Wipe away the tears of sadness
that you have drown your soul in
Let the sun shine in your heart
where you have since blocked out the light of forgiveness

Know the path of kindness again
Leave resentment and hate a part of the past

Once upon a time that sweet innocent child
shall live again
Rewrite the story that has been written
And do away with the one you pained

my new love
is blossoming
into a full bloomed flower
intesly by the hour
it flies away like a dove
i have no power
but to let it fly away

You knew that this was the night. The night you have feared for the past five years. The day you would go out and avenge your parents. You had planned it out perfectly. You would lure them into your house where you had your cruifixes set up and like a child a bucket over the door. It was filled with holy water. You had your bow at the ready. It had a sharp piece of wood on it. You were ready and waiting in the wall where you made your hideout. What happend next isnt what you expected.

The temperature started to grow hotter, you were sweating more than ever before. That is when you relized they had set the house on fire. This was the only was to get you out. You knew that if you died in this house you would never be able to get back at them so you decided to escape. You ran out as fast as you could, bringing whatever weapons that you were able to scurry up before the top story fell through. Your eyes were burning with the heat and smoke and when you got out you felt hands touching your body. You began violently hitting and kicking throwing what ever you had at the opponent.

When your vision came back into focus you were surrounded, weaponless, like a child whose mother left her. You were all alone now. The leader was know as Allerick. His skin was as pale as the clouds on a sunny day. He touched your face with his hand gently. It was so cold, so dead. His eyes were of an unhuman color like the gold-red horizen of the sun at dusk. His blonde hair fell below his eyebrows. He spoke to you "I guess it's your turn now," His smiled so coldly it made you angry. You apit at his feet!

"Filth, I will get you." you screamed at him.

" You are so sure of yourself. Look at the situation." Your expression changed, you gave up. He could tell. He moved in closer, "Mm, you smell so good!" That is when he sunk in his teeth. It didn't hurt. You started feeling light headed and soon passed out. You were thinking of that day 5 years ago when you were 14. That night you were sitting watching tv. You heard noise coming from you parents bedroom and you thought they were doing something together so you blasted to tv. The next morining when they didn't come down for breakfast you went to see if they were asleep. When you opened the door you were horrified.

 Your parents were not just used to be fed on, they were more like slaughtered. Blood stained the walls dripping from ever corner their bodied dismembered and  in a heap on the bed. When the police came they couldnt even tell what happend. You were sent to live with your aunt and uncle. You were traumatized after that. It took a year for you to recover yourself almost completly. One night you were out with your friends and you went to a party. When you were walking back home the night was dreary and the sky was cloudy covering the moons light. It was pitch black. You would hear the normal ruckus in the bushes and what not. One thing you heard you will never forget. It was the bizaare laughter. It made you sick to the pit of your stomach...........

It’s hard to keep track of things you love
When your world is buzzing around you
It’s easy to loose sight
Of what’s not right in front of you
Though they may be far away from you
They stay close in your heart
The bond that is shared could never be broken
Sometimes you may forget
But your heart never will.

it spreads like wild fire
its as light as air
dont get to close
or you'll forever change
you quickly turn the page
looking for the answer
you rush out the door
you suddenly feel sore
and fall to the floor
you feel no more
when you finally wake up
the world is empty
your the last one left
standing in a ghost town
not a smile but a frown

i just want to see you
to get this feeling over with
im not your ordinary girl
im just outside looking in
I see you there but then i freeze
i want to tell you something
but i cant
the thing is that
you make me feel so different
like no other way before
i want to tell you this but
i just cant get it over with
its just the way you make me feel
i need to let you know
what you do to me
the things you do
they hurt me inside
i know how that sounds
its just the way it is

Alone in the dark

No Place to run

Liying on the ground

In great pain

Thing to myself

'What have I done

I've let it slip

...For my last time'