so im about to turn 26 and needless to say my life has taken a full turn in a different direction from where i had set it to go just a year ago to be exact, not sure yet the reason why i did things the way i did, i just knew it had to be done. It just shocks me how much things could change in such a short period of time, how people whom u thought would be in your life forever become strangers or even people you feel bitter towards, how friends slowly distance themselves from you, how other friends become closer, how new people come into your life and fill those spaces left by those who are no longer there....no matter wat i still feel alone, achieved but alone. Glad to have my girls in my life, my girls who no matter wat will always be there until the day they pass. Anyways this year will be completely different and although around this time last year i thought i was at the happiest i would ever be, i now know there will be happier moments, i cant even begin to imagine where or how ill be turning 27.
some pictures of the pad and maxine sneaking around the corner.....need to get some loot together to finish my kitchen, any donations??...

so my friend georgie the truth teron heard im into photography so he got me a press pass and placed me ring side at his last fight to take some pictures for him, which i enjoyed very much and hopefully i can continue doing this and get better, keep in mind it was my very first time doing this and although i had a great lense to shoot with, it did not cover the shooting range suitable for this type of event, but i did my best, tell me wat you guys think











some from other fighters




bernard hopkins

a few other famous boxers, dont know their names, srry

so i finally went to mels game....took some pics, im really digging this sports photog hobby, thoughts would be nice!

IM STEALING THIS IDEA FROM MY HOMIE MEL.....THIS IS MY MEMORY LOG......I SAW HIS AND SOME OF THE THINGS PEOPLE SAID MADE ME CRACK UP AND WONDER WHAT PEOPLE REMEMBER WITH ME.....SO HERE WE GO POST AWAY ANY MEMORIES U GUYS HAVE WITH ME NO MATTER HOW INSIGNIFICANT THEY ARE......

last night december 13, 2006 i experienced something that i feel i should share.....i was working my regular 3 to 11 shift.....at around 9pm i was planning on leaving early since it had been pretty slow all day and i had already finished my rounds.....when of course i get a page from the emergency room....eventhough i wasnt covering that floor i answered it and sure ennuf it was something very unusual for the hospital where i work at.....all the nurse said was "GET DOWN HERE NOW!!...WE NEED A VENT ASAP.....WE HAVE A PEDIATRIC INTUBATION".....and then she hung up....i was a little puzzled because we dont usually get these cases and we only have one pediatric ventilator....me and the other therapist rushed down to the ER and then we noticed the severity of the case.....apparently the kid was suffering from seizure and an airway had to be stablish in order to maintain good ventilation......we got down to business......stablished an airway and made sure the 1 year old baby was able to be ventilated while 2 ER doctors, 1 pediatrician, 2 urse practicioners, 3 nurses and 2 techs each did their job to make sure this baby was stabalized and ready to be transported to a more equipped facility.....it took about 2 hours to finally get him stable but we all did our part and got it done.......in situations like this i gain more and more respect for Doctors, RN's and Techs....and i also become very proud of myself and realize more and more that i chose the right career....nothing more fulfilling than having helped someone recover even in the most minimal way and regardless of age.....last night was a 1 year old who hasnt lived at all and now can breath one more day....tomorrow a 70 year old who has already lived but we can help him go on just a little longer.....careers are not about making money....its about loving what u do and being able to hold on to it for the rest of ur life and not get bored and become miserable....choosing a career is about the first toughest decision in all of our lives.....my advice is try not to think so much financially and think about what u really love.....i didnt know about respiratory therapy till after my first year in college....but since i was little i knew i wanted to be in a hospital.....so this was my calling.....the money is good but secondary to my compassion and care for the people that are sick and can no longer take care of themselves.....anyways ill stop now....i didnt mean for this turn into a book.....i dont write often but when i do i can get reaaalllly carried away.....good bye and i hope u enjoyed my little story!!

wat theeee hecckkk.....so i pull out of my parking space and for watever reason i doooonot see the big a$$$$ school bus that had to park rite behind me......i go to back out and **thudd**.....wat the fuk i do???....i hit the damn skool bus...putting a cute little dent on my baby....and the fukin bus didnt even feel a thing!!....so my plan is to call insurance but then i realize as much insurance as new york charges and we have a certain thing called a DEDUCTIBLE......that is the biggest scam in the world!!.....apparently my damage only seems to be about 600$ the most.....which means i have to cover the first 500$ which is my deductable and the insurance will send me a nice check of just 100$......ahhhhh i couldnt be more frustrated at this time....nuthin seems to be going well at this time.....i hope things start turning around soon and i beging to see the light once more!....lol.....im definately looking forward  to 2007!!