So, here's the deal. I lost my cell phone last night. I went to San Antonio and left it there, but then my friend brought it back to me. I went to work and was having a good time, then low and behold, I didn't have my phone. I looked all over, but there was no avail. So now myspace is the only form of contact to my friends that I have left. Although I can tell you that it's been nice!!! However, can I tell you that I don't really feel like spending money on another phone. I mean, can I just get a break? Every once in a while; that's what I'm asking. Other than that, life is fantastic. I've got some extra time off and lot's of things I can occupy my time with. The only thing I wish I had in my life is a little more romance. It's time that I felt appreciated as a love interest.
Speaking of men, I did something really foolish. I went over to this guy I used to date's apartment one night when I was wasted. Doesn't sound so bad? Keep reading! I practically broke in and woke him up. The worst part is what he said. Basically he told me that he missed me and had been thinking about me alot. Then he asked me if he could call me sometime. After that, he spat out my number without looking at his cell phone. And this out of a dead sleep? What do I do? Now I'm all thinking about him again and wondering if I still have feelings. I hate it! I feel like a crazy stalker who is just retarded. Oh well. I guess that's why noone wants to date me.