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Tammie Racine

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Gender: Female
Status: Engaged
Age: 40
Sign: Gemini

City: SCHENECTADY
State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/31/2006

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November 13, 2006 - Monday

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Current mood:

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Category: Life

Why is it in life you can never have a time of complete contentment. For the first time in my life, my personal life is all I've ever hoped for. I am with a beautiful woman, who is not only my lover, but is also my best friend. Faye is my soulmate in so many ways, I can lean on her for strength, I can show my goofy, childish side, and also be the strong partner(I hope) that she needs. She is so much more than I could have ever dreamed I would deserve. I actually see a future for myself for the first time. I can be someone's lover, friend and also in the future a mother and someone that someone else looks up too.
But , with all that said, I am absolutely miserable with my job. I have been at Walmart for 10 yrs. and I think I have finally had it. This is the longest job I've held and that is simply because with Walmart I could move to a new state, store, or position if I needed the change. But, I can't seem to find that any longer. I am watching the company I used to brag about, be the company I am almost ashamed to say I work for. I think a career change is in desperate need here. I want to have contentment in all aspects of my life at the same time. I know that is asking for something in almost miracle proportions. But, even for a brief moment.
Well, these are my ramblings and normally I would apologize for them, but it's your faultNormally, my girlfriend would have to listen to these ramblings, but by typing I have saved her, and by subscribing, you have screwed yourselftake care that's my thoughts for tonight