Mom told me that her next doctor's appointment is on the 29th, and that they'll be doing tests to make sure the cancer is all gone. However, if cancer is still present, then there's nothing they can do, and Mom will have only one year to live.

This pisses me off.

First off, they used DIRTY TOOLS on my mom during her surgeries...she put her life in their hands thinking they would help her and they've caused her more grief than the actual cancer has. They sent her home with an infection for HER FAMILY to deal with...can you imagine? Thank God there's a lot of nurses in our family, or we'd be fucked.

Second...they never do what they say they will. They put off Mom's surgery for MONTHS...she was constantly in pain...they're lazy as hell and only do the minimum amount of work to try to help their patients instead of the maximum. Again, we're doing things the DOCTORS should be doing...

There is something they can do for mom - THEIR GODDAMNED JOB. Stop being lazy and do what you're supposed to. I wish we could take her to WK Hospital but I'm not sure.

I told Mom that the "one year" thing is BS - with exercise and healthy habits she can live a lot longer. But she can hardly get out of bed because of the gaping hole in her tummy. Who do we have to thank for that?

I just want to make sure my little brother doesn't have to say bye bye to his Mom before his 4th birthday. Is that so much to ask?

Ah, what a lovely day. The sun is out...the birds are chirping...there's a whore or two walking about the street corner...oh yes, summer is a lovely time of year. Especially since I'm finally out of school. May I get a complimentary "woot woot"?

...Damn, guess not.

Either way, I'm glad to be out of high school. Unlike my classmates, I am not sentimental at all, and I will only miss a few of my fellow pupils and teachers. I always felt out of place in school. I mean, I got along with everyone alright. But I didn't belong to one group - there's the yearbook folks, the football dudes, the "dragon" kids, the dumb bitches, and then there's...me. That One-Weird-Girl-That-Always-Wears-The-Hat.

The good part, though? I'll soon be heading off to college, and will never have to see their faces again. The bad part? I'm going to a college I hate. But I'll elaborate on that another day. I have other blogging duties to fufill, and mom is back from the hospital.

In closing: goodbye, dearest high school - we hardly knew ye (and never really cared to).

Despite the lack of music on the bus.

[Note to self - IM Gina about iPod]

Testing went really well. Walking in those xx-hi converse was great until my feet damn near fell off...the compliments were worth it though. I had a guy practially fall out of a bus window to say that he liked them. Why thank you, kind gentleman. Haha. Every girl needs a pair of these things...

I wanted to indroduce myself to some folks (I only know one person at NSU, and that's Cord), but the amount of people that were present was very overwhelming to me. I can be pretty shy at times, so...it was imitating. And some people...well, I noticed a lot of angry glares coming my way - especially from the ladies. Was it the hat?

Stuck with Jules most of the day; we were the only ones testing for BCA, so hopefully we did well enough to place. Our test was the very last one of the day, so we had plenty of time to run around in a frenzy.

Fell asleep hardcore on the bus...oh my god. I was so tired, because I didn't get to bed until 3 am. I tried to get a seat by myself so I could take a nap, but instead...I ended up with a boy sitting in my lap threatening to give me a lap dance if I didn't get out of his seat.

Uh...what?

I did end up getting my nap, even if I wasn't in my own seat. The whole thing is my my fault though, because I went spaztic trying to fix my charger the night before. Mom woke up in the middle of the night to pee, and saw me trying to hack open my charger...then she remembered that she had promised me a new one, and ordered it right there on the spot. So next week, expect some new pictures. Should be fun!

And damn...Keeks and HGG broke up. They were such a nice couple. I hope she's alright. She's a great girl, though...I think she'll be a-okay. I hope HGG is doing okay, too.

...hmph. Story of my life.