap has become nothing more than a gold, diamond, and platinum promotional tool run by money hungry assholes.  I just don't like the fact they are in black face and being the "white" stereotypes from so long ago.  

I like rap, I love it, but not most of the popular crap, Hurricane Chris is nothing more than slight amusement to me.  I love artists, and I stress the word artists, like Tech N9ne and Krizz Kaliko. They have true talent and are almost completely ignored, or have been ignored.  Their albums speak of personal hardships, relationships, they have silliness, they are poetic, political, and are complied of many different styles.   While MTV rap seems to lack even a hint of originality and the main topic is money. 

I guess this is like me talking about being Rastafarian, it's really not my place.  They are movements which were created for a culture which many may not understand and both are poetic movements which are supposed to empower and bring those people with similar backgrounds together. 

But it fucking annoys me that some how whenever a whitey says something even close to racist they get hate spewed at them, but making fun of whitey is ok.  You can call someone a "honky" on tv but "nigga" is censored. 

So they may not be making fun of white people, but black face and watermelon are racist stereotypes that should not be hidden from culture, but definitely not be abused in such a manner.  You want to get your message out yes, but you could have done it with a bath tub of diamonds or some other money type satirical humor.  Plus it's not the white people who made the industry that way, it was greed from all races.

We should really reinforce the "all men were created equal thing"  teach that shit in schools at a young age.  Black, white, yellow, blue, or green it doesn't fucking matter.  Which is why EVERY race should be trying their hardest to eliminate racism and not let the wrong messages get sent out to people to reinforce stereotypes.

The video is funny, and I do agree with the message to an extent...I just wish it didn't ALWAYS have to come down to race.


And I might as well mention this fucking commercial that fucking reinforces idiotic goth stereotypes.

While I've never really considered myself gothic many others do, because I'm dark.  Most prefer "gothlick", haha, anyways since I've always be perceived as being goth, people automatically assumed I was a witch, satanist, lesbian, vampire, freakshow, drug addict, pretending it was Halloween all year round, ect.  I was even told I looked like the Predator once, which I actually took more as a compliment than an insult....Alien Love.<33  Anyways for these reasons I hate this commercial.






IT FUCKING IRRITATES ME EVERYTIME I SEE IT!

First of all, WTF is that bitch doing shopping at what looks to be a Hot Topic?  Secondly, Gordmans DOES NOT sell the same brands that Hot Topic sells, not once have I seen Lip Service or Tripp at Gordmans.  What pisses me off is the obviously poorly chosen actress to play the "goth" chick, the fact anyone is a dumb enough cunt to cut a t-shirt up is annoying too.  PISS ON YOU! 
It's similar to those roommate goth kid commercials a few years ago.....


Sunday, August 23, 2009 
I've been fairly quiet for a while.  I need to update more.  Keep people interested and such.  I have a number of things that I've been working on.  It's just a matter of time and money to finish them.


These are two of the latest things I've finished.

..the family..

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The family was done using a Victorian cabinet card, the little boy is slightly elevated off the canvas and hoovers over the family with an evil glare of doom.  I like to simply imply a story and then let the viewers imagination take over. 

One of my latest alterations. Made from an officially licensed Nightmare Before Christmas shirt
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Etsy: Your place to buy & sell all things handmade
au16670.etsy.com

Saturday, March 14, 2009 

Current mood:  amused


Today I purchased London After Midnights most recent album "Violent Acts of Beauty"  I adored the album Psycho Magnet and LAM for along time now.  While I enjoyed some of the music what really got to me on this album was the note in the back to any fan willing to read Sean Brennan's near schizophrenic rant in my opinion.

First of all we are not living in a pre-fascist state and I don't believe the world or the United States is being ruled over by some corporate elites, just waiting for the day the New World order is going to arise.

Mr. Sean Brennan, you give into an image created by the media you say is controlling us all not to speak our minds.  By dying your hair black and red, wearing eyeliner, black lipstick, and dark clothing you are giving into an unoriginal idea of style.  You are giving into a subculture which style has been perpetuated by the media and culture you so despise.  While I want to see more gothic and alternative people in "popular" culture you must understand that there are MANY people like you.  Many people who wear black and want to speak their minds.  YOU ARE ALLOWED TO DO SO IN AMERICA! 
You sir are giving into an image I feel you despise and I feel this makes you a hypocrite. 

There are REAL problems American's face that people like you seem oblivious to.  It's not the corprate elite keeping you down.  What about the fucking people who REALLY need help.  Perhaps fight for womens rights and take a stand on making prostitution legal and getting HUNDREDS off young girls forced into prostitution by 40 year old pimps of the street.  This is happening right outside your fucking door.  There are not a bunch of rich old fucking men plotting the demise of all the so called "poor" like yourself.  You muist have money to keep up your fancy goth style, fantastic make-up and perfectly dyed hair.  Your vegan friendly faux leather pants which actually perpuate a style driven demand for leather goods. 

Perhaps when you start fighting for a real cause and start a REAL revulotion people will fucking care. 



I'm starting a fucking revolution buddy. 

THERE'S NO ONE KEEPING ME FROM SPEAKING MY FUCKING MIND! 

No Elite fascist rich men waiting to hunt me down because I say FUCK THE GOVERNMENT.

ITS MY GOD DAMNED RIGHT!  You had the right to say it and sell you fucking CD's in AMERICA...WHERE BUDDY!!! yeah I fucking said AMERICA!

now as much as I dislike America.....You can take America is a fucking disease and SHOVE IT STRAIGHT UP YOUR STUCK UP SPOILED OVER PRIVILAGED ASS!



Also anyone interested in seeing a very compelling and sad documentary I suggest watching Very Young Girls, it's a distubing look into the life of pimps and prostitution.  Young girls manipulated by older men who the believe can provide them with protect, love and care and the only recieve abuse..
Take a stand against your neighborhood pimp!



P.S. EDIT! 

THERE IS NO ONE KEEPING YOU DOWN.  No man keeping you down....The only one keeping you down is yourself.  You can do any thing you fucking want.  YOU HAVE TO FUCKING BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.  Your government is not controlling your art.  You are not held down by some powerful force.  It's you and your state of mind!!!!   OPEN YOUR MIND FREE YOURSELF FROM YOUR OWN THOUGHTS LET YOU BE YOURSELF!
No one is keeping you down but YOU!


Currently listening:
Violent Acts of Beauty
By London After Midnight
Release date: 2007-11-06
Sunday, March 01, 2009 
I watched Repo the Genetic Opera tonight.  I wish I could reverse time.  It was quite terrible, despite the lack of talent in any of the singers besides Sarah Brightman, the plot was horrible.
I'm sorry but the idea of an Organ Repoman is fucking cool, it lacked just about anything cool you could do with that idea.  The songs were just constant repeating of the same general sentence and a way of horrible exposition.  The only slightly redeeming thing was some of the clothing and even that lacked in some instances.   

 It was crap.  It seemed like a movie specifically made for those ultra goth kiddies, Tim Burtonesqe but the Walmart version of Tim Burton, with lead in the product which causes allergic reactions and burns your skin....That's what the movie did to me, burned my skin....  I feel as though I should give Sweeny Todd another chance now that I wasted time watching that shit movie.


Seeing Paris Hiltons face fall off was funny.


I also watched Dario Argento's Mother of Tears.  While it had some amazing imagery and a really cool Dani Filth song end title song, it could have gone in better places. 
I really can't say what killed the movie for me because it would just ruin the whole thing, but it's quite stupid how she finally defeats the mother of tears.
It has some ultra cheesy ghost parts which kind of redeem any boring or slow moving parts, because it felt as though a lot of the movie was just Asia Argento's character running and not doing shit about anything that's going on. 
Fantastic gore, death and destruction, it's was quite entertaining despite any slow parts. 

Mother of Tears is one we are keeping.  Repo the Genetic Opera will be sold, for sure.


Friday, December 12, 2008 

Category: Art and Photography
I'm looking for a place to shoot a party like scene.

If anyone has room somewhere that we can make look like a fancy party room and wants to be involved in a fun group photoshoot you are more than welcome.

I'm also looking for models boy and girls.  
You will be required to wear some sort of make-up.  So if you are a boy and against that piss off.  ^_^  I'd really like a lot of clashing styles yet still fit a high class sort of alternative party.  Drinking out of champagne glass, goblets, maybe even wear those sort of gorgeous masquerade masks, crowns/tiaras but nothing that loooks like little kids dress up clothes.

I can provide some wardrobe and jewelry but it would also be greatly appreciated if people could provide their own clothing and accessories.

It's going to feel very laid back and fun, but please be sure to act respectful.
I will be allowing other people to take pictures as well.  So if you want you can bring your camera and be in the shoot as well.  I'd like to try and get a "professional" photographer to come shoot since my camera is no where near that quality but will do.

Anyways get at me if you want to be involved.  I've posted about this before but a really long time ago.  I'm not sure about dates until I'm sure I have a location and people.
Thursday, September 04, 2008 
Well bulletins are down right now so I'm posting a blog about this.
1 Billion Dollars


WTF? 
So from what I understand is as a country we have no money right?  The national debt is some crazy high number. 

But we can still afford to stick our noses in where they don't belong. 

There are so many problems here that should be fixed before we go wasting more money on stupid causes.  Why the hell do we need to have this "god" like image of America.  It's a mask. 

I'm so sick of it.  I'd really rather live somewhere were they were just out right evil and didn't pretend to be good.  Ya know a good dictatorship or something? hahaha.

But seriously we get rid of and tear down our history, we take away the places where something bad has happened so we forget about it, that's wrong.  We shouldn't for get about the bad we should learn from it and grow from it.


Anyways....Waste of fucking money.
That money could go towards education.  American kids are stupid.

Who wants to go live in India smoke hash and drink Bhang all day?
Currently watching:
Spaced: The Complete Series
Release date: 2008-07-22