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September 22, 2009 - Tuesday

Random !
Current mood:

sad
Category: Friends

The story of 2 frens who drifted apart... Their names are ria & rimi. They use to be cool with each uthr. Always going out & doin stuff. But then one day that all changed. Yuu see ria all of a sudden sed she didnt need frens in her life. Rimi was soo devastated that she went to ria's twin sis leinnee for reasons. Leinnee of course had none. Rimi was in a state of disbelief. Days & weeks past by with no reason. But one day rimi gav up & let things happen. She still wonders till this day why all of a sudden now. All she can do is say i lost a fren. There was more to it tho. All of sudden baq then wen ria got more serial wid her long distant bf things change to the worse yuu see. Ria stop being who she was & shut everyone out. She cries bout not havin frens but its all her fault. Rimi now thinks that ria is pathetic for leavin her just like that. Rimi starts askin why wuld she put her bf before i?? We were close? I see her more.. I shuld kno her more. But i guess i dont. Rimi now a days jst stays away from ria.

7:11 AM

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August 29, 2009 - Saturday

Invisibility Cloak
Current mood:

indifferent
Category: Blogging

How it works....

Well it works in many ways...
For instance when you want time for yourself.
You wanna be invisible then you put it on.
Don't talk to anyone..
Just dissappear for a little while.
Don't tell anyone where your heading to.
If you do then your not invisible..
Live in your own little world for just a couple of hours
Don't let any bad ideas creep in an ruin it.
It will only devistate how you want things to be.
Make sure that when you see the people you care for
dont realize you really hurt inside.
Open up when your absolutely ready for what is gonna be sed.
The invisible cloak helps you think of how you should of
done something..
It gives you time to yourself.
Yeah you wish you could open up to someone an have
them tell you everything is gonna be okay.
But really its your mind that needs to accept that
everything will be fine.
Being sure of yourself is the best thing to do when you choose to use the invisible cloak.
You cant do anything without takin time for yourself.
Its good to have company later when you feel better.
Its human nature to be like this i guess....
Well the invisible cloak also helps when you feel like
killing yourself.
Haha. I have every right to talk about this.
I've tried many times, and im not shame to talk about it now.
You just got to realize when your using your invisible cloak
that there are other people that have worser days.
i've come to realising that myself, but i dont think its
enough for me to not feel like ending it.
Depression always seem to creep in, and say hey your still
pathetic in everything you do.
Sooo i predict that i will prolly be one of those million of
teens that agree suicide is a fast getaway..
Hmph! theraphy doesnt work at all.
I can talk to myself an freinds an still feel like shit!!
Is that another part of being human??
I have no idea, but ohhh well rite...

9:16 PM

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August 26, 2009 - Wednesday

Happiness ?
Current mood:

electric
Category: Blogging

Wat is happiness?

Well to me happiness doesn't really exist.

You can have your moments wen you feel like your

on top of your game.

But we all know that its mostly an illusion to us all.

You want to disagree with the fact that what i'm

saying isn't really true.

Well think again people.

You can have as much happy days as you want, but it never

lasts long.

Soo when you read those stories of people actually

finding happiness. You can just say the were just

full of "Fawking Bullshit!!!"

Like i said before you can have your days, but you are more

prone to bad days because of the stresses of pleasing

others or even just pleasing yourself.

Things arent always what they seem rite ?

Well your absolutely correct person who came up with that saying. Everything is prolly pretend.

We can say one thing an mean another thing.

Happiness is just like that.

You can be happy all you want, but still feel like

your not good enough or not worthy of just finding that

happiness.

People all around you say that you make them happy....

But do YOU really believe that ?

If you do then i congratulate you with many claps.

I sure as damn! wish i could believe that i truly

make the people i love HAPPY :P

At the same time happiness is just as hard as finding

something to do to keep you busy.

Happiness comes in many ways they claim...

So please name at least 5 or more that absolutely gives you happiness.....

Do you have your 5+ yet?

Are you sure that those actually or may i say absolutely

give you the happiness you dream or desire?

If you are pretty DAMN! sure then pat yourself on the shoulder (:

I know i may sound repetitive, but really who isn't? XD

Happiness is all what were practically looking forward in life beside the money, power, and possibly fame...

But we are soo SMART in remembering that those

things are an illusion of one of those things

that can possibly give you that happiness.

People that STICK with us thru the pain is the BEST thing

that we can count as happiness.

Don't cha agree with me? o_0

hahaha we'd be kidding ourselves if we thought that all

those things that come with materialism can possibly bring

us happiness.

SOOOO STAY WITH THE REAL THINGS!!!

Don't let anything cloud your minds when it comes to

LOOKING for that absolute happiness :DD

1:14 AM

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August 15, 2009 - Saturday

FreshMeat YeArzz
Current mood:

bummed
Category: Blogging

hmmmmm.?

wat do i remember bout freshmen yearrrrr???

Well i remember that everyone was happy (:

We dont have that anymore for some odd reason wifey's & husbands.

I wonder what made things go good to worse.

It makes me wanna break down an cry just lookin at us now.

I miss the times we were all laughing an kidding around with each other.

Why cant we have that anymore?

Dont say its because were growing or drifting apart.

If thats the case then name what caused us to do this.

If you cant then that possibly wasnt the case then.

Errrmm i always thought our group was gonna stick together.

You know like how we always were in Intermediate >____<"

Ohhhh my this is not how i wanted things to be.

Now when it comes to the thought of our last days in high school.

Wifey's & Husbands did you forget what we all planned on that day.

We all were gonna walk that line together with each others back.

Now all that is gone out with everything we ever thought would be...

It really is a wake up call to me about the future.

Who else am i gonna lose?

Who else am i gonna have to say "good-bye' too )'=

Good-Bye isnt what i wanted you see.

I wanted to have every day where we all hang at that one table.

NO CONFLICT OR DRAMA YO!!!!

Ugh!! you know you guys feel the same about this all.

Well enough bout the negatives.

Here was the positives about our first year of high school as one peeps :P

We was the coolest group ever ya know.

We werent like the others.

We didnt belong to anything but our own self.

We brought the fun of cards to school.haha

We were the loud, crazy, stuupid, mental fresh meat of the school.

All the other groups were trying to hard to be something their not.

We love anime xDD

We love being ourselves no matter who ishh watching us.

We were the most out there group.

Yah we dont go to school games an take much part in school stuff.

But i think we brought a little something to the school, which is AWSOMEE!!!

We may not be that anymore, but please just reminisce on it.

I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH <333

You guys are what kept me going at school.

You guys gave me something to live for.

Many of times i wanted to just end it all.

But just the thought of leaving you guys in tears was enough to stop me.

For that im happy i even have you guys in my life.

It was fun being with you guys all through the years.

Thanks for not judging me on the outside but from whats inside (:

SO CAN WE TRY AN WORK THINGS OUT !?!!!

TRY TO MAKE IT HOW IT WAS IN THE VIDS WE MADE

*Just think about it wifey's and husbands**

1:52 AM

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June 23, 2009 - Tuesday

Check (=
Current mood:

relaxed
Category: Life

Born stoopid check. Funny check. Krazy check. Lovable check. Trustworthy check. Entertainment check. Awsomeness check. Dependable check. Weird check. Hyper check. Outdoorsy check. Caring check. Loves meetin new ppl check. Has emotions check. Shoulder to lean on check. Honest check. Psycho @ times check. Loud check. No shame half the time check. Will do stoopid shit as long as not a lot of ppl around check. Procrasinator check. Perfectionist @ times check. More to love check. Creative check. Loser check. Mental check. independent check. charasmatic check. erm idk? What else to put :D i need more so tell me what i missed.

2:35 AM

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June 15, 2009 - Monday

To my peepz <3
Current mood:

thankful
Category: Blogging

I luff yuu guys xD thanxs for pulling me thru all the years. I kno the group maybe torn a part but it dosnt hurt to reminise on the things we did together. Yah the drama recently was just bullshit but at least we have somethin to remember. I kno the saying of "dont regret losing friends bc theres a reason they didnt make it to the present or future" has a good meaning. I guess friends cant be friends forever. We do eventually grow a part. An i hope that in time we will meet again an reconcile our differences(: i dont want drama just my friends back. Hopefully the friendships we had in the past is more stronger than the pain, tears, betrayal, an also the meanful words that come out of our mouths when were mad @ each other. To let yuu guys know i do regret some things i did but its time i guess to forgive an forget bc we cant always live in the past. An thanxs again peeps for makin sure i stick with actuality an not reality. Im happy to ever have yuu guys in my lifee :D

Rimi- <333 -peepz- xDDD

7:38 PM

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June 15, 2009 - Monday

Puppy loveee
Current mood:

ashamed
Category: Blogging

Puppy love isnt cool. It hurts everyone you kno. Jees the act of being lovey dovey for a minute than i want to meet someone else in the nex minute is plainly stupid. Jees it hurts enough knowing that the person you love dont feel the same as you do. Its kinda dick head when girls date guys only for their looks. Jees its better to know someone before you take that step. Puppy love is all high school an intermediate relationships are. They dont count in the book of real love. Its just a teen liking another teen because of hormones. Damn hormones makes us do the stupidest things, but we go an do it anyway because it usually overrides our decision making. There is no way of puttin an end to puppy love because it cant be helped. Ugh just the thought of hearing a teen couple say i love you is really sad because they never actually love each other. They dont know anything about each other because they acted on H.O.R.M.O.N.E.S. Its not hard to see that its all that ever happens in a teen relationship.

2:17 AM

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May 19, 2009 - Tuesday

LIFE SUCKSSSS
Current mood:

argumentative
Category: Life

im miserable rite nau.

things are happening just a lil too fast.

i feel this way an now some other way.

jees school is almost over too.

things are starting to pick up too.

WHY DOES HIGH SCHOOL HAVE TO BE SO CRUEL?

ugh i want my last days as a freshman to just be a blurr.

i need some R & R with myself.

things aint rite anymore now that i've started high school.

friends are leaving an friends coming back??

ugh more choices in life.

more shit to rock an deal with.

an maybe even something elseee that i cant think of rite now.

HIGH SCHOOL = DRAMA!!!!

i miss the days wen were young an free spirited.

we could get away with anything [:

we would do the most stupidest things ever an not give a damn if we embarassed ourselves in front of a group because we knew it didnt matter.

we knew we were having a blast. an now that high school came into the story

things havent been the same. we wanna become too much of what

other people expect from us. an we try too hard to fit in wen we already do.

we try to be something that is not even us. i know we try to find ourselves at

high school but whats the point of ruining your morals to fit in. im just saying

that i just wish we didn't have to try an fit in or we didn't have to try so hard to be something that were not. it just takes out the fun in life an everything in it.

WHY STOP HAVING FUN WITH PEOPLE YOU LOVE?

WHY CHANGE WHO YOU ARE FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT CARE?

WHY THINK OF YOURSELF AS A THING AN NOT A PERSON?

WHY EVEN LIVE IF YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP?

WHY EVEN TRY TO FIT IN WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE AS FAKE AS YOU?

WHY IS IT NECESSARY TO HAVE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD?

WHY HAVE EVERYTHING SOMEONE ELSE'S WAY?

- when you can live your life the way you wanna live it.

1:03 AM

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