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Last Updated: 12/14/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Aquarius

City: Garden Grove
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/1/2006

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Wednesday, July 02, 2008 

Current mood:  disgusted


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIjanhKqVC4

WATCH THIS YOU NON-VEGGIES.

Friday, May 02, 2008 

Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Life
First glance, we're heading there,
Distant times revealed less, exposed more,
I've been up lately, I've been awake,
I've soaked my past in my newly laid plans,
Refreshed, it's solid, all I need.

Say this now, couldn't sooner,
Later had always posed such threat,
Come and never go,
Already away, never felt so close to home,
Switched up, rearranged, and wholey permanent.



[I wrote this exactly a year ago as of tomorrow's date. I don't remember why, but I found it, and I decided to reinstate it as of TODAY, one day prior.]
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 

Current mood:  numb
Category: Life
Ever have that full-circle realization? I was thinking about the way things happen, and the reasons in which they occur.  A lot of the time, we just let them happen and forget to ask why it is they are in the first place.  For instance, something amazing presents itself in your life, and without hesitation (assuming your prepared), you take it on.  Within it’s duration, however long down the line and usually too late, you begin to wonder "why am I here, how is it that I’m in this position? (not that it’s always a bad thing, by any means)"  So much thought can be poured into those questions, and most of the time, at least for me, nothing comes to mind until suddedly, something happens.  Whatever it is that you’ve involved yourself in or with, is gone, it’s ended.  The thought process you just recently started is now at a standstill, to be disreguarded to make room for a new thought.. a more immediate thought.. what happenend?  Why am I here after being there?  Why is it that I’m out of that position? 
So, I don’t know, maybe it’s just me.. but it seems like everytime you begin to think of why something is the way it is, it’s gone, and then you discard those thoughts and sought after why it’s through.. and guess what happens after that?  You’re at this point, where you’re figuring things out, almost have that answer.. and in that moment, here comes something else to sidetrack you into forgetting what you set out to do from the start.  FULL CIRCLE, no?  ldjfkla. Comment if you have any thoughts to share.. thank you. <3
Friday, June 08, 2007 

Current mood:  determined
Category: Writing and Poetry
Free the need, let find any uncertainties,
Impurities, beautifully interchanged into anything she'd ever seek,
You're hiding, daunting overhead, some worries to be so simply swiped away.
Grab hold of all you've never seen, flushed out,
Gone is anytime you've felt less alive,
So carelessly broken,
But so fondly she'd repair.
In time you'll find, the direction in which you're carried varies near to the way in which you want to go.
Friday, June 08, 2007 

Current mood:  lethargic
Category: Writing and Poetry
The glass cuts cold an inevitable silence as the resistance of relapse tightens,
For this occurance, a proverb of excellence sworn to suffice,
The mind set free provides a will baring reformation for the capable recovery,
The colors bleed,
The faint fortunes have endured.