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Bianca Smith


Last Updated: 12/6/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 99
Sign: Leo

City: L.A.
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/10/2003

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[03 Jan 2009 | Saturday] 11:35 AM
Hello, and Happy New Year. :)


I just thought I'd post a link to my Blogspot, in case anyone wanted to have a look....



www.biancasmithsblog.blogspot.com
[23 Aug 2008 | Saturday] 1:43 PM

Current mood:  luminous

Today I found something truly awesome.  Kanye West wrote a blog about me.   ...Little ol' me? 

http://www.kanyeuniversecity.com/blog/?em3106=202229_-1__0_~0_-1_5_2008_0_0&em3161=&em3281=

Well, I'm flattered!  I must say that over the past few years I've been saying that out of all of today's mainstream Hip Hop, only a small handfull will ever be instant classics, and that only a few of them are actually saying anything in their lyrics anymore.  I've always applauded Kanye for breaking through the mainstream's iron gates with real, authentic conscious lyrics. (especially in a world where substance is shunned)  And with that said, YOU are one of the greats Kanye!


Much love,

Bianca

[25 May 2008 | Sunday] 9:25 AM








...Great break down here on Metaphysics, and multi-dimenional realities. Enjoy!
[26 Apr 2008 | Saturday] 5:35 AM

Guess what?  I have a feature on Maxim.com that just went up:


http://www.maxim.com/blogs/index.aspx?blogKey=518&postKey=23740

Also, I will be going in to do Maxim Radio (Sirius 108), and be a guest on their show at 9am!!


In a couple weeks I'm going in to test for Trashy Lingerie!  They mostly shoot celebrities, and from time to time a normal girl...(like me)  So.......... I hope I get it!  I'm really excited.  Crossing my fingers for that one.

Okay, and one more thing.  I'm on the magazine racks in two magazines right now!  On the cover of Import Tuner!  Woo hoo!  And also in Modified Magazine!  Yeay.  Okay I'm done now.



[13 Jul 2007 | Friday] 9:09 AM
[19 Dec 2006 | Tuesday] 10:51 PM
Watch this video, feed your head:

(Grant Morrison is contacted by extraterrestial life, and is given an explanation for the meaning of our existence, and also gives us a few pointers on sygil magick)


Grant Morrison

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[25 Mar 2006 | Saturday] 10:45 AM

my body follows my mind around

my mind obeys the calendar

the calendar is fueled by hope

the hope is fuled by fantasy

fantasies are birthed by wanting

the wanting gets confused with needing

the needing comes from lacking

the lacking comes from being unsatisfied

satisfaction is gauged by happiness

happiness comes from peace

peace is decided by the mind

which brings me back to body

which follows my mind around

thus obeying that damn calendar

and then comes day two.

[10 Feb 2006 | Friday] 4:13 AM

check this out; it almost brought tears to my eyes, it was so beautiful.

http://micro.magnet.fsu.edu/primer/java/scienceopticsu/powersof10/index.html

 

[03 Feb 2006 | Friday] 3:01 AM
and so I sat tormented by rain and traffic
couldn't wait to get home
didn't bother with the radio
sat at a stop light and let my
eyes go out of focus
flashed back on my
current obsession
and the rain drops on my winshield
fuzzed together with the light
and for a second I thought it
was christmas again.
not the stressfull christmas
always filled with road rage and penny pinching
but the christmas I new as a child.
snapped out of my temporary vacation
and was on Cahuenga and Lankershim
just trying to get home
didn't you have something to be sad about?
just forget about it.
just get home
don't crash
just breath
[11 Jan 2006 | Wednesday] 4:47 PM

(posted from a saved document that was written about two weeks ago)

(Also, this astral projection happened in 2005. Not 06'. For some reason I noticed that the date changed somehow.  I can't change it back.  I don't know, myspace is acting weird on me.)

I suppose I should start recording these... I only have them in my memory. Heres one I had this morning. I woke up at 8am dried out, and restless. I couldn't fall back asleep until about 10. When I did, I had one of the most beautiful experiences I'd ever had.

Upon waking into this other realm, I began to fly about my bedroom. Visibility was very low, to black. I could see my bedroom in bits. Then I flew through the wall into the living room very fast. Everything kept going black. I couldn't see all that well. Then I found myslef back in my body for a moment, but still in astral.

I willed myself to see clearly. I said, "No, I am in control of this experience, and I wish to see everything" After I decided this, I shot out of my body, and flew through the wall outside into the courtyard of my apartment building.

The other side was bright, and full of vibrant color. I could physically feel the sun, warm on my cheeks. My apartment building was the only thing that remained in this "plane".

Looking straight out into the horizon, I saw one of the most beautiful places I'd ever seen. This world was completely covered in bright turquoise water, except for a few specks of island, and my apartment building.

I accidentally lost navigation of my body, and rose very high into the air. I could see an aerial view of this world. It was ALL water, and small islands. Once I forced my body to obey me, I flew down to one of these islands. There was a small bay where I landed. I turned back to look at my apartment building which was much smaller now because of distance, but was still there. There were beach chairs scattered all across the beach. There were a few people lounging on them. I think there was music playing. I remember loving this experience at this point. All senses were full blast. I could physically feel the warmth of the sun. I could hear music. I could feel the sensation of the waves lapping up against my ankles. No one took notice of me. I walked around the bay, which was small and only took a couple minutes to get the the other side. I could feel my body being pulled slightly back to the apartment, and I said out loud, "No! I want to stay" And I dove into the waters. I was able to see through the water, and breath, as it was clean and crystal clear.

I remember thinking to myself, "Wow! I'm swimming! I can't believe I'm in the water." I could physically feel the wetness of the water. While under, I saw strange looking sea creatures that were not creatures of the earth. One, I remember looked like a huge eel, but it had rough skin like an alligator. It had to be about 20 feet long. I made eye contact with it. It was the only being that seemed to take notice to my presence the whole time.

I came out of the water, and back onto the sand. Then for one instant, (maybe 2 seconds) I was in my bed again. And I willed myself back there again, (to the beach) and I was back where I was standing before I had disappeared from that place.

I ran along the beach to a waterfall, that looked as if it was completely made of tile. I think that it served as some sort of a public bathing place, or something. It was here that I saw a man standing near this waterfall. He was a normal looking man, except he had giant blue and red fish gills on the sides of his head, where his ears should have been. It was at this very moment, that I came to a concrete understanding of where I was.

In one moment, as if I was receiving information, or came to some understanding; I thought, "Oh I understand now. This place exists, right where I am standing, and my apartment building acted as a door to any given random place. This place is here. And if my world were to mix a bit where this one is, my building would stand, right where it is, and this beach, right where it is."

Then, I was thrown back into my body. For a second, I was still etheric. (I could see through my closed eyelids). Then I woke up, and wondered for a sec if I was really waking up physically, or if I was still in the OBE. I bit my tongue to make sure. It hurt much more than it would have, had I been "flying". Yes, I'm awake, I thought, and looked at the clock. 10:20am. I smiled and went back to sleep. But first I promised myself I would write this one down later.