Life. One big fat lie.


When the words coming out of my mouth are false
And survival seems grim
If only I could transcend above this all
Break free and have my peace and adventure
And share of love



I once though raving was the meaning of life?(unbelievably) It's the pursuit of that happiness of being in the moment. I just want the whole house around me to explode out by my will, and fly away. This Matrix of a life. Of music and lights.

How people rely too much on buying things, have we truelly lost the ability to create...

So that I can fly away.

Venus in Air, Mars in Earth (Romantic Air, Earthy Desires):



While you appear to be somewhat flighty and lighthearted on a romantic level, you are an earthy and passionate lover. You are attracted to a partner who is fun and interesting, yet you also appreciate someone who grounds you and makes you feel secure—someone who is strong in an unassuming way. Intellectual stimulation feeds your romantic spirit, and a sense of security and stability turns you on. You are both supportive and surprising as a companion. Thoughtful, kind, and interesting, you are “good company”. A sensitive partner may find you hard to reach at times, however. You can be a dependable and stable lover, but other times you can appear alarmingly aloof. This can certainly confuse your partners, who don't know what they can expect. Sometimes, partners know they can count on you, but just when they think they have you “pegged”, you surprise them. You can be possessive at times, yet you need your own space and freedom. If a lover can forgive this seeming inconsistency, you are a fun partner who has the ability to stay for the long haul. Pleasing you involves proof of loyalty and commitment, as well as giving you freedom to do your own thing. You are certainly versatile, but you are also capable of great practicality when it’s needed most. You bring both playfulness and commonsense to a relationship.




-----  This makes sense, as apposed to what I previously though (scorpio/ venus and gemini/mars) It's sidereal astrology.. so everything moves back 24 days to make up for the recession the signs have moved in 2000 years. 1 degree at a time.