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Benjamin Little


Last Updated: 11/16/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 25
Sign: Virgo

City: Highlands Ranch
State: Colorado
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/19/2005

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April 14, 2006 - Friday 
This is the life i got to live
This is the time that I can give
The efforts that I make
Are just so that you won't escape

Feels like I'm falling
Like this would never ever change
I just keep stumbling
I am the fool in your charade

Sleep is an overrated thing
Something to do when I know I win
Let me know when its time to go
I have a lot of things to show

April 14, 2006 - Friday 

Current mood:  recumbent
If the shelter comes from
Your home sweet home
Check the switch and if the light is on
The new prophet sings
The death of modern era
A presenter proud of its mind level-zero
You can think it's a joke or the search
For new audience

Macabre thoughts for a night
Without star fence
Flows out the power
Mind sets you are dead
Through vapours you hear
The right vision comes back

Paralyze your future secret plan
And your idea of wondering of everything
Finalize, close your hands
And try to hold inside
At least a little bit of sand

The final lie
The worst you could believe in
Reset the living
And wait what has to be

Come with me into the highest sky
You're the demon
Who can believe in everything
Call inside you last forces
And live your time, once a life
By your choices

Red clouds covering the sea
Last horizon
It's why I had to live

The discovery of a new dimension
Once disclosed my old wings

March 21, 2006 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  disappointed
Thousands of years and nothing has changed
We are killing each other every day
Dices of future are rolling again
Telling who's gonna live or die away
Unleash yourself and prepare for the worst
The only way to survive
Here we are, standing too far
To realize our destiny

There's something wrong with our breed
We keep on wanting more we need
Look at our children with fear in their eyes
Innocent minds full of hatred, anger and lies

In the course of years, we've been making laws
We're supposed to live by the rules
But always there's someone who's lost and alone
And getting approval only from fools
So where do we point and who we'll believe
What comes around goes around
For what reason why, what's the truth and the lie
The question's never answered

There's something wrong with our breed
We keep on wanting more we need
Look at our children with fear in their eyes
Innocent minds full of hatred and lies

Armed to the teeth, ready for a kill
No plans for the future, no reason to live
We are the mirror what they'll become
You know what they say, like father like son
There's no one to blame, there is no "the truth"
This is our legacy what we will leave for our youth
Currently listening:
The Odyssey
By Symphony X
Release date: 05 November, 2002
March 5, 2006 - Sunday 

Current mood:  drained
All systems down, something's wrong
Unplugged and freezed to the bone
Feels like I'm locked out, helpless within
I can feel uncertainty's rising

We trust too much and we are too blue-eyed
We get careless and we will fail
And we will wake up when it's too late
Tower of power is crashing down
My life will be erased, no files will be found

Gazing the screen, feeling the power
Still walking on the thinnest ice
For the last three to five years memories been saved
Without warning everything's gone

We trust too much and we are too blue-eyed
We get careless and we will fail
And we will wake up when it's too late
Tower of power is crashing down
My life will be erased, no files will be found

There's something invisible here with us
Untouchable, spreading like rust
There's something invisible here with us
And it's teasing and tearing our minds apart
There's a virus

There will be time when I will rise again
When all the things are saved and settled down
I'll be awake and I will never fail

There's something invisible here with us
Untouchable, spreading like rust
There's something invisible here with us
And it's teasing and tearing our minds apart
There's a virus

Currently listening:
Thunderstone
By Thunderstone
Release date: 09 July, 2002
December 14, 2005 - Wednesday 
Have you come to deliver
a message from home
Or are you here to devour
what's left of me
have you come to deliver
a message from base
Or are you here to devour my secrecy

Taking guns away from men
During dawning of an unknown day
Fight hard for any cause,
fight for what your life is worth
And you shall see the enemy will fall

In the hills lying low
In protection of the mountains high
On the watch for anything that moves
Can never be sure what awaits beyond

I don't think I will need you, so tell me why
I don't think I will need you, so show me how

We're setting off to battle lines
Bring all the help that you can find

All this time and we still can't agree
We are so alone
On the run in every directrion
It's just you and me
Here I come with a gun yo mu head
What else to do
It's so cold in the years of infinity
I feel so alone

Have you come to deliver
a message from home
Or are you here to devour what's left of me

All this time and we still can't agree
We are so alone
On the run in every direction
It's just you and me
Here I come with a gun to my head
What else to do
It's so cold in the years of infinity
I feel so alone

Raging forth to take control
Of whatever's left to bring back home
In lack of moral self control,
eyes turning black
I take a life and give my own

I don't think I will need you, to take me home
I don't think I will need you, just leave me alone

Situation out of hand
In every way I die with pride
November 3, 2005 - Thursday 

1. Sleep with or without clothes on?: depends, either in my underware or naked 95% of the time

2. Prefer black or blue pens?: Black, it matches my "importent documents" (when was the last time you saw a blue job app?)
3. Dress up on Halloween?:fuck no
4. Like to travel?: yeah, but not if its in state, saying that you drove to durango last week is not even as cool as saying you drove to florida
5. Like someone?: yeah

6. Do they know?: i KNOW she likes me to, but im a putz and she sits right next to my mom at work lol
7. Who sleeps with you every night?: ummm, either my gun or my cat, whichever is there when i pass out
8. Think you're attractive?: honestly, yes
9. Want to get married?: yes, but not today(i cant afford a ring or a fucking honey moon!
10. To?: your mom! (people dont just say who they want to marry, that will never happen!)

11. Are you a good student?: I was a really good student when i was in school, but i still dropped out

12. Are you currently happy?: for the most part. im kinda drunk though
13. Have you ever cheated?: nope, and super fucking proud of it(been cheated on though :-/)

14. Birthplace?: Greenwood, IN

15. Christmas or Halloween?: veterans day?
16. Colored or black-and-white photo?: thats stupid, it totaly depens on what your taking a pic of and the purpose of the pic
17. Do long distance relationships work?: not if your family never gave you phone messages!
18. Do you believe in astrology? ummm, im gonna die?

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?: no, but i do beleive in LUST at first sight
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?: im a loud abnoxious raging drunk, and people love it!
23. Do you make fun of people?: more often than not
24. Do you think dreams eventually come true? more or less... but only if your drunk when it gets dreamed... then its just deja vu
25. Favorite fictional character: Kenneth McCoy

26. Go to the movies or rent?: netflix
27. Have you ever moved?: just moved back in with my parents for the next 3 months (looking for a roomy?)

28. Have you ever stolen anything?: lol
29. How's the weather right now?: acording to 303.337.2500 its 58 degrees out there...
31. Last person you talked to on the phone?: Matt i think
32. Last time you showered?: yesterday morning(what i work graveyards!
33. Loud or Soft Music?: louder than you can imagine(but VERY melodic)
34. McDonalds or Burger King?:Burger King

35. Night or day? night
36. Number of Pillows? 1
37. Piano or guitar? guitar ( have 5 of em)

38. Future job? either a cop or a mechanic... done one of em but im seriously considering the other, and yes, i do have experience(in police type work)

39. Current job? my 2nd security company...  and im the only one that knows what im doing!
40. Current love?: Newcastle brown ale

41. Current longing?: for more newcastle
42. Current disappointment?: only having one newcastle left

43. Current annoyance? ... do  i have to say newcastle again....?

44. Last thing you ate?: NEWCASTLE
45. Last thing you bought? NEWCASTLE!!!!

46. Most recent thing you are looking forward to?: MY LAST FUCKING NEWCASTLE!!!!
47. What are you wearing right now? Cop pants, combat boots and a black button up silk shirt(unbuttoned)
48. Plans for this weekend?: work on saturday from 1600-2400 and sunday from 2400-0800 monday morning... off every thurs/fri
49. What did you do today?: worked, got drunk, filled out this survey
50. Pick a lyric, any lyric or song: "I think you just made a big mistake...This is just a fake cause
I am,Guilty by association,sinner of mankind,I'm forced to
build my life upon this,hidden path I just can't find."

 

Oh yeah, that series in my "what im doing" section is the shit, i have read all 11 books in the past 2 months and am waiting for a new one!

Currently reading:
The Corps: Book 1 Semper Fi (Corps)
By W. E. B. Griffin
Release date: 01 November, 1986
September 23, 2005 - Friday 

Current mood:  blah
To rid the earth of the filth
To rid the earth of the lies
The will to rise above
Tearing my inside out

I feel my soul go cold
Only the dead are smiling

To rid your heart of all lies
Their poison tongues, poison hearts
Burning cold...
Now let the final darkness fall


'...The dream of the new disease
On wings of euphoria...
Sucking terror from the needle scars...'

22 years of pain
And I can feel it closing in
The will to rise above
Tearing my insides out
Currently listening:
My Arms, Your Hearse
By Opeth
Release date: 14 October, 2003
September 23, 2005 - Friday 

Current mood:  savage
Better it would be for me
And better it would have been
Had I not been born, not grown
Not been brought into the world
Not had to come to this earth
Not been suckled for the world

If I'd died a three-night-old
Been lost in my swaddling hand
I'd have needed but a span of doth
A span more of wood,
But a cubit of goof earth
Two words from the priest
Three verses from the cantor
One clang from the bell

Currently listening:
Remission
By Mastodon
Release date: 21 October, 2003
September 9, 2005 - Friday 

Current mood:  cranky
Life as it is, is not enough
There is much to be done
And behold, twist of fate
Increasing hate

Hey mother chemistry
What have you got for me
I need a shot, a kick, a dirty flick
I'm on fire

True desire

I need to get high
I need to get low
I need the system
To let me go

Can't someone just tell me the truth
can't you hold on to me
If I were to come home all dressed up
would you then take me in or laugh at my face
Please forgive all I said
don't erase my legacy
I know for a fact that you wouldn't let me in
cause I'm just the unwanted son
Can't someone just pick me up
can't you clean my memory
I know that you cried the last time that you saw me
but I couldn't help it or feel you

Hey mother chemistry
What have you got for me
I need a shot, a kick, a dirty flick
I'm on fire

True desire
Currently listening:
Unlimited
By Susperia
Release date: 29 June, 2004
September 9, 2005 - Friday 

Current mood:  blank

~full name-Benjamin Jacob Little

birthday-sept 13th(my 21st is on tuesday!!!)

~height-like 6'2" 

~weight-165ish

~hair color - brown

~no, natural hair color- brown...

~eyes- blue

~virgin- nope

~last time you:
-got laid: about a month ago

-madeout: about 2 weeks ago

-held hands: can't remember

-gave oral sex: about a month ago 

-recieved oral sex:a few months back-

touched someones genitals: last week.

-talked on the phone: like...two minutes ago.

-got a kiss: a couple weeks ago

-kissed someone: um....

-slept in someone else's bed: a few weeks ago

-told someone you loved them and ment it: Never.

-told someone you loved them and didn't: never

-were heartbroken: no comment

-were in love: havnt been

-made out with someone of the same gender: never

~in that "someone" you like:

-eyes: they gotta be realy nice

-hair: LONG HAIR IS SEXY!!!

-height: shorter than me

-funny or serious: funny.

-laid back or tense: laid back

-describe the perfect person: no such thing...

~have you ever:

-madeout in your parents bed: NO. Thats WAY FUCKED UP!

-dated someone atleast five years older than you: yes. i usualy do...

-dated someone atleast five years younger than you: no

-cut yourself: no

-tried to kill yourself :no

~random:

-celeberty crush:none...

-first love's name: never been in love...

-thing bothering you right now: lots of things... theres cars, work, ladies... all sorts of bullshit

-where will you be in 10 years? either a rock star or a cop!

-what are you listening to right now?: Sinergy

-what are you wearing: Black wife beater, black slacks and black combat boots... its most of my work uniform...

-what are you doing: filling this out. listening to music, being bored...

Currently listening:
Suicide by My Side
By Sinergy
Release date: 05 February, 2002