The future America.

Let me just let all you people know right now the future america is no filled with white people it is filled with all different kinds of races.  Think about it a few years ago interracial relationships and mixed children were rarely heard of now it is all we have.  Soon america will be filled with chicanas and malados .... and chicanos .... and for all the big old crybabies that wants the old america back GET OVER IT .... America is changing and there is nothing you can do about it!  So why dont you do yourself a favor get that racist stick out your ass and change with the rest of us.  Soon Hispanics will be the MAJORITY!!  Not the MINORITY!  Here is an idea GET YOUR ASS OUT IN THE ORCHARDS AND WORK IN THE SUN ALL FUCKING DAY LONG!!!  Cause that is what our hispanics do .... they give you the fruits and vegtables you are eating probably while you are reading this......

 

"NOS PINTAN COMO UNOS JUEBONES, NO LO SOMOS

VIVA MEXICO CABRONES!!!!"

-MOLOTOV

 

 

Hey everyone.  I hope you all are doing great.  It has been awile since I posted anything but that is to expect when you are a new mother and barely have time to take a shower, eat a good meal everyday, or let alone just have a moment of free time.  Jazmyn was born on August 3rd of 2007.  I started having labor pains at 4 in the afternoon on the 2nd and went to the hospital around 7pm.  My contractions were about 1-2 minutes apart and I thought I was going to die.  Around 9:30 the doctor came in the room checked me and said I was 3-4cm and my water had broke.  They put me in my room got me my drugs then came to check me again around midnight.  At that time I was 6-7cm and progressing nicely.  Around 2am the doctor checked me again and I was only 7cm dialated.  Around 4am I called in the nurse and told her that I thought I needed to push.  She checked me and I was 10cm and the head was "crowning" so she called in the doctor and and at 4:43AM my beautiful baby girl Jazmyn Lynn Young was born.  She was 7lbs 9.9oz and just perfect! 

   Now motherhood is great and I would NEVER give my baby up for the world but it is really stressful.  When she cries and isn't hungry it gets frustrating because I'm still trying to learn all of her cries.  Jazmyn is a month old now and is about 9 1/2lbs.  She is doing great and I enjoy everymoment with her. 

  My fiance Manuel is also the best thing that could of happened to me.  He isn't her sperm donor but he is her daddy.  He loves her and I very much and I thank God everyday for giving me such a beautiful baby and a wonderful man. 

Hey everyone.  I hope you all are doing great.  It has been awile since I posted anything but that is to expect when you are a new mother and barely have time to take a shower, eat a good meal everyday, or let alone just have a moment of free time.  Jazmyn was born on August 3rd of 2007.  I started having labor pains at 4 in the afternoon on the 2nd and went to the hospital around 7pm.  My contractions were about 1-2 minutes apart and I thought I was going to die.  Around 9:30 the doctor came in the room checked me and said I was 3-4cm and my water had broke.  They put me in my room got me my drugs then came to check me again around midnight.  At that time I was 6-7cm and progressing nicely.  Around 2am the doctor checked me again and I was only 7cm dialated.  Around 4am I called in the nurse and told her that I thought I needed to push.  She checked me and I was 10cm and the head was "crowning" so she called in the doctor and and at 4:43AM my beautiful baby girl Jazmyn Lynn Young was born.  She was 7lbs 9.9oz and just perfect! 

   Now motherhood is great and I would NEVER give my baby up for the world but it is really stressful.  When she cries and isn't hungry it gets frustrating because I'm still trying to learn all of her cries.  Jazmyn is a month old now and is about 9 1/2lbs.  She is doing great and I enjoy everymoment with her. 

  My fiance Manuel is also the best thing that could of happened to me.  He isn't her sperm donor but he is her daddy.  He loves her and I very much and I thank God everyday for giving me such a beautiful baby and a wonderful man. 

This past Sunday I got a phone call at 7 in the morning from my best friend Ellen.  Her boyfriend's brother was murdered in Washington D.C.  Seriously what kind of sick jack ass could do something like that and NOT THINK TWICE!!  How would they feel if we went off and killed someone they loved, cut their time to spend with that person short, they wouldn't like it!  So why the hell do that?  WARNING TO ALL NONE BELIEVERS - JESUS IS COMING BACK AND BOYYYY IS HE PISSED!!!!  Do unto others as you want done unto you!  If everyone lived by that standard life would be so much better, unless you were some cold hearted bastard that didn't give a SHIT about anyone!  But let me stop lecturing and get to what I really wanted to do.... 

 Let's just take a moment and pray for the family and friends of Walter Ramos.  I pray the killer is put to justice and that his family and friends may find piece.  Something I struggle with is that God wants us to forgive and forget.  I know it's hard to think about forgiving a man that just killed your loved one but hopefuly threw faith in Christ his family can find the strength to do that.  One thing I always say is that I may forgive someone for the wrong they have done but I will never forget.

What am I doing?  I stop and think to myself am I doing the right thing?  I have a little life inside me and how the hell do I know that what I am doing is for the best of my Daughter?  I'm not just responsible for my own life I'm responsible for an innocent baby girls' life as well!  Am i doing the right thing?  Am I going to be a good mother?  I think of the song "Jesus Take the Wheel" by Carrie Underwood at this point in my life .... Jesus I give up just take the wheel and take over my life! 

Hey ya'll I'm in my final trimester now, and I am getting HUGE.  Javier and I are still not together but he seems to be getting his act together as a father.  A little to late but whatever.  LOL.  I can feel her moving around in there and kicking more and more everyday.  She makes me have to go to the bathroom more frequently which is really difficult especially at work because welli just cant be running to the bathroom every 15-20 minutes.  She is about a foot long now and wieghs about a pound.  So little!!!!  It's amazing how they grow and develope.  Well I wil keep you guys posted about my pregnancy.  Keep in touch ya'll.

Hey everyone.  Here is a little update for the people that dont know what the hell is going on in my life! (Hell dont feel left out I DONT EVEN KNOW)  Javier and I are no longer together.  He kept telling me that the baby isn't his so it was causing me so much stress that at 5 mths pregnant I was feeling Braxton Hicks contractions.  My doctor was concerned that I would go into premature labor.  So I left him.  Now that bastard wants to come around in my life when i'm TRYING to get over him and NOW he says that baby is his HELLLOOOOO why the hell wasn't he doing that in the first place.  He wants me to get back with him but i'm aftraid that if i do things wont be different.  why should i be with a man that wants to play games with my baby and me ... for 7 mths all i heard was him threating to leave me ... DO IT ALREADY BE GONE!!!!!

You know what?  Immigration is REALLY pissing me off!  Do they even stop and think what they are doing to familes here in America?  First off for example a mexican husband and a mexican wife are illegal but have had children here in America, the children stay here in America if the parents are caught by immigration.  Second example, in my personal case there are families that one parent is legal and the other parent is illegal.  The illegal parent gets caught and out of choice have to leave the other parent and their child/children behind.  Immigration is tearing our families apart in America.  How would they like it if I went into their home and tore thier family apart. LEAVE THE MEXICANS THE FUCK ALONE ALL THEY WANT TO DO IS WORK!  You say America is a free country WELL WE ARE NOT FREE!  If we was free we wouldn't have taxes to pay, we wouldn't pay rent, pay for our lights, and people that just want to improve thier lives wouldn't haven't to live everyday afraid of being kicked out of a free country.  Free country my ass America has gone to hell and who do we have to blame?  I dont think I have to answer that!  I wrote a little poem I'd like to share...

TO AMERICA

Why are you doing this?                                                                     

cant you just leave us be

why are you forcing me to take my last kiss?

dont you know they have a family?

you are tearing us apart.

you say you only want to improve our land.

you want a war its about to start

the man you call our leader is making rediculous demands.

how would you like it

if i destroyed your life

it would hurt you mus admit

if all was left here was your kids and wife

that is what you are doing

tearing apart all the "interracial" families

the american dream is all they are persueing

american isn't free we all pay to many fees

sing your song proud

scream you love your land

shout it nice and loud

you scream your free yet you meet all the crazy demands.

this may be my country

but here is no home of mind

i'm going to say this bluntly

get ready for WW3 i see all of the signs

i wont fight

defenetly not for you

you have taken my american right

to one day to a mexican man say I do.

 

one more thing i have to say is that go ahead and throw me in jail for my opinions about our country, and immigration, and our president.  I will proudly sit a life sentence for that!  Cause at least my baby will know that mommy is in jail for fighting for something that is right!