six months seemed so long ago
someday i hoped that our love would grow
six months seemed so long ago
if you didint love me you could have told me so
six months seemed so long ago
was i right for you?
i dont know but i treated you the right way
everyday
i knew everything to say
i thought we would be together until we were old and grey
but six months seemed so far away
from the time that you and i would die
side by side
it was only a dream i had
that made me feel so bad
but not as bad as i feel now
not as sad as i feel now
with you gone
out of my life
i used to dream of you being my perfect wife
i wanted to live with you in your arms for the rest of my life
all thats left for me now is this knife
was i yours at all?
in a simulated version of my crazy life
were you actually my wife?
i gave you everything i had
and yet you made me feel sad
when you said i "fell for someone else"
well you fell for me once too
didint you?
well thats what you said
without the love of my life
i am dead
alive no more
constantly crying on the floor
please close the door on love
and lock the key
if it doesent work out then someday come back to me
i gave you my world
and you broke it down
i gave you my heart and you ripped it apart
i never wanted to
give up on you
i never wanted to say goodbye
i never wanted to throw our love away
even on that horrible drunken day
you cheated on me
i didint know what to say
but i still said its ok
come back to me anyway
because i didint want to lose you
because i was already losing me
and you pulled me back
and made me see
the real me
but now your gone
out of my life
your not my wife
i am alone
yet again
looking for a new girlfriend
someone new
someone i can talk to
i can tell her " i love you"
it will be fine
for sometime
but then i'll have to
hate her
like i had to
hate you
please call me back
and tell me what is true
do you still love me?
because i still love you
and i lied when i said i hated you
when u broke up with me  you made me feel blue
i was happy when i dated you
your tender kiss
i will miss
the taste of your sweet lips
but was i even close enough to touch
the face of the girl i love so much
did i try to rush a love that never came?
did i try to erase you from my brain?
do you really want to leave me after everything?
does your new boyfriend sing?
can he write songs and poetry like me?
or is he just lucky to be someone who isint me?
so lucky to be where you are
so break up with me virtually because i am so far
but i would have bought you a new car
without you its hard for me not to cry
without you i know i will die alone
forever i must say goodbye
its now or never
for you i hope things turn out better
it just took me some time to see
i dont hate you
i hate me
i dont deserve someone as beautiful as you
i dont deserve a love as pure and true
i dont deserve anything at all
not like you
your perfect in every way
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why couldint i have you in bed with me?
holding each other tight
each and every night
was i right to fall head over heals for you?
all i ever wanted to do was take care of you
all i ever wanted to do was share my life with you
but now i have to look for someone new
someone who
isint you
and it kills me so
to know
that i will never meet anyone
as perfect as you