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Saturday, November 08, 2008 

Current mood:  excited
Category: Writing and Poetry

NEW!!!  Excerpt from

Abby the Sheep

The third book in The Eyes of the Stable Series

by Christie Gerschutz

Copyright © 2008

CRM Books

ISBN: 1-933341-30-0

Reading Level:  Grades 2-5
 

 

Chapter One


 

"Up and at 'em, boys and girls!  Come on, rise and shine, let's go!" 

  

Abby opened her eyes groggily.  The smell of damp grass drifted into her nostrils, and she sat up, sniffing the air.  "Mmm, breakfast," she mumbled to herself.


 

"It's a great day to be alive, everybody!  Get up!" Jeremiah, the guard dog, announced cheerfully.


 

She stood up and shook bits of grass flying out of her thick black wool.  Looking around, she saw the shepherdess, Jael, going around the flock and nudging all the sheep, coaxing them to get up.  Outside the flock's round stone sleeping shelter, the two shepherds were busily making breakfast for the three of them.  Fish again it looked like.  Abby crinkled her black nose.  She didn't really care for fish.  Grass suited her just fine.


 

Woof!  A loud bark startled her, and she jumped.  "Haha! Gotcha Abby!  Hehe!"  The guard dog, Jeremiah, skittered happily around the flock, making sure everyone was present and accounted for.  "C'mon Reuben, old boy, wakey wakey!"

 

Reuben was the oldest of the sheep in the flock.  He was also extremely grumpy in the morning.  "Hrmph.  Can't any of you just leave an old sheep to rest in peace?" he muttered.


 

Jeremiah licked his face and jumped back from the sheep's biting teeth.  "Nope!  All right Simeon, Levi, Judah, get up.  Morning's here once again!"


 

The three sheep got up and stretched, mumbling about the perkiness of Jeremiah this early in the morning.  Abby smiled and shook her head.  He may not have been smart, but Jeremiah certainly was the life of the flock.  She turned to her left and saw her plump best friend, Hope, sleeping on her back again.  The pure white sheep's mouth was open, and she was snoring loudly.


 

"Hope, wake up.  Hope, you're going to drown yourself one of these days," Abby chastised.  She got up and nudged her friend's side.


Hope woke with a start.  "AGH!" she cried, flailing desperately.  She continued to yell and flail until finally she laid still, her eyes wide.


 

"Where…am I?" she whispered.  "There's no grass."  The terrifying thought of never seeing grass again came to her mind.  She shuddered and began to flail again.


 

Abby pushed her friend's side until she rolled over.  "There.  Hope, you fell asleep on your back again."


 

Hope scrambled to her hooves.  "Oh!  Oh, well, thank goodness you were here Abby!  I could have died in that no-grass world!"  She looked down and immediately began holding a conversation with a ladybug that crossed her path.


 

"Okay, everybody, let's run through today's checklist!"  A slate-gray sheep named Dan walked around the flock vivaciously, counting everyone and letting them know what their job was for the day.  He did this every day, and everyone usually ignored him.  He always failed to realize that he was actually a sheep and not a human.  "All right, let's see, let's see, we have Abby, Issy, Hope and Asher!  You girls have been graced with the lovely job of making sure everyone gets fed, eats well, doesn't choke on something, you know, motherly type things like that."


 

Issy, a large white sheep with dark speckles on her nose, rolled her eyes and turned over sleepily.  "Dan we're sheep.  Get over it.  We ain't gotta make sure nobody gets fed.  Way we look, we could all fast for a year and not get rid of all this blubber."  Issy was a rather feisty ewe who didn't take trouble from anyone.


(Check out the rest of Chapter One by purchasing your very own copy of "Abby the Sheep.")
 

Chapter One

 

1.     Vocabulary

a.     Vivaciously

b.     Upstanding

c.      Chastise

d.     Repute

e.     Sacrilege

2.     What made Hope get so scared when she woke up?

3.     What caused Simeon and Levi to fall off the cliff?

4.     What did Abby do to Asher to make her mad?

5.     Why do you think the other sheep like to make fun of Abby?

 

Project:  Write a short poem about what the world would be like without grass.


 

~


 

Abby has felt out of place in her own flock since she was born.  The rest of the sheep have always teased her for looking different.  But one day Abby's lonely life is shaken up by the appearance of one very persistent little flea, who has a very important message.  Suddenly Abby goes from being an unpopular, odd sheep, to being the only sheep her flock can trust.  Follow Abby as she and her friends are thrown into the midst of the most dangerous and life-changing event of their lives.


 

Dedicated to:  Jonathan Black and my dear friend, Sara Sullivan, and her children Elizabeth and Nathan


 

Acknowledgments:

To Corel Baumunk (Jonathan the shepherd), James Gordon (Isaac the shepherd), Megan Bost (Hope), Dan Flock (Dan the sheep), and Nick Powell (Matthew the flea).  Thank you guys for being willing to share your personalities with me, and for inspiring awesome characters!


 

No part of this book may be reproduced without prior written permission from the publisher.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 

Current mood:  drained
Category: Writing and Poetry
NEW!!!  Excerpt from
ABSAROKA:  Land of Shining Mountains
The second book in the Land Of... Series
by Christie Gerschutz
Copyright © 2008
CRM Books
ISBN: 1-933341-28-9
Historical fiction for Grades 5-8


Chapter One
Youth likes to wander.


Emma O'Brien cautiously pushed a pine tree branch away from her head, letting it flop back into place behind her.  She continued her hunt carefully.  As her bare feet softly tread on the warm soil, the young girl again heard the sound that had peaked her curiosity in the first place.  A strange sound, like mewing of a kitten but different.  There was a familiar scream to it, but she couldn't place where she'd heard it before.

She noticed a swarm of flies hovering over something behind a large bush.  The sound seemed to be coming from that direction, so she walked to the other side of the bush.  As she did so, the sound ceased.  A dead cougar, its tawny side slashed open obviously by the sharp claws of a grizzly bear, was sprawled on the ground.  The cougar had the grizzly's signature silver-tipped brown hairs in it teeth, a sign that it hadn't gone down without a fight.  Emma looked around, her eyes now greenish-gray with sadness.  She spotted a small quivering creature, hidden in the brush a few feet away from the dead cougar.  Pulling away some of the plant growth, she saw the reason for the animal's fight to the death.  A young cougar cub sat crying, covered with dirt and twigs.  It looked to be about two months old, only a little bigger than a house cat.

Oh, the poor thing, Emma mused to herself as she tenderly brushed the dirt off the shaking cub.  No wonder it's skeered to death.  It had to sit here an' watch its own mother get killed.  The young cougar allowed Emma to pick all the twigs out of its thick, spotted fur.  It didn't show any signs of being afraid of her.  Emma cocked her head to one side.  "Wonder why yer not skeered of me, though?" she asked aloud.  She pondered for a moment.  "Maybe you've never seen a human so you don't know to be skeered."

A crashing sound came from the underbrush behind her.  The cub shrank in fear from the sound, cowering in the dirt.  The crashing grew louder and Emma heard small trees snapping.  She turned and pressed her back into the bush behind her as far she could.  A dark shape was running--or rather, shuffling toward the small clearing.  The ten-year-old gasped as she realized what it was.

The shape, a full grown male grizzly so common in the mountains of the Dakota Territory, rose on its hind feet and roared.  It stood nearly eight feet tall, and was obviously badly wounded from the cougar's razor-like teeth and claws.  Emma knew that a wounded bear would do anything if provoked.  Every muscle in her body tensed as the bear dropped heavily to all fours and began sniffing around the dead cougar, not ten feet away from Emma.  If I jus' stay perfectly still, maybe he won't notice me an' will go away.  The baby cougar obviously had other ideas.  Just as the bear was about to turn away, the cub let out a blood-curdling cry that startled both the bear and Emma, who jumped in fright.

The bear swung its huge head toward Emma and growled.  It seemed the bear's sight was impaired, for it waved its head back and forth, trying to figure out the direction of the sound.  It lowered its head and started sniffing the ground, lumbering towards Emma.  Her heart raced as the bear's hot breath fell on her bare feet.  Suddenly the grizzly again rose up on its hind feet and roared fiercely.  It raised its paw to strike her when a shot rang through the still mountain air.  Two more followed, and the grizzly's eyes glazed over.  With a loud thud and a cloud of dust, it fell to the ground beside Emma.

As the dust settled, she saw her eighteen-year-old cousin, Eric McLain, lower his rifle.  He lifted an eyebrow at her as he asked, "You ever gonna learn how to stay out of trouble?"

(Check out the rest of Chapter One by purchasing your very own copy of "Absaroka:  Land of Shining Mountains.")

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Ten-year-old Emma O'Brien and her family, along with the Morgan family, have settled in with her aunt's tribe at the foothills of their beautiful country, the Absaroka Mountains.  Although it's a place where rugged mountains, towering trees and rushing rivers abound, living with the Absaroka Indians isn't all it seems to be.

Emma and her family face terrible danger with attacking wolves and bears, and the hardships of living in the Dakota Territory.  With gold mining settlements springing up in the area, the Absaroka Indians are talking of moving even deeper into the mountains, where cattle ranching would be impossible.  Will her family dare to risk another move?  And what will happen when Emma flees into the vast wilderness in search of her runaway friend?  Follow the O'Briens and their friends in yet another incredible story of life, faith, and strength in the face of difficulty.

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Over the past couple of years I've gotten a few messages from fans who were concerned about my signature message, "Rise up and be God's!"  So I thought I would take a moment to explain the meaning of it for anyone who might question it.

As most of you know, Rich Mullins has been a huge influence for me in music and my Christian walk.  With his signature was simply, "Be God's."  I loved that message, so I adapted it by adding "Rise up" to it.

Just so everyone understands, I am not condoning trying to make ourselves "gods" as in a deity all our own.  The word I use is "God's", a possessive noun, as in, belonging to God.  So my message does not mean "Go and make yourself the center of the universe... a god."  It simply means "Rise up above the crowd and strive to belong only to God, as His child and follower."

I hope that clears everything up.

Now more than ever we need to...

Rise up and be God's!

Christie Gerschutz

P.S.  If you really like my message, check out my T-shirts that have it written across the front in bold yellow!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 

Current mood:  dorky
Category: Writing and Poetry

Excerpt from:
KEN-TAH-TEN:  LAND OF TOMORROW
The first book in the Land Of Series
by Christie Gerschutz
Copyright © 2007
CRM Books
ISBN:  1-933341-25-4
Historical fiction for Grades 5-8
 
 
Chapter One

He knows the price of everything and the value of nothing.

Emma O'Brien walked to the top of the hill, the dew-laden grass cool and soft on her bare feet.  As she loved to do at sunrise, she knelt down and drank in the view.  Low, rolling hills covered the landscape, their green trees and swaying grass rustling with birds and wildlife.  A hazy mist lay softly on the scene, slowly lifting with the rising June sun.  The clouds on the horizon were radiant with vivid colors, and the sky above was a stunning azure blue.

She breathed in the sweet smell of Kentucky bluegrass and looked over at her family's cows.  The cow pasture was carpeted with the beautiful grass, its bluish-green tint matching her eyes.  Mabel, Feisty, and Blaze grazed contently, occasionally lifting their heads to stare at the little eight-year-old daydreaming on the hill.

Emma's white teeth flashed in a grin as she thought of the time her cousin Eric had tried to ride Mabel.  The memory of his landing smack on his backside made her giggle.  As she turned her eyes back to the view in front of her, she noticed that a tiny sparrow had lighted on a large rock beside her.  Emma's eyes turned a deep sapphire blue with delight.

"How er you, little feller?" she asked.

He merrily tweeted in reply, cocking his head as if studying the girl.  Emma's black Labrador, Hank, growled at the trespasser.

"Hank, stop that. He ain't hurtin' no one."

"Emma!"

Her mother's voice made Emma start.  She jumped up and looked back towards the farm, where her mother, Faye, was standing on the porch.

"Yeah, Ma?"

"Time to go get your chores done! Faye hollered.

Emma sighed heavily. "Oh, c'mon, Hank. Let's go."

The faithful dog trotted cheerfully after her, not understanding but happy to be along.  Emma walked down the hill, casting a wistful glance at the scene behind her.  Mabel lumbered in the door of the big brown barn to wait for Emma.  Emma pulled out the cumbersome wooden bucket and set it on the ground under Mabel.  Plunking down on the three-legged stool, she began the tedious work of milking the hefty black-and-white animal.  Mabel stood obediently until Emma was finished, then plodded back out to the pasture to join her fellow bovine.  Emma lugged the heavy bucket up to the front porch, the frothy milk sloshing against the sides of the container.

"Here's the milk, Ma."  She set it on the porch outside the door of the two-story wooden plank house.

Her mother walked out, wiping her hands on her crisp white apron.  "Thank you Emma," she said, looking down at the bucket.  "My, Mabel sure is giving a lot of milk.  We'll have lots of fresh milk and butter now that the calf won't be taking up most of it."

"I guess so.  It still seems so sad that they have to be taken away from their mothers so soon.  Oh!  Ma, do you think Feisty's gonna have a calf?"  Emma fairly danced at the thought.  "She sure is gettin' fat."

Faye smiled and answered, "Ask your father when he gets home."

"Is that a yes?  Is it?" she persisted.

"Emma, I'm not saying yes or no.  Just ask your father what he thinks."

"What who thinks about what?" a deep voice called.

Emma turned and looked up the path.  Her sixteen-year-old cousin, Eric, was coming down the lane with two bucketfuls of fresh strawberries from the field, his tan face and arms glistening with sweat from the sun.

"Eric!  Feisty's gonna have a calf!"

"Emma!" Faye said sternly.

Emma snapped her jaw shut and slowly turned to look at her mother.

"What did I say?" Faye firmly asked.

"I--I mean I'm s'posta ask Pa if she is... 'cause she might," Emma stated, then lowered her head.

"Aw, that's awright, little cous'.  I knew what ya meant."  Eric grinned and put his arm around Emma's drooping shoulders, "C'mon, help me clean these strawberries up fer cannin'."

Emma glanced at her mother for permission.  Faye smiled, her pale blue eyes showing her fondness for her oldest daughter.  She pushed her own brunette hair off her face.

"You can go help your cousin.  Afterwards I'd like you to help me out with this here new canning invention.  I sure am glad that your aunt's neighbor in Brooklyn--what's his name-- Mr. John Mason sent us these jars.  Sure makes it a lot easier to keep food."  She looked at the glass jar in her hand and shrugged.  "It's supposed to keep food tasting better for a longer period of time.  It would sure help out with keeping food in the winter.  Well, I hope some company will manufacture it for him and make sure people find out about it.  Anyway, yes, you may help Eric.  But first take that crock of beans down to the cellar.  I decided I won't be needing it for supper after all."

Emma froze.  "The--the cellar?"  she asked quaveringly.  "Are y--you sure you won't need it fer somethin'?"

Faye turned towards the door.  "Yes, Emma, I'm sure.  I've told you, there is nothing down there that can hurt you.  Now go."

The little girl picked up the jar and began slowly walking toward the cellar doors.

"Oh, Emma," her mother called, stepping back onto the porch.  "Here's a candle so you can see down there.  And remember, do not go through that inner door for any reason whatsoever."

As if I would ever want to, Emma thought.  That's the only thing that scares me about the cellar.  Her knees shook as she made her way around the house.  She tucked the clay jar in the crook of her arm so she could shield the flame with her hand.  A locust flew past her and she jumped.  Finally, she stood before the double doors of the cellar.  She took a big breath, set the jar down and opened the doors.

Cool air rushed out and nearly extinguished the candle.  Holding the jar tightly, she cautiously crept down the squeaky wooden steps.  She paused at the bottom and looked around.  The candlelight cast weird shadows on the walls, where rows and rows of shelves lined the dark cellar.  Dried and jarred beans, corn, peaches, peas, carrots, and of course, strawberries were the only good things about the cellar in Emma's eyes.  She hurried over to the strip of bean jars and placed the crock on the dusty shelf.

Turning to her left, she spotted the inner door.  For as long as she could remember, her parents had forbidden her to go behind that door.  She had often heard noises coming from it, but could never distinguish what they were.  Whatever was in there, it scared her.  But as terrified as she was, she still decided to walk over and turn the knob, just to see.  Maybe there was some present in there for her that her folks didn't want her to know about... or maybe for her sister.

She scowled.  Her sister Katie was the baby in the family and always seemed to be the favorite of her parents.  A thought popped into her head.  Wouldn't it be fun to discover her sister's present and let it loose?  After all, those noises could be coming from an animal.  She'd let her folks think that it got loose on its own.  So Emma ignored the little voice in her heart that tried to dissuade her, and reached for the knob.  She paused as she thought she heard something behind her.

OOF!  The wind was knocked out of her as two brawny arms clamped themselves around her waist.  The candle fell from her hand, and blackness enveloped the room.  She caught her breath, screamed as loud as she could and tried to kick her attacker.  Her bare heel connected with a shin, and the stranger grunted in pain.  The arms dropped her, and she ran for the door with all her might.  She tripped on the last step and fell into the bright sunshine.  Opening her eyes, she squinted back towards the cellar door.

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Emma O'Brien had always wondered what was behind the forbidden door in the cellar. Her sixteen-year-old cousin, Eric, had kept her from finding out the secret with stories of rats and trolls that lived in the room, but eight-year-old Emma's curiosity is becoming greater. Her suspicion continues to mount after the family is accused of helping runaway slaves. Emma's family then faces deadly peril when the Battle of Perryville rages near their farm in Kentucky (Ken-tah-ten in the Iroquoian language). Follow the O'Brien family as their faith is tested through the trials and tribulations of the Civil War era.


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Saturday, October 13, 2007 

Current mood:  thankful
Category: Writing and Poetry
Excerpt from
Jacob the Donkey
The second book in The Eyes of the Stable Series
by Christie Gerschutz

Copyright © 2007
CRM Books
ISBN: 978-1-933341-26-2
Reading Level for Grades 2 - 5


Chapter 1

    This is the story of a hero.  Not your most noble hero, nor the brightest or most handsome, mind you.  But without him a very special event may not have occurred, at least not where it did and when it did.  This is the story of Jacob, a donkey.  Let start at the beginning, shall we?
    It was a wintry night in Nazareth.  The stars blinked on slowly, one by one.  A lone white calf looked up at them, watching her breath float up and evaporate into the chilly night air.  She shivered.
    "It will be a cold night for the new one's birth.  Maybe Elijah will let the mother stay in the stable tonight."  The sound of Elijah's voice prompted her to find out.

*

    "NATHAN!"  Athalia brayed at the top of her lungs as the labor pains grew more intense with each passing breath.
    The farmer Elijah was monitoring the colt's progress, trying to keep Athalia comfortable at the same time.  "Whoa, my dear.  There will be time enough for noise later.  You need to stay calm for your little one here."
    Athalia took several shallow breaths.  "Oh, if only you knew, Elijah.  I sure wish I could give you a piece of my mind right now!  NATHAN!"

    A tall, light gray donkey tore into the stable, out of breath.  He came to a clattering halt beside his beloved, nearly slipping on the clean straw.  "Is it time?  Is it time?  I'm so sorry, dear, I was out with the sheep and David and I were talking about the crops and the rainfall and Peter's new mate and I just totally lost track of time and—"

    "Nathan, just be quiet would you?"  Athalia asked wearily.

    Nathan took a few deep breaths and lay down beside her.  "How are you doing?" he asked more calmly.

    "I'm all right. I hope our baby's okay, too."

   He touched noses with her reassuringly. "It'll be fine."

    A few more animals drifted into the fairly large stable.  Two doves perched on one of the cedar rafters, turning their heads and cooing at the long-awaited miracle.  The white calf and her father had poked their heads in.  Three mice sneaked in along the wall so the farmer wouldn't notice them.

    Elijah wiped his forehead.  "Whew!"  This colt is taking longer than I thought it would.  You hang in there, girl," he said, patting Athalia's rump.

    "Come on, dear, you can do eet," chattered one of the mice in an accent that no one recognized.

    Foam began to build on Athalia's reddish-brown sides as the time of her colt's birth drew near.  Nathan stayed by her side and coached her breathing, trying not to faint himself.

    The female dove was busy instructing everyone as to what their duties were in the birthing process.  "All right, everyone, we got a big deal going on here so give this girl some room, animals!  That's it, that's it, move it back there.  Hey, you three," she hollered at the mice.  "You the fastest.  Go tell the animals down at Josiah's farm that Athalia's come due.  Hurry!  This colt's not gonna wait much longer!"

    They scurried off, muttering something about being bossed around by a bird.  The dove flew down and landed on a post near Athalia's head.  After watching Athalia's labored breathing and heaving sides, she offered some encouragement.  She spoke softly.  "You gonna be fine, honey.  I seen plenty of birthings 'round here and you doin' just fine.  Won't be too much longer so hang in there."

    Athalia gave another hard push.  She felt the colt kick and maneuver and remembered how she never thought her firstborn would be so active.

    Elijah chuckled to himself.  "There, there, now little one.  Not much longer."  He looked up to see three cows, ten sheep, six donkeys and fifteen mice huddled around the stable door.


*

    As the last of the animals were shooed out by the tired middle-aged farmer, Athalia, Nathan and the dove who finally introduced herself as Leah watched with amazement as the little colt took his first weak, wobbly steps.  He gave a feeble, quavering bray as he fell, which caused a shocked look on his face.  Leah laughed so hard she nearly fell off the rafter. 

    "Poor little guy," she chuckled.  "Look how anxious he is to get up and move.  I understand he was quite the little kicker, Thaly."

    The colt's mother laughed.  "Tell me about it.  I don't think I slept a wink those last few days.  But you know what?  I didn't mind.  I knew he was healthy and that was all that mattered."  She smiled fondly at her son.  "Nathan?" she asked.

    The proud father turned to look at his beloved.  "Hmm?"

    "What will we name him?"

    Nathan thought for a moment as the newborn dark gray donkey was fighting to keep his balance.  Finally, one, two, three steps in a row.  He gave a little jump as he turned to walk the other way.

    Nathan grinned.  "Jacob.  He will be a strong donkey, a leader among them.  I have a felling he won't be one to back down from a challenge or to let another come before him."

    "I've always loved that name," a soft voice said from the back of the stable.  The other three animals turned and watched as an old donkey, nearly white with age, slowly walked into the light.

Questions

Chapter 1:

1 Vocabulary
    a.  Evaporate
    b.  Maneuver
    c.  Engrossed
    d.  Reverie

2.  Why was Nathan so late in getting to Athalia?

3.  Who was Dorcas' first love?

4.  What happened to Dorcas' Jacob?

5.  Why do you think Dorcas is sad when she talks about her Jacob?

Project:  POETRY

Write a poem about baby donkeys or babies in general.

~~~~~~

When a one-year-old donkey named Jacob was given to a young carpenter as a betrothal gift, he worried about a trip he would have to make to Bethlehem.  To make matters worse, he learned that he would have to carry the carpenter's wife, who was expecting her first child, all the way there.  With the encouragement of his animal friends, however, he not only made the journey to Bethlehem, but also realized he had a very special role in another gift that changed the world forever.

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Monday, August 13, 2007 

Current mood:  creative
Category: Writing and Poetry
Excerpt from:
Samuel the Camel and the Lone Star
The first book in The Eyes of the Stable Series
by Christie Gerschutz
Copyright © 2007
CRM Books
ISBN: 978-1-933341-19-4
Reading Level Grades 2 - 5

Chapter 1

"Let's try one more time, Samuel," Miss Abby said. "I know you can do it."

Samuel, a three-and-a-half-year-old Dromedary camel, groaned under the heavy load on his back. He and his teacher, Miss Abby, had gone over this a hundred times. Once again, he rehearsed the actions in his head and sighed. It wasn't that he couldn't stand up, it was just that he couldn't do it "properly." His left foot and right foot didn't want to get up together.

Miss Abby waited patiently. She was the best teacher Samuel had ever had at the Dromedary Academy of the East. Her kind heart and loving patience made her the most popular teacher with the young camels.

Samuel took a deep breath and tried again. He cautiously got his hind legs up, then...

OOF! Samuel grunted. He tried to jump up, but fell to his knees as the load shifted forward. Tears came to his eyes. "I'm never going to get it, Miss Abby."

"Of course you will, Samuel. It just takes practice." She started pulling the load from his back with her strong teeth. As the young camel shrugged off the last bag, she advised him, "Samuel, I would recommend that you have a relative or friend help you with this at home. That way you'll get the greatest amount of practice in before the test tomorrow."

He nodded and lumbered outside in search of his best friend, Ono. Ono was a rather interesting camel. He was shorter than the rest of the students in Miss Abby's class, and the only camel in Dromedary Academy that wore glasses. Many of the other camels made fun of him. Of course, that was probably why Samuel and Ono were such good friends. Samuel was no ordinary camel either. Instead of the typical light brown coat, Samuel's was a creamy beige. He knew it stood out against everyone else's brown coats. His nickname was usually "Ghost" or "Pastyface."

Samuel rounded the corner of the school and spotted his friend absently kicking a ball while the other camels had spitting contests behind him.

"Hey, Ono!" Samuel called, galloping up to him.

Ono looked up. His eyes brightened at the sight of his best friend. "Hey, how'd you do with Miss Abby?"

Samuel sighed. "I still can't get it right. I hope my dad gets back from his trip soon so he can help me."

"Yeah." He gave the ball a hard punt away from them. "Don't feel bad, I can't get this whole 'no fear' thing down. At least you don't get scared like I do."

Samuel shrugged. "You aren't having a test on not being scared though. Miss Abby's final test on all our abilities is tomorrow. I don't think I'll be able to graduate if I don't pass."

Suddenly the ball Ono had been kicking smacked into the side of his head.

"Ow! Hey, who--," Ono stopped, and his eyes grew wide with fear.

Samuel took a step back as a tall, muscular dark brown camel slowly walked up, a wicked grin on his face.

"What's the matter, Ono? Little ball gonna get you?" the dark camel asked, laughing.

Ono started prancing around and Samuel heard him muttering "Oh no, oh no, oh no" under his breath.

Samuel narrowed his dark brown eyes and took a cautious step forward. "Back off, Abijah. He's not bothering you. You've got no reason to pick on him."

Abijah scowled. "He's a geek and a coward; That's all the reason I need." He looked Samuel over. "Got a problem with that, Pastyface?"

Samuel didn't respond.

"That's what I thought. Get outta my sight before I kick you out" Abijah stomped the sand with his front feet and stepped forward threateningly.

Samuel took several steps away from the bully. "Come on, Ono. We don't need to listen to the dummy."

Snarling, Abijah began to run towards them. RIIIIIIINNGGG! The school bell rang the end of recess, and all the camels rushed to get back inside the school. Abijah halted in his tracks. He spit at Samuel and Ono, then turned to leave. "You just better watch yourself, Ghost. You too, Geek."

"Oh no, oh no, oh no...."

~*~

"And one, two, one, two, not so fast, Abijah, your rider will be bouncing all over the place! One, two, one, two," Miss Abby continued to gently coach her students as she walked among them.

Abijah snorted. "Why do we even have to do this dumb exercise?" he complained when Miss Abby was out of earshot. "I already know how to carry a full load and a rider! That's more than I could say for some camels, " he added, laughing at Ono.

Ono was stumbling along, trying to get into the rhythm Miss Abby was chanting. "I can't do this, Samuel," he moaned as he tripped over his own feet. Samuel nudged him forward with his broad nose.

"Just keep going, Ono. We're almost done," he whispered to him. Shortly, Miss Abby had all the camels sit down and rest for a moment as she made an announcement.

"Listen up, everyone. I know how much you all have not been looking forward to this announcement," she paused with an understanding smile on her face, "but it has come time for the trip to Mr. Balfas' shop."

A chorus of groans and grumblings arose.

"I know, kids, it's not going to be very comfortable getting a hole punched in your nose. But it's part of growing into a working camel. The hole is necessary so that your rider can direct you with the rope that gets strung through it, and you can still chew your cud. Now, the whole process takes less than ten minutes, and the pain is only temporary. I've received permission from all of your parents to take you down there right after school. Any questions?" She looked around the room. "Good. Now, let's get started on proper camel etiquette!"

Samuel tuned Miss Abby out as she began to talk about the importance of gentle behavior in a camel and instead whispered to Ono, "I don't think it'll be that bad; What about you?" Ono didn't answer. Samuel turned to find that his friend had fainted away.

Questions

Chapter 1
1. Vocabulary
a. Dromedary
b. Debris
c. Etiquette
d. Instinct

2. What made Ono different than the rest of the camels?

3. What was the announcement Miss Abby made?

4. What does Mr. Balfas do?

5. Why do think that Abijah doesn't like Samuel and Ono?

Project: Sculpture. Look up camels in an encyclopedia, then make one out of clay!


Synopsis

When a young camel named Samuel and his best friend, Ono, graduate from the Dromedary Academy of the East, they find the most important lesson of all is still ahead of them.  They also learn that Abijah, the class bully, is the least of their fears as they are chosen from the graduates for a secret mission.

Endorsement

"With Samuel the Camel and the Lone Star, Christie Gerschutz offers a beautiful and compelling Christmas story full of lessons for children, Grades 3-5.  Her mastery of creative curriculum suggestions for students is astounding.  It is both refreshing and enlightening to see this level of work from such a young adult.  I look forward to many more literary offerings from Christie." 
~Catherine Ritch Guess, author of the Sandman Series and the Shooting Star Series.

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Monday, August 06, 2007 
Rudy's Great Gulf Adventure:
Mississippi-- Two Years after Hurricane Katrina

Hey everybody!  I'm back from my missions trip, and boy do I have a story to tell from it.

I arrived in Gulfport-Biloxi, Mississippi, on July 22nd, around one in the afternoon. After Jamie picked me up at the airport, we took a drive down the coast to survey the damage. What I saw astonished me! The coast used to be a very, very ritzy, affluent part of town. Huge mansions, historical or otherwise, used to line the beautiful clear blue-green ocean. Palm trees used to stand tall and proud, casinos glittered on barges 500 or 600 feet long out in the bay. Roads, piers, and bridges were strong and well-traveled, taking tourists and residents from one side of the bay to the other. It was the place to be for tourists, high rollers, sun bunnies, and families.

On August 29th, 2005, one of the strongest and deadliest hurricanes in history made its third landfall over the border of Louisiana and Mississippi. Hurricane Katrina, a Category 3 hurricane at that time, ravaged the coastline and caused damage for hundreds of miles inland. It lost its hurricane power once it got to Meridian, Mississippi, more than 150 miles inland. The federal disaster declarations covered 90,000 square miles. The effects of Katrina were seen as far north as Ontario, Canada.

Hancock County, Mississippi, was one of the hardest hit counties in Katrina's path. She caused a thirty-foot storm surge to virtually drown the coast. The casinos on barges out in the bay were picked up by the wave and thrown into houses, buildings, hotels, and anything else in its way. The water and wind stripped the trees of their bark, and the ones that weren't uprooted or killed are to this day bent nearly at a forty-five degree angle away from the ocean. The trees that had their bark stripped away are bare and black, and they stand there limply, waiting to decompose and fall to the ground. The roads, piers, and bridges that stood in the ocean were almost completely washed away.

When we drove down the coast that day, two years after this devastating storm, I found myself sitting there in utter awe. What used to be clear blue-green water is now a murky gray-blue. When the workers clear away the non-recyclable debris, such as sheetrock, they dump it into the ocean. Since there's just tons and tons of debris, there's nowhere else for them to put it. There's only certain places you can swim there now, since all this debris is causing the ocean to be a health concern. The hurricane washed away much of the beachfront, eliminating a lot of tourism. The piers are now just random poles sticking out of the water, mostly at odd angles, ready to fall over at any time.

The huge mansions that used to line the coast are no longer there. When the storm surge hit, it literally picked up the casino barges and obliterated them. All that's left of the homes and businesses are parts of the foundations, some with the address numbers spray-painted on the sides. There's a road that runs right along the coast, and it's still pitted and bumpy from having eroded from the water.
 
Other than the casinos, everywhere I looked, probably only about 10% of what I saw was actually rebuilt. There were houses that have been overgrown with weeds and mold, and debris still littered the ground. There were boats in the middle of the forest, and cars in trees, people's belongings still clinging to trees as well.

But as much as the "scenery" made my heart hurt, nothing could've prepared me for these kids.

Christian author, Catherine Ritch Guess, her son Jamie, myself, eight youth from a church in North Carolina, and a few chaperones all worked with about 35 kids (ages 4-11) for five days. "Rudy's Great Gulf Adventure" consisted of crafts for the kids, a T-shirt for them to keep [which everyone signed], games, snacks, lunch, stories, and of course songs. Catherine started the non-profit organization, Rudy and Friends, to help libraries in hurricane-devastated areas restore their stock of books. She goes around selling her Rudy the Red Pig and Kipper the White Squirrel books, also collecting donated books to take to these libraries.

Anyways, back to the kids. The first day we arrived at the little church where we held this event, I had NO idea what to expect. All I knew was that there were going to be kids. Lots of them. =]

We set up for the first day, making sure everything was in place on stage, that Catherine had all her books and everything where she needed them to be, that we had all the food prepared. Finally we were ready to start at nine o'clock.

Once all the kids had arrived, we were busy putting name tags on all of them so we didn't have to shout "Hey you!" When that was finished, we began the chore of getting them all to sit down quietly so we could tell them what we had planned. The first day we played several games, taught them some songs, and then we had lunch. One of the church girls put on the Rudy the Red Pig costume and Catherine read her book to the kids, while Rudy acted it out. That was the day everyone got to have their picture taken with Rudy. We sent the kids home around three, still as bouncy and hyper as when they had come in. The whole day was exhausting, loud, and I was POSITIVE I was never having kids. lol

We went back to the church that was housing us, our air mattresses all laid out in the sanctuary. We had spaghetti that night, and after that I got ready for bed. I remember thinking "Oh my word, these kids are nothing but sugar-filled bouncy balls. How am I EVER going to make it through the week??" I had to pass through the eating area to get to the sanctuary from the restroom. As I did, I overheard the other adults talking about the kids and the situations they live in. I decided to listen in.

These kids come from every economical living situation imaginable. The wealthy, middle class, poor, poverty level, you name it, these kids live in it. Or at least they did. Now most of the kids we worked with live in what are called FEMA trailer parks, more specifically the Renaissance Village. Here, it's like a modified prison. There are a couple hundred single-wide, white, plain FEMA trailers that sometimes hold seven or eight people. Not that they're supposed to, but that's what some of the kids live in. One of the boys there told us that he usually sleeps in the closet. There are cops in the village to keep crime down, not that it does much good. These kids are used to people breaking in and stealing what little they've got left. A lot of these kids are FEMA kids, or kids that have either lost their parents to the hurricane itself, or their parents have committed suicide, leaving their children to hopefully be adopted by others down there, sometimes getting five or six kids to a family. These kids have lived through the hurricane, not just been alive when it happened, but actually lived THROUGH it. They've seen their homes destroyed, their families ripped apart, all their belongings just washed away. For two years, their lives have had no sort of order or discipline, most of them haven't even been back to school. How can you go to school if your school isn't there anymore? The Boys and Girls Club seems to be quite popular, a place for the kids to go that is the closest to school as they've been in awhile perhaps.

I remember the next day looking at the kids in a different light. Even though we weren't allowed to know which kids had lost their parents, we found ourselves treating them all a little more gently, yet a little more firmly, trying to restore a little bit of sanity into their lives. We fed them seconds if they wanted them, knowing that they might not eat tonight. We let them talk to us a little more, knowing that probably no one else wanted to listen to their story. There were a couple of kids that stood out to me, for different reasons.

Camalynn. This girl was the most precious, sweet, intelligent, caring little six-year-old I'd ever met. She had this dark red, gorgeous curly hair, and those adorable eyes. She always had a smile on her face, even if she was shy. She was smart too. Her vocabulary rivaled many of the adults that were there =]. When she told a story or something, she always focused on the good instead of the bad. One day she was telling Catherine, "We didn't lose EVERYTHING in our house. The bricks stayed there; that was a good thing wasn't it!" To see someone who had lost everything yet still saw the good in it moved me so deeply. At the end of the first day, we all got in a circle and told something we'd learned that day. Camalynn said "I learned that it's okay to be shy even if there's lots of people around."

Mikayla. She was one of the older ones in our group, probably about ten I think. This girl was a boisterous African-American girl with a love for cooking. She puts peanut butter on EVERYTHING!! =] Even though she was tough to get along with at times, she was such a cool kid. You could really tell that she just wanted someone to sit there and be a friend. Her dream is to be a chef. One of the things that made my heart hurt was the fact that so many of those kids may never get a chance to pursue their God-given dreams.

Hunter. Hunter was a boy about ten years old, hyper and loving at the same time. This kid captured the hearts of me and one of my worker friends, Megan. He would always want to be around us, would help us out doing different things, and kept talking when he wasn't supposed to. Which was probably why I love him so much =] The whole week he was kind of our buddy, the one to make us laugh and to make us cry.

The week proceeded with no major catastrophes. We had water balloon races that turned into "get the workers as wet as possible" fights, crafts that made us glue our hands together =], songs that were off-key but beautiful anyway, and journals the kids made that broke your heart. We had these foam sheets that we strung paper in between so the kids would have little writing journals. We told them they could draw or write what happened in the hurricane. I took a couple of pictures of what the kids drew. They were drawing lightning bolts and raindrops, and houses under water, and trees on houses. One little boy drew his house with a tree on it. He told me the tree fell into his bedroom. That was probably the first time that week that I wanted to cry so bad.

One of the days we took the kids to the beach, to collect seashells and other things to remind them of what happened, and of when we came. We made ice cream sundaes for them when we got back. The next to last day we held a carnival, giving out tickets to the kids that were good, letting them do things to earn tickets, letting them use their tickets to pay for food or drinks or games. We had all kinds of fun games and balloons and prizes for them.

That evening all the workers went to New Orleans. The devastation there was staggering. You really would think that all the damage happened yesterday with how this place looked. The outskirts of New Orleans was home to houses that were nearly falling down, debris scattered everywhere, mold clinging to houses, abandoned streets with trash strewn everywhere. Lucky for us we got lost in the ghettos (apparently Catherine has a knack for doing that =P) and the damage we saw just made us sit there and stare out the windows. Once we got to the French Quarter things looked much better. The Quarter wasn't nearly as badly damaged and it was business as usual. We walked around for a while and got something to eat (the red beans and rice were the BOMB), then walked down Bourbon Street at ten at night. That was... interesting. There's ten times as much music there as I heard in Nashville, and a heck of a lot more... shall we say... lewdness. Drunk people, high people, half-naked people everywhere. It's like a mini-Mardi Gras all the time. Lots of tourist traps with masks and lewd T-shirts and all kinds of fun stuff [sarcastically speaking]. As we walked back to the bus we saw a few people conducting séances under the trees. I've never really been in a more sin-filled place.

The next day was our last day with the kids. Catherine had told us beforehand that we couldn't let ourselves cry, because these kids needed us to be strong for them. They had gone out the night before and bought each one of them a unique gift. We had an awards ceremony, giving every kid an award and a gift. It was only a half-day, so we only had until lunch with the kids. After the ceremony we had a snack for the kids and began helping them get their things together that they had made during the week. One by one [or sometimes two by two] the kids left, each hug a little harder than the last. When it came time for Camalynn to leave, she gave me a great big hug and said in that precious voice of hers "You're coming back again, right?" I had to choke down my tears to answer her. "Someday, hopefully."

When Hunter's mom showed up, she cried when she was telling us how much it meant to all of them. She said that the kids were happier and calmer when they went home and they looked forward to the next day so much. Hunter came over and told Megan and I how much fun he had, which of course made us want to cry. So we're standing there trying not to bawl and he just grins up at us and goes "Don't cry." This little guy, who's been through more than we could've ever imagined, is telling US not to cry. We hugged him a zillion times and tried to stifle our tears until he left.

The church looked so empty after all the kids left. We had a lot of cleanup to take care of, lots of stuff to load back into the bus and van. All of us just kind of milled around quietly, thinking about the past week and how much we were going to miss those kids. We took silent refuge in the fact that for five days, we were able to bring a little love and care and stability into these kids' lives. We were able to show them the love of Christ for a little while, to show them that people do care and are praying for them. It was amazing, yet very ironic, that God had taken me from the Renaissance Hotel in downtown Nashville to the Renaissance Village in Mississippi within a month's time... from singing my songs in Nashville to singing with a group of precious kids who had virtually lost everything. While it was a very sobering experience for me, it still leaves me in awe of God's amazing plan! No one would ever be able to convince me that I was there by chance or luck.

Once again I realized why I do what I do. It's for them. For all the people out there who are hurting and searching. I'm here to help them see that God is still there no matter what their circumstances, no matter where they are in life... to point them on towards Jesus Christ.  He is LORD of all.

Thanks to everyone who prayed for our group and for your love and support while I was gone. It's great to be back! 
Sunday, May 27, 2007 

Current mood:  thankful

Ruth 1:16 Ministry 4 Teens... Becoming Women of Faith Interview

 

Christie has had a love for a variety of music all her life, Contemporary Christian Music is her favorite. She began piano lessons at age 6, and currently plays nine different instruments - the piano / keyboard, violin / fiddle, acoustic guitar, hammer dulcimer, Appalachian mountain dulcimer, tin whistle, drums, trombone, and voice - with a desire to learn even more.

Currently, she is focusing on writing books for youth and children. Books that she has written and that are available for purchase are Rekindling the SpiritFire: Reflections of an American Homeschooled Teen and Samuel the Camel and the Lone Star. Christie is also busy writing and recording songs for her new CD entitled Rekindle the Fire.

Through her music, writing and speaking engagements, her desire is to reach her generation about seeking God and doing His will. Eventually, she would like to live in the West where she can work with the Native American Indians, but she will go wherever God calls her.

Christie has discovered her calling as a musicianary - a missionary through music. Her prayer is that through the power of the Holy Spirit, her books and music will help people to have a real and personal relationship with the Lover of our souls, Jesus Christ.

I recently had the opportunity to interview Christie and found that not only does she have wonderful talent, she is an amazing young woman in the Lord.

 

1. Tell us a little about your album. What was the inspiration behind it?

Well, I don't have a CD available yet. Although I'm hoping to eventually. My songs are really inspired by my relationship with God and with others. Several were written specifically for certain friends, but I think that they can be relevant to all of us. We all suffer difficult times where we need encouragement; and we all go through joyful times where we just can't contain all the praise that we have for what God has done. "God's Song" was written for a friend who lives far from me. She was going through a difficult time and I wanted to be there to hug and comfort her. I asked God to give me the right words and that song is the result of it. "A Beautiful Thing" was written for some friends that were getting married. They had asked me to sing at their wedding and I thought how most songs are about love at first sight. But there are times when people are friends and as time goes on their love grows until they fall in love. Much like our love for God grows.


2. What motivates you?

Definitely God and my love for music and writing.


3. How do you measure success?

Wow! Of course, I'd like to be successful at what I do. I think we all desire that. But I think it's more than just our careers. It's about our faith. To me success in life means finally coming to the place where I can fully trust God and just say "Alright, whatever you want, God. It's totally your call."


4. What is your view on how young women of God should dress?

I think young women need to not only think about how guys are viewing them, but also what Jesus would say to them if He walked up to them. He does see and know everything. So Ladies, COVER UP. Your clothes may not be tight, but if you're revealing your chest, or your stomach, or your entire leg area, chances are you're not being modest. On the flip side, you may be completely covered, but if your clothes are skin-tight, it's not any better. You may be trying to attract the attention of some cute guys, but remember all the weirdos that you'll be attracting too.


5. What is your view on beauty?

Beauty is how you see yourself in Christ. If you see yourself as beautiful within, you'll have the joy of Jesus and realize how beautiful you are to Him. I'm sick of the industry (music or acting) telling girls "You have to be skinny in order to be somebody," then the media slams girls if they're too skinny. "Do they have anorexia? How thin is too thin?" when at the same time, they'll talk about girls that are "too fat." "Is so-and-so getting sloppy? Is she too big?" It's dumb. People come in all sizes. Personally, I will never be petite with a tiny rear or bird legs. I am who God made me to be at 5-ft 9-inches. If I am beautiful in Christ, then I'm beautiful in life. And so are you.


6. How do you handle peer pressure, even in the entertainment industry?

Haha, see answer above. Fortunately, I haven't had to deal too much with the pressure to look good yet, but I do know how hard the industry pushes for us to look and sound amazing. I have always been somewhat of a rebel, so if they tell me "You have to dress a certain way to be popular," I will work that much harder to prove them wrong. Maybe the rebel in me has help me stand up to peer pressure. Anyway, I hope to show a higher standard to girls. That it's okay to be modest, to have fun and still glorify our Savior. That will be true beauty.


7. What is your favorite hymn and why?

Wow! I do love "What a Friend We Have in Jesus", just because it helps to know you're not alone even when you feel like it. My favorite worship song is "Draw Me Close", because it helps me as a single woman remember that I have a Savior who loves me passionately. Sometimes I like to just listen to the song and think about if Jesus were singing it to me. You know we are His Bride! But there really are so many hymns, praise & worship songs that I like and a lot depends on what I'm going through at the time and how it ministers to me.


8. What is your favorite verse?

I love Psalm 37:4 "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." Although at times I've held Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 as a reminder that we all go through tough times.


9. Tell us a little about the books you've written, how did you come to write them?
What was the inspiration?

My first book was "Rekindling the SpiritFire: Reflections of an American Homeschooled Teen", a teen devotion and Bible Study. Through that book I was invited to the International Christian Retail Show in Denver where I met author, Catherine Ritch Guess. She encouraged me to continue writing and suggested that I write about things that I know and love with a passion. All I can say is that I never set out to be an author; God brought me here through circumstances beyond my control. He is so amazingly awesome!

Now I am writing for CRM Books of North Carolina. The Christmas stories, "The Eyes of the Stable Series", are for children in upper elementary. It's like "Charlotte's Web" in that the animals are the main characters. The first book "Samuel the Camel and the Lone Star" is about the birth of Christ as seen through the eyes of the Magi's camels. The second one will be out this Christmastime and it's "Jacob the Donkey" and is about the donkey that accompanied Mary and Joseph. I guess I'm writing something a little different in that it won't really make any difference which book is read first in the series. Each one will be centered around the birth of Christ, but from different perspectives of the animals. Samuel deals with a bully and his own pride. Jacob deals with the loss of his father and fear. I'm hoping that each book will be able to touch children in different ways, because I know that each child is struggling with different issues. Whether it's putting up with bullies, pride, forgiveness, even an underdog friend that comes out a shining hero, the death or loss of a family member, fears of the unknown, tired of the same thing and wanting to go explore the world. Just a lot of random fun characters that make life interesting.

I also am writing a series for older children (Middle School) called the "Land Of Series." The first one will be out next month and it's called "Ken-tah-ten: Land of Tomorrow." It's about an Irish immigrant family living in Kentucky (Ken-tah-ten in Iroquois language) during the Civil War. The second book in the series is "Absaroka: Land of Shining Mountains" and is a continuation of the family's life after they settle in the area northeast of what is now Yellowstone National Park to begin cattle ranching. The publisher wanted books that would appeal to both boys and girls. I grew up loving the Civil War era, cowboys and Indians (I'm part Irish and Indian so I had an interest in my heritage), rodeos, and the whole West thing.

 

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007 

Current mood:  calm

God I try so hard to let them know

How much You care and how much You've showed

Your love for us through what You've done

But sometimes all I wanna do is run

From the off-beat voices and the despairing hearts

That need You so bad but they don't know where to start

That listen half-heartedly to what I say

And sometimes when I sit here I don't wanna stay

In this place of remorse and this place of denial

They're all in and will be for awhile

Lord You've got the answer

Will You show it to them please

Cuz right now all I want is for this mourning to cease

 

But I know

That

When my

Heart

Breaks

You'll still care

And when

All

My tears

Fall

Your hand

Will still be there

So take

My

Hand God

And lead

Me on

To where I can truly see

A place of simplicity

 

And when their hearts are cold and dark

And I have to unfortunately play the part

Of the perfect girl with the perfect life

But they still don't hear

God that's when all I can do is cry

I want them to know and I want them to see

But I wonder if it's enough just for me to be me

Do they need something more? Do they need a bigger life?
Do they need someone without so much strife?

Will you give me the strength to be like You

To say no to Satan and to You be true

God just let me be You to them and all their lives

Don't let them give in to the enemy's lies

 

But I know

That

When my

Heart

Breaks

You'll still care

And when

All

My tears

Fall

Your hand

Will still be there

So take

My

Hand God

And lead

Me on

To where I can truly see

A place of simplicity

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 

Current mood:  awake

When it all comes down

To me and Him

When all I want's staring me in the face

And it all depends on a whim

Will I turn will I run

Will I run away from my love?

Will the pull be too strong

Am I too weak to carry on

Will I have the guts to say no to myself

To everything that I've wanted and yes to the One

Who gave me those wants

Who gave me those needs

Will I turn my back or fall to my knees

And cry

 

God

Take me near

Take me far

Take me there to where You are

I don't want a thing

Not a thing but You

So bury all of me

In all of You.

 

And when that cliff plummets beneath me

And I'm so scared to fall

Will I keep what I think I want to myself

Or will I be able to let go of my all?

When the time comes to make that decision

The choice of whom will I seek

Will I choose my own fickle desires

Or choose the One who chose me?

Will I crumble and sob with my face to the ground

And say "I'm so sorry" or even make a sound

Will that thing that I want still be there when I fall?

Or will God let me down will He even care at all?

Will I cry,

 

God

Take me near

Take me far

Take me there to where You are

I don't want a thing

Not a thing but You

So bury all of me

In all of You.

 

Just

Take me near

Take me far

Take me there to where You are

I don't want a thing

Not a thing but You

So bury all of me

Yes bury all of me

Just bury all of me

In all of You.