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Amy Schmidt

Last Updated: 11/20/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Virgo

City: Mobile
State: Alabama
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/5/2005

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October 9, 2008 - Thursday

old school good shit
Current mood:

artistic
Category: Music

Time is fleeting, memories drawing far away, not sane for sleeping, my dreams will never be the same, theres nothing to build on im not even stong enough to care anymore, so my dreams are just teasing my future not pleasing the past ive built myself today...............nightmares falling, on my breath they take away, could you save me, i think id rather be insane, then only to follow you questions and morals, id rather learn it on my own, so dont ever judge me unless you love me, because its better not to know........

12:33 PM

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September 11, 2008 - Thursday

realizing what its all worth
Current mood:

determined
Category: Friends

so im this person...who likes to push people away sometimes...its hard for me to get to a certain point in a relationship with someone (friendship). and, i know i have hurt people along the way, they have hurt me...and we have been just at each others throats...so this is me saying...im not perfect, i can be a bitch...i can make mistakes...and i can be so cold...colder than most will ever see in me...i know how to shut down..and black out all that is...im sorry if i ever hurt anyone...but i am changing into this person that i thought i could never have back again....and thats how life works....up and down..every second...or every 10 years...i let ppl control me...and i couldnt control myself....i am growing..and so are you...but...forget the bullshit...remember why they made you smile...or hugged your neck...if someone makes you smile 10000 times more than they every make you cry....just forget all the bullshit...because once they are not in this world anymore..there will never be another chance for peace..and that inner feeling will eat at you like worms everytime the thought of them pops in your mind...you never make peace with them or yourself...so..if i ever ignored you..made you mad..made you cry...or just hurt you...im sorry....i will change but slowly.....this is just the start........

11:50 AM

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September 4, 2008 - Thursday

the real me, take it or leave it
Current mood:

crazy
Category: Life

I heart the moon. my favorite crystal/stone is tanzanite. my favorite book is about a girl with sixteen split personalities. I heart korn like the rain loves to fall. it makes me the sadest to see our country crumbling into pieces.sometimes I would love to be alone, because I know how much I love and hate the anticipation of the next moment with a person. I've never touched a live worm.gross.im terrified of big spiders, and walking in the dark outside. I constantly give ppl the finger as my form of road rage. I hate you for who you really are not what you look like . I have so much to say and learn, a lifetime just isn't enough. I prefer guys with long hair. I love the darkness because it reminds me of the night sky,deep and honest at times.I use to smoke to get high, not because I thought you were cool.I think marilyn manson is brutally unique and I love it. I think im beautiful even though you don't. I love writing lyrics, that no one will ever read. I like posting blogs in hope that maybe a complete stranger will understand me more than my closest friends.Haha. I can't decide on who I lve more, cats or dogs.I love to tell you about yourself based on your astrological sign just to hear you say you want more and see the look on your face. the planets aren't there just to look nice. I am overwhemled by time....sometimes. I usually have bad hair days. I would emotionally hurt myself, before I would try to hurt anyone else. I wish people didn't care so much sometimes. I thought I could change the world. my favorite color is teal. if I liked metal and the color black before the avril conspiracy, does that make me emo? just choke on your tie already. I wish I could growl/scream like her. killswitch lifts my spirits. drag queens are awesome. I want to, but will never sing in front of all of you. cinnamin and sugar with softly spoken lies, you never know just how you look through other peoples eyes.

8:51 AM

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September 1, 2008 - Monday

RANDOM GRATEFUL
Current mood:

artistic

bow chinka wo wo...im moving to hattiesburg, and im single! im really excited about going to my dream school, for "healing touch therapy" if you dont know, look it up. the study of human energy fields, with massage therapy. come and be my lab rat! i promise i wont bite. haha.i think im just ready to get up there, everytime i go hang with my girl brooke i have the best time, like im on vacation. im bummed to have to move again, but its for the best. sometimes you have to do things even though you dont want to, because you know it will be better for you in the long run. and when the opportunity comes, jump, because one day you will be so old and stuck to the ground that you wished you could do it all over again, to live like its 1969 biotches. i might not know you but i know who i am, and thats all in the end that will matter. -----HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!-----VIRGO---

11:49 AM

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April 2, 2008 - Wednesday

so the cycle continues!! lmfao
Current mood:

blissful

its not hard to believe that im going to have to block ppl from my profile if there not already my friends, but im not...i mean its just the internet..lol..but so many ppl can see your business. only if you let them of course. well to those who read my blog and are like what the hell id have to say that i am doing much much better now...im not mad...im not sad...and as always im just tryig to take care of myself..if others could just learn to do the same maybe they wouldnt have to feed off of our sorrow ...dont ya think?? its just amazig how humans can act at times and yes i am human..and i make mistakes..so its just easier to just let it all go sometimes...just lay low for a while and recharge those batteries.....everything will ALWAYS work out the way its suppose to..if im suppose to move 1000 more times before i settle then so be it..if i jus move around for the rest of my life. thats fine..ill make new friends and maybe lose a few old ones but thats life right?? trying your best is all you can do sometimes and i guess some ppl just dont get it...it goes right over there head....till next time though.PEACE...