Never fall to much in love with someone. Never get too attached. Cause when they hurt you, it will hurt way worse then what you think it would. I have been in this situation recently with my ex Michelle, I thought she loved me, promised me forever, and all that bullshit.  Dont buy any of it. Never buy any of it. It only looks good on paper.  You never want to get to close to anyone cause it will make you want to kill your self when its over.  Never tell anyone you love them unless you mean it, never tell anyone you want to be with them forever unless you MEAN IT. Never ever ever hesitate to break up with someone.  If you think you dont want to be with them, then break up with them, or by the time you would actually break up with them, you could of had your life on tract already.  I wrote my ex the very last poem i will ever write in my life to anyone that is not a project.  I told her i loved her, i meant it, but i guess she did not feel the same for me.  I got my ass bombed by china, I let her get to close to me, i trusted her too much, i let her pick me up so high that when she dropped me i became paralized.  I never thought love would try to kill you.  But let me tell you something, it will if you let it, thats why you never fall in to much love.

for those who wanted to see the poem i wrote, here it is

I miss your love, i miss your kiss,
I just want to make a wish,
We will be together oneday,
but for now i pray,
I love you, i really do,
I thought this relationship was true,
I guess i was wrong, people make mistakes,
I never did the right thing,
You were the one that made my heart sing,
But now your gone, just like the wind,
99 miles per hour, then gone the next hour,
I never knew how much i lost,
till the end that i hate alot,
i guess loving me, you did not,
I miss your touch,
I miss your smile,
guess ill see you after while,
this thing didnt work,
I dont even think i can flirt,
Dam life makes me hurt,
I wish you were here,
you were the only one that made me tear,
I still dont think its over,
I need a four leaf clover,
for good luck, a better chance,
Maybe for one last dance,
One last dance in the sky,
with only you and I,
I never really thought of it,
But now it really hit,
I treated you like shit,
I wish it was the old days,
able to live without pain,
I have nothing now,
Just me and my pal,
I lost everything,
its like losing a game,
you dont get back what you lost,
its gone till you win again,
Or atleast until you spin,
I never said bye,
I never will,
I know its not over,
Its just a thrill,
Only part of a ride,
So scary, I cried,
I want it back, i really do,
I know our love is still true,
If not, then the skys not blue,
If you still dont miss me,
then maybe the sky is green,
Cause of everything i have seen,
Dam love is mean,
I hate life right now,
Feels like im moving no where fast,
I must be out of gas,
I know this can work,
Just give me another chance,
if not now, someday,
Atleast let me show you my way.