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Amiiee Sorensen


Last Updated: 12/23/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Sign: Taurus

City: CC to the NV
State: Nevada
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/31/2006

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009 

Current mood:  blank
Category: Life
I feel like this summer is teaching me alot of things.
I never know what to think though. Of course i think for myself but alot fo things have happened.

like...

I'm driving EVERYWHERE
Doing a ton of things
not sitting in my room like a pig like last year
Doing crazy shit
I got fucking Drunk! (I never do that)
i'm just doing things i never usually do...

I guess it is my way to cope with growing up sense I am not in high school anymore..

I really do not know but oh wells...

My dream last night was really weird too... I ket running around everywhere trying to do things... and it felt like me but at the same time wasn't
I guess it's trying to show me something or tell me something...

I cant wait to start beauty school i am pretty excited... but nervous.. like about what's gunna happen with my life ahead...

i have no idea where i am getting at with this... seems like i have been doing that alot lately...

Love you guys <3
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 

Current mood:  blank
Category: Life


I know it has been a while sense I have written a blog. But this Blog is merely for my purpose of letting out some feeling that have driven up my little sleeve.

I can not deny that lately I have been very sad.

Nicola and I had talked last night and Figure it was because of my grandmother dyeing.

I loved my grandmother so much she was amazing.

But... Now I feel like something is missing from me.

I feel no need to try to be happier with myself.

I have a strong feeling for a certain someone
that I know I should not have
this person has influenced my life as long as I have known them.
But what is stopping me from going for that little person.

Is another friend. Who I want to be there for. For forever.
I want to be by her side
and be an amazing friend
even if I feel like a shitty one at the moment
and no matter how many times her and I talk
and how she says she is not mad at me.
I still can’t help but feel...

Sadness...
loneliness
Hopeless
like my dreams isn’t good enough to come true.

I could go on. But you get the picture....

speaking of pictures...

The other night when I found something out that pretty much ripped me up.
I sat there on Amanda S.'s Back yard drawing...

My drawings were very sad to the least.

The first one I drew was me... You could not see my face. I had none.
But you could tell all these thing the emptiness and sadness within it.

Than to the left. Was Cupid... in his little diaper and bow and arrow.
And you want to know what he said?

"Fuck you Amy"

Because that is how I feel right now.

Like I’ll find someone.
They like me
but than
I am not good enough

it is like
instantly
as soon as I find someone that I could have a sensual relationship with.

They get shot in the but with a bow and arrow for someone else.

This seems like my life...

I feel like I can never pursue a dream because there is always one big thing that stands in the way.
I am s glad that getting through high school wasn't a dream for me or I would have failed miserably

Its not that I do not try...
i do
i try a whole fucking lot.

But it is another "FUCK YOU"
to my face.

I wish I Believed in God.
Cause than I could say that it is his fault for not wanting me to be happy at the moment.
I say this because people always seem to blame him for everything.
But I am not like that.

I pretty much blame myself

I hope that one day I can get something I dream of.

Especially Love.

I want to have an actually relationship with someone.
I know there are problems

But I can never get to the actually relationship part.

But that still seems very far away...

OH. And of course when I decide I am done with dating people for now... even though I never got any anyways.

I get even worse problems than when I wanted it.

Of course I will always want it.

But I am so defiantly not searching.

I just want to live my life. Go to school and find my happiness...

what ever that is.

I also want to be a good friend.

I am trying to be one right now. For allot of people. And you know who you are.
Because I have told you I want to be a good friend.

And that person her and I talk allot.
We have so much in common with things

she told me I am a very understandable person.
And that I care allot...


but the thing is...

I do not understand why my life is being unhappy at the moment.

And that why is this like this?
Why can’t I be happy for once?

Actually I thought I was happy in February through a couple days ago.

But than I was proved wrong
it was an illusion.
I was actually sadder...
not happier
and my friends could see this.

I had the dream to move to New York...
but now... I do not want that Dream.

My dream.... has always seemed like a fairy tale to me.

But it could seem so real for another person.

My dream isn't to be rich and famous with amazing people covering my life.

Or to be a princess in a high castle...


It is to be happy.
To someday have a family of my own.
Spending it with someone I love.


I never had a set career goal in mind.
 
There are so many things I want to do...
 
But my heart never set on just one.
 
Like I said... this Blog was for me. To get emotions out in the open.
Writing has always helped
Even if it has sucked. Sometimes...
 
You can have your input down here if you want.
I would really like that.
 
To who ever reads this...? Thank you for taking your time out to do it. It makes me feel better that someone cares enough to read it.
Plus I am posting it on my Status XD
 
I love you guys
<333
 
Amy.
Friday, April 17, 2009 


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i am bored and made this for my profile cause i am awesome XD

Monday, March 16, 2009 

Current mood:  moody
Category: Life
So i guess i have been feeling sad lately... and i never realized how sad i really am till today when someone said "sorry if it seems like i don't want to hang out with you lately but you have seem sad and bitchy" it got me thinking. like i guess i really am depressed and i don't know what to do about it. like seriously. all i want to do is lkikr go away. i just want to pack my bags and just leave. it makes me wish i could drive because at this point i would. i would just pack a small bag and leave somewhere anywhere. i dont care. i just dont feel any point imn staying her any longer. i would just take all the money that i have and just do that and if i needed money i would find some you know working real quick or something i really do not care but i am just sick of everything. i want to leave. and at this piint i just may actually do that. so i am working harder for my licence just to do that. idk... but whatever.. not like anyone seriously cares. it seems like no one wants to talk to me anymore or stuff.
Monday, January 19, 2009 

Current mood:  bouncy

I stole from ym love KKKKKKKK XDDD.  COPY!

Nine thing​s you wish you could​ say to 9 diffe​rent peopl​e right​ now
(​don'​t list names​)​

1.  I will never let us grow apart no matter how much we view things diffrently


2. I can' t wait to see your sexy sexy body XD



3. Can I see you naked PLEASE????



4. If only, If Only...


5.  I secretly Love you.


6.  Get over yourself, I do love you but gessh



7. Why cant you see how Beautiful you actually are? And how WOnderful you actually are.


8.  You think this is about you don't you?((YES Stole from KK cause it so works))


9.  I think I love you.




Eight​ thing​s about​ yours​elf:​

1.  I'm weird

2.  I'm Random


3.  I do think i'm pretty everyday but than something happens where i catch a glinmps of my unglyness.



4. I hide my Emotions well unless I really do not care about hiding them.


5.  I'm moving to New York and no one if going to staop me.


6.  I am obsessed with Horoscopes.

7. I may seem like a wild and brave out going person, but the truth is. I'm afraid about everything. And now I have givin up on some of it.


8.  My greatest wish ever is to find true love...



 Seven​ ways to win your heart​:​

1.  Funny!! but intelectable


2.  You have to think i'm sexy



3. Know that i'm weird but find it amazing


4. kiss me like a dreamer hold me like a godess sex me like you will n ever sex again.



5. You have to love sex



6.  Say something Romantic at least once a day even if you do not mean it.


7. make me smile..



Six thing​s that cross​ your mind a lot:

1.  Love?

2.  Sadness

3. Work

4.  School

5.  Why I seem to really Distant from my 'rent lately

6. When my next breakdown will be


Five turn offs:​

1. Shallowness


2. Pricks


3. Fuck asses who think they are awesome when they are not


4. When they cant just tell me the truth frist off and just lie and end up hurting me more than if they just told the truth before.



5.creepy creepy creepy people


Four turn ons:

1.  Biting


2.  Sex addict



3.  Having an intullectual conversation



4.  being extremely funny



Three​ smile​ys that descr​ibe your life:​
1. ^  ^


2.T.T



3. O.o


Two thing​s you want to do befor​e you die:

1.  Love


2.  Kill someone.




One confe​ssion​:​

1.  I am willing to tell anyone anything as long as they listen.

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Thursday, October 09, 2008 

Current mood:  bored
Category: Art and Photography

This is a poem i wrote about Swiss Roll. and Miah keeps it in his pocket for osme odd reason but anyways....

 

 

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

Why can we find you

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

My Booby Maker Loves you

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

I cant Pronounce You name.

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

I sure Hope you are Gay.

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

We will get you someday

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

We will make you gay.

Swiss Roll

Oh Swiss Roll

I sure love your new name.

 

 

THANK YOU ALL FOR READING!! XD

Inside joke... just to let you know.

Monday, September 08, 2008 

Category: Life
when everything is going right. the only reason is because right before you thought a ton of it sucked. than you know everything goes right when you put things into action. so to everyone out there that doesnt like life right now. do something and ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING. dont do and say you did that is just being lazy. just have fun with life. and even if everything i not perfect be happy with what you have. life is life dont waste it... love you all.
Friday, May 09, 2008 

Tag! You're it! >:3

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with ten random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end, choose ten people to be tagged, list their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (tag, you're it) and to read your blog. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Since you can't tag back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers...

1.I'm in Love with everyone of my friends (no real love is true love).
2.I Like being the center even if ido look retarded.
3.I Think about my self 24/7 and i hate it.
4.I Keep way to many secrets and I lie alot just to keep them.
5.I've been dating Josh for 11 Months now and I'm still not used to being in a relationship(doesn't mean i still dont like to be with him).
6.I Wish i was a Vampire, have sence 2nd grade.
7.I Almost commited suiside when I was 8.
8.The sexual mind i have comes to me by looking at people.
9.During Scary things i laugh or make fun of things because my mind is twisted.
10.I Care About everyone and i try to help Everyone even if you dont see it.

The 10 people I choose and why:

Josh: It would anoy him. <3

Amanada: She already Did this but i love her

Melissa:  It Would Entertain her. And her answers would make me laugh

Ham: Because i love her and its good to talk sometimes

Teresa: She is a sexy beast XE

Jamie: Because she hates these things

Val: She is the only person who comments my blogs whith out me asking

Mia: Because its mia duh.

Kurt: Just to see if he'll do it.

James Knooble: She makes me laugh my socks off

Victoria: Shes a freshmen. (Do the math)

Monday, November 26, 2007 
lately i have been put down by alot of people and i am sick and tired of it because who wants to be called a little kid or a child. i sure fucking dont so just shut up and leave me be i am not immature or a child so deal with it
Monday, November 26, 2007 

Current mood:  relieved
Category: Friends

I Feel as if i have to state some stuff about who has been on my mind latley....

Josh,
   I love you to death no doubt about it but latley i ahve been feeling too much anger from you and it makes me angry cause i dont know what to do and you keep anoying me with this "guess" stuff or the "you know what im talking aobut" even if i say no i dont and you still wont tell me... how owuld you feel if i never told you anything and just let you guess everything....

Amanda,
        We have been best friends for 11 freaking years and even with me moving and your family going through stuff we never stopped talking.. but than summer rolled over this year and you changed alot and so did i... that summer i was afraid our friendship was going to end.... i was freaked i felt un comfortable and sad but once i got to acually talk to you i felt better about it and look where we are now closer than ever.

Melissa,
      I know you may not read this but you are awesome my best firend here in nevada and even though we never see each other any more cause of your family and cody i still think yuo a great friend ha! we have so much fun together its un real.

Sierra,
      I still rember when we ment in P.E. and you thoguh i was the strangest person ever but you thought i was awesome at the same time and we were always goofing off and became really great friends. and rember that time at mills park where merven tried to strip for us for money?? i loved that... and we made a pack to talk to each other every wensday your 8th and my 9th grade year but it barley happend... and as soon as you came to high school i opend up my arms like old times... and you have changed so much but you still my blond dorky friend who was wild and crazy....

Candi,
      I know we havnt know each other long but i feel as if we could be great friends... and we dont out as much ether... and you wont let me give you a X-mas present even though i got you one!!! lol... but anyways it was werid when you were sad about your whole situation because you rubbed off as a happy person and i felt bad because i want all my friends to be happy!!!!!

Jamie,
    This year has been realy weird... mostly because we got so pissed at each other and it was our longest fight... and i still feel weird about the whole thing... even if we are talking again... but i miss the old times... the us times... and it just sucsk caue you can be a great person but i just got soo fucking pissed and you got pissed... but i can say now... i miss you....

I think thats all i have to say for now.... i may add more or another blog sbout my mind... <333