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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 32
Sign: Virgo

City: Trenton
State: New Jersey
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/22/2006

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May 11, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  enthralled
Category: Life
It is hard for me to believe that I'm here in Vegas but I am.  The shock and being enthralled hasn't worn off yet.  Well I'm going to enjoy the time to myself in the room while I can with a nice relaxing bath....will be on here a little later.
February 23, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  intense
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish that you could glance closer; I wish that you could go deeper; see it thru my eyes; realize what you are asking me to do...

I should pretend; I should deny everything; from the salty sickness of your sweat to the way your naps nestled your length.  I have to say I imagined that your eyes pierced through me, already claiming possession of my heart and soul.

Do you realize how you torment me so, asking me to observe, showing me these things, these demonstrations once practiced a year ago?  Do I dare belittle this to the emancipation of ID--the whole scorned one yearning to have needs met, object of the desire appears...and well,  you know the rest.

How can I forget?

But the sad thing is that this will never reach your ears.

The twisted thing is it'll never meet your eyes.

You, who I trusted with everything, are now the one who's greeted with my silence.

Yes, this is a secret, a secret I must keep from you.


Currently listening:
Only U/Turn It Up
By Ashanti
Release date: 2005-01-31
December 5, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  horny
Category: Romance and Relationships
Play me...


November 8, 2008 - Saturday 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Category: Life
I'm sorry that the sound quality of it is so crappy, but hope you guys can hear what I'm saying.  Take it easy!

July 8, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  horny
Greetings from the Sip! I have been here a little over a week and it feels a bit weird for me being here. But I know I needed to get away from a lot of things that have caused me pain. I know that there are people that care about me but I would be lying if I said the break up with M didn't have an adverse effect on me. And yet, physically, I don't want to mourn anymore. I want to be worshipped, ravished, devoured, made love to, even phucked. But how to get all of it out? Hence my restlessness...
May 9, 2008 - Friday 
..TR> ..TABLE>
I am....
I am.....: beyond classification
I am not...: anyone's bytch or hoe
I love...: art, writing, and music
I like.....: reading books
I hate....: dishonest, insensitive people
I envy....: no one
I fear....: failure
I crave....: independence
I miss....: my grandparents
I adore.....: beautiful intelligent people, especially women
I listen.....: to different types of music
I do....: tend to be a workaholic
I do not.....: accept defeat easily
I admire....: my grandparents
I feel....: like my life has a sense of purpose
I will talk to you if.....: you are open minded and intelligent
I will not talk to you if......: you disrespect me
I read.....: self-help, gay/lesbian literature, comedy, fiction, and horror
I am most excited about......: the tax rebate coming soon
I use....: nice smelling body washes
I never use.....: Irish Spring
I hope for.....: love, peace, and prosperity
I depend on....: me, myself, and I
I drink......: Orange Hi-C
I'm OCD about...: organization
I have a passion for....: writing
I dont understand.....: why so much crazy stuff is happening in the world
I watch.....: documentaries and stuff on demand
I care about....: animals
I do not care about...: the lives of celebrities
My name is.....: Monica
And I AM......: Unique
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March 5, 2008 - Wednesday 

Category: Food and Restaurants


Butterfly bra...I'm definitely going to get mine's.....thank you Jill!!!!
February 28, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  bummed
Category: Romance and Relationships


Click and learn...know I'm a bit blurry but hey I'm not in a beauty contest...lol
Currently listening:
I Just Want It To Be Over
By Keyshia Cole
February 28, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  shocked
Category: Life



I'm sitting here in shock. 

I know there is such a thing as forgiveness.  I do believe in it, but there are certain times when a person has done you so wrong in the past time and time again where you have to be like, I forgive, but I can't forget..and move on.

I know a lot of you reading this will be like, "She hating.  She jealous."

But it's not like that.  I hate to see any of my friends get hurt.  And if one of my female friends was doing this, I would react the same way.

So don't get it twisted.

And it would be different if it was with one of my other male friends (some who I know are dogs and ho's)...then if the stuff happened, I'd be like, "That's your karma."

But when you see a good man who is holding on to hopes of having someone that's going to love and be faithful to him...who wants to do the right thing, and work hard...and not be out in the streets trying to find the next big thing whenever you mess up...I think the person should straighten her act up and do what is necessary to get in alignment with what he needs.

If not, don't put him through any more pain, and leave him be.

Because this person is my friend, I am going to stand on the sidelines.  He and I have had this talk, about the history, about the dishonesty...about the number of things that have gone down....and also about how there hasn't been enough healing time between the first person and this current thing.

And I'm going to pray that everything is going to work out all right...because I hope for his sake as well as hers that it does.

Because if not....let's just say that I will not hold my tongue when it comes to my true friends --and that isn't meddlesome...that's love.

Because goodness knows, I would want someone to do the same for me.

Just had to get that off my chest.

Peace.

 

January 10, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Category: Romance and Relationships
no longer available..sorry