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Sydney Nightshade


Last Updated: 12/25/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 24
Sign: Libra

City: goshen
State: Kentucky
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/30/2005

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Saturday, November 07, 2009 

Category: Life
*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

*I am the pet-shop owner who hsa to live a secluded life in order to keep his secret

*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*I am the artist who hides his work from the world, because his subject matter and feelings are shunned.

*I am the woman who cannot lean on either side because she's "just a nympho."

*I am the boy who can't stand to see animals because he knows that they can't be truly together

*I am the mother in a family of more than one partner, who cannot live in peace because the neighbors criticize my family.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia/transphobia or anti-zoophilia is wrong. Please do your part to
end it.
Friday, October 16, 2009 

Category: Life
pansexual goes beyond being bisexual, bisexual means that you're attracted to males and females, pansexual reffers to the attraction of any gender.
 


some of you may think that there is only male and female-you would be quite wrong on that, there is male, female, hermaphrodite, transgender, transsexual, genderqueer, bigender, genderfuid, etc.....pansexual simply means that you are attracted to persons of any gender.
Friday, October 16, 2009 

Category: Life
when people look at my profile and see that I identify as bigendered, it can sometimes confuse people, so I am going to clear up what it means so I people don't get confused...



bigendered means that you identify as both male and female, transgendered people are born 1 sex but want to be the other sex, bigendered people are born one sex, but want to be both sexes...I was born biologically female.



as a child and throughout my teenage years I primarily dressed, and acted like a stereotypical male, I lifted weights, I loved cars, collected hotwheels...wore male clothes-that sort of thing...but I also discovered makeup, cooking, womens clothes and still was an emotional person, so on and off I've been trying to find some sort of balance between the 2 sides of me....there really isn't a balance...and there will never be a balance I've come to find out...but I'm happy with who I am anyways.



as far as sexual reassignment surgery, 1. I would never be able to afford it, 2. unless they would find some way to make my new attachment fully functional, I'd still be disappointed....so maybe some time in the far future...when I win the lottery...maybe I will get it done.



the reason I wrote this is because somehow people end up thinking I was born a hermaphrodite or I am a post-op transexual or something...not that it really matters, being a girl with a penis kinda freaks some people out and eventually that is what will happen under the right circumstances...but until then, I'm just a biological female...who feels like both genders:)
Monday, January 26, 2009 

Category: Life
I am sure many people get the impression that I am always
pessimistic or emo or negative all the time, this isn't the case, I
don't have depression, I am not depressed, I just see the world for
what it is, I can see the positive in everyday life just as much as
anyone else, but many people take things for granted, I've seen it
over and over many, many times...happy people, there are 2 types of
happy people in this world, they are either a. the people who have
had a happy life because hardly anything bad ever happens to them,
or b. people that sweep everything bad that has ever happened to
them under a rug because if they saw it for what it really was then
they would become unhappy and depressed and have to go see a
psychiatrist and your not normal if you have to see one of those,
not to mention those magic little pills will make everything all
better...



not everything is black and white here, there are some various
shades of gray too, but they are very few and far between, people
would like to think that everything is ok in the world and they can
continue going about their daily lives without worrying about what
goes on outside of their lives, but the truth is that there is
ALLOT of evil in the world, and it starts with us, because not
enough people care and the ones that do care go around waving their
protest signs without even knowing the facts...


why are we so obsessed over less important things, when there are
much bigger problems that aren't getting resolved because there are
not enough people to care?



your all worried about fetuses dying before they are born, when the
world is already overpopulated with people as it is, and our world
as a whole is dying and you want to go and produce MORE of what was
killing it in the first place!, there are people starving to death
and dying because of overpopulation and you don't want to help
them, you just want to create more people!, how selfish is
that?...if the human population is so superior and so damn smart
then why are we not properly fixing the problems we created?



I do not care what your religion you are, what god you worship, but
no invisible man/woman/beast in the sky is going to save the world,
if he/she/it was, then it would have been done already because our
planet earth cannot take too much more of the beating we are giving
it...



I seem to be getting off topic here, people wonder why I do not
like the human race as a whole, it is because of everything listed
above and more, I see the human population for what it is, and I
HATE what I see, I am disgusted every single day at how people
treat other living beings including other people, I have seen what
people do and it disappoints me...if I were in charge of the way
the world works, everything would be polar opposite of what you see
now....



I am a realist, reality is here and now...see the truth for what it
is.