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Life is crazy, No? We all can state for a fact that for the majority of my age group (speaking of the ages 14-20 by the by) is either going through a relationship they think is love, or has just been hurt by a loved one atleast once in their life. And as I sit here, doing yet MORE of Mr. Wood's History Homework (I think He would laugh at the mention of how many times I've mentioned him in this damned blog) I think about many many different "loves" that I've had in my life, and find that each one is more important than the one preceeding it. I don't know if I have a point to this blog, or if it's just aimless nature. But let me ramble for a while.

I'm also sitting here listening to "Save Me" by Queen. I wonder if our adult counterparts (our parents for those who don't understand Reb speak) went through the same problems, fighting with different parts of love, trying to put themselves out there without getting hurt, and testing the waters before they jumped. It would make sense that they would, but every now and again I get surprised by God's many different secrets. (if you can call that a secret).

I really REALLY do NOT want to get back to school on Monday, I hate school, it's so boring. Not to mention that my favorite teacher likes to pull my teeth out with paintbrushes every time I have her. (I have her twice, and I was being poetic. No one start making cracks *cough*GANONSMITH*cough* :3)  It's hard for me to phathom making it through life never falling in love atleast once, it's a human right I would guess, as far as standards are. I've asked many adults in my life, and they all state that they've been in love, and seeing that there is only two people in my life (2 uncles and aunts) who haven't experienced divorce (GOOD FOR THEM. I hope I don't ever have to experience it.) and Haven't had problems with drugs that I know of, it's kinda like asking Porky Pig advice about barbaque sauce. (Yes I did steal that joke. LEAVE ME ALONE.) by the way, as I leave you with this good sized journal I'd like to state for the point of punctuality.

I'M NOT ON DURING THE WEEK. IF YOU LEAVE ME THINGS IN MY MESSAGE BOX, DON'T EXPECT AN ANSWER TIL FRIDAY. PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND.

That will be all earthworms. Have fun.

~Reb

...Yeah. I can tell it's already going to suck

 

I have history homework. I should probably do it. :( I hate my existance. and Mr. Wood's US history Honors class. DX Oh well, enjoy the rest of the week munchkins!!

 

~Reb

Yes. I'm starting this mess up again. I know I know, I'm goofy. YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME. I've been reading a lot of stuff lately and going through some different terrors in my life. I'm very emotional at the moment. I think that comes with being an artist though, really can't get over that one.

Everyday get's harder and harder. Art block is setting in (because I've changed my style completely it's trying to run away from me), Christmas is comeing close (because of Ganonsmith *glares at him* I dunno what I should do about the holidays), and I find myself yet again Single because of my own stupid insecurities and problems that I had last year that never cleared themselves up. Maybe I try way too hard.

Everything's changed on here, I've never seen Myspace so shiney before. Maybe I should start keeping a blog more. Nothing real interesting to state, other than the fact that I'm starting up yet another Web Comic, but this time I'm going to have Ganonsmith as my writer and some of my artist friends help me set up a page. I'll put the link up when I get a link. Anyway. Hope you have a better holiday season then I.

 

~Rebby

Hey Everyone! It's Rebby! Back with another, non-in-your-face Blog!

Summer has officially started, and I've hit the art blocked road again. But I'm hopeing that life will throw me some inspiration soon. I'll probably be going off to my grandmother's house in Ohio for a month. But I'll keep up with everyone. I promise to be on Myspace and Sheezy more, That is if I don't get eaten by MapleStory XDDD The boyfriend got me addicted to it (I'm watching you Kiba :3)

Personally I hope that I get out of my slump soon. It's not working with me too well. I seem to have lost my path on the Christian road somewhere, but I'm not dropping of the road, I just need to find myself again.

I'll see you guys later!

~Rebby

I miss all of you, My Maryland homies. Ganonsmith.....Jeremy.... and Rachel!! I miss you all so much. I know I haven't been posting much and I'll try to do more of it over the summer, worry not. On another note, I have gained a life outside my room, but friends are friends. I miss hanging out and talkin' to people about random things.

Just wanna say that 4 more weeks till I get the computer back, and trust me. Xel won't be able to get me off for atleast 2 days. I promise! I've been so busy I just don't know where the time goes anymore.

 

Anyways, I'll let you all know asap!
~Rebby

Rebma here, I'm just leaving a blog. I'm going to start using Myspace as a Place for people to catch up on news on my art, groundings, teh social life from h3ll and Geometry. Yes. I will be talking about Geometry. Anyways, I'm in the middle of changing art websites. Right now I'm using a site called Deviantart (DA) But I'm switching to Sheezyart (SA) For the one reason that 1.) it's smaller. I'm also able to change my backrounds and things like that. Customize it, i didn't really get to do that with DA. 

Also for all of you who have noticed my dating status on the first page, I am not Single anymore. AND I DON'T WANNA SEE ANY WHINING! I won't name any names but *coughDemoncough* is a very cool guy and I love him a lot. He makes life a helluva lot easier to get through. I also am in the middle of a Artistic Crisis. Right now I'm trying to work out my drawing style, I'm also trying to get FSA working for me again. Not to mention that I need to keep myself indulged in Geometry. I'm going to really REALLY buckle down and try to figure it out. Hopefully I will be able to get weekends to use the computer, but I dunno so don't quote me. I'll have my grounding status on my page so you know what's going on. You can find it under my "About me" Blurg. I think that's all I have for you guys. Happy Early Valentine's Day to those who care ;)

HEY! Did you know that "X" equals 7??
~Rebby

I've been listening to this song like crazy. No lie! I think it's becoming my main theme song, like I won't ever be able to get it out of my head, the Soft Techno beats.... The dark sound.... the voice singing... Yea to say it's not my jam is a lie. :D I think Ganonsmith Has officially Poisoned (or enlightened) my mind with the Animatrix songs, And yes I knew that the Animatrix was around, but I never got to watch it. Maybe I'll rent it/borrow it from someone some time, But for right now I have to worry about semester finals. Oh yes... The dreaded finals. And I'm not afraid of Six of them. It's one of them that scares the bejebuz outta me; Geometry. It drives me insane! Not to mention that I'm gonna hafta quote a passage from Othello. I'm telling you English teacher's like to freak me the hell out with stupid Shakespear! I don't mind it at all, but when you make me QUOTE it, you might as well be asking me, "Hey, can you pull a rabbit out of your foot?" and I'll hafta tell em "No I can't pull a rabbit outta mai foot. Cuz my foot ain't got no hole." And don't ask me how that is relevent to me failing the Othello part of the test, because I have no clue. Other then that I got a new Game called "Baten Kaitos" for the Gamecube. Hot stuff it is! It's kinda like Final Fantasies 7 and 8 had a baby with Legend of Dragoon and you get Baten Kaitos. Look out for fan art, I've already found a charactor I think I'm gonna like, but I'm not sure yet!I'm also gonna get started on FSA Chapter two real soon, I re wrote some parts of the script and need my "editor" to look over them with me then I'll start it. I'm hoping to have it done before Valentine's day. Anyways, I'll see you guys later!! Enjoy Your weekends! You lazy bastards! ((Same Journal posted in my Myspace.com Blogger ^_^))

Jeez, Do I hate writing!!
~Rebma

It causes more problems then needed. Also, don't trust Jeremy with Photoshop... Wait, don't tell me you Marylanders let Jeremy have Photoshop?! RUN FOR THE HILLS PICTURE OVERLOAD!!!

...Ummm yes sorry about that... Hhehehe..... I had a moment. Now excuse me while I go do homework.

~Rebby

Hey Everyone Reb here. Another Blog. I think I took too long to put out another one but I was too confused and wrapped up in Christmas and it's wrapping paper to even say anything. But I'm here one more time, Leaving you guys a Blog of what's been going on, Telling you all why I was confused and keeping a Rocket in my Pocket and a Need to scratch! *clears throat* Now one to the rest of my Blog without further adieu!

The last couple of weeks have been choas. What with getting a new dog, my mother getting ready to get married, my Boyfriend and I breaking it off, Getting things thrown back into my face, and just crappy stuff being thrown all around. Not to mention the case of Teen angst my Mom thinks I'm in the middle of. *shakes head* My mom thinks I'm in such a mood because I want to kill someone. When the target is too vague for her to sense. I've had the worst stomach ache that is subsiding since two days ago! In the middle of it I was afraid (since I was using the rest room alot) that I would dehydrate. But that never happened. And yes I did just share that on the internet and I don't care. I'm just being truthful.

The guy my mom's marrying only cares about himself and his Feelings on things. First I drew an abstract drawing to show Change in life, Yeah. He comes back with "Any idiot could do Abstract" I told Ganonsmith he gives me "It's true though: any idiot can make Abstract art. but it takes an amazing idiot to draw it well." Looking back on it I was a little hurt, but now I'm laughing'. Thanks Ganonsmith for being there. *gets back on subject* anyways the guy thinks me and the rest of us are "Heathens" because he's Catholic and we aren't. Then he says he can't read the Bible or he'll make up his own religion XDDDDD I laughed so hard I couldn't even tell you. This guy's going to have a bumpy relationship with my Evangelical Mother :3

Also I would like to share with all of you (Yes even my band Freshmen that follow me around everywhere) I'm quitting band to pursue Drawing. I know that my mom is dissappointed in me. My dad hates me for it. And the band freshmen will squeal NOOOOOO! But I have to, I just don't want to do something that won't help me later on in my Fine arts career. I want to be a Cartoonist, not a band nerd for the rest of my life. But I'm carrying out the rest of this year and taking both Drawing 2 and Painting 1 next year. Anyways, Don't worry. my freshmen homies. I plan to coming to a majority to the Football games, and Lauren, I will be coming over to your house next year and stealing you! I don't care what you say! You are staying my Captian for life! MWAHAHAHAA!! *Clears throat again* which brings me to the next part of this. My mom is letting me paint the Manger scene on my Garage. Yes I know now a days it could be Suicidal, and I could get Graffitied all over my house. But I don't care. I'll just paint over it! The season's called CHRISTmas. I'm gonna make Nevada open their eyes <3

Also My Fan Comic is going along smashingly. Fangen Sie An's Chapter two will be up after the holidays

That's all I have for you guys. Happy holidays! And have a good New Years