So I'm doing something for
SoundWalk in Long Beach again this year. And they asked all the participants to answer some questions posted in
this blog. They seemed sort of like the art world version of those MySpace "have you ever...?" questionnaires that people fill out about their lives sometimes. Reading my answers back, I realized that this was maybe a rare moment of me being more/less honest and scrutable about these things! So I thought I'd repost some of them here.
Creation
1. How do you create?
I am not sure that I ever actually create anything. Whether it's mine or not, I always just feel like I'm acting as a mere channel for whatever it is that's coming out. This is a very romantic notion of the artistic process, I know, but it's honestly how it feels here.
2. Where do you create?
In bed, 20 minutes before my alarm goes off. On the train, while staring at the backs of people's heads. Sometimes even while sitting at a desk! Oh, and of course on a stage - but only for what's really a very short moment.
3. What motivates and inspires you?
Billboards and bus ads. Seeds and babies: little things that grow into bigger things. All these trashy superhero movies that have been coming out lately. Big "collected works" books of poetry. People who do something besides whatever life has handed them to do. Also: unconscious feelings of sympathy and love.
4. Do you remember the first moment(s)?
Probably not!
5. Can you imagine the unborn sound?
Yes but it's less like imagining an unborn sound and more like imagining a person that you know must have existed at some point, somewhere, but you're not sure who or when or where they were.
Cognition
1. What is your understanding of "style" and "idea," and what does the term "underground" mean to you (character, aspect, practice, metaphors etc.)
Style is whatever ideas are clothed in. Style can be an idea too: clothes wearing clothes. I never use the word "underground" unless I'm talking about the place where beetles and snakes and prairie dogs live.
2. Is there such a thing as aesthetic fundamentalism? If so, describe it.
There's such thing as everything. Aesthetic fundamentalism is either...
a. Letting your artistic "beliefs" (however arbitrary) run away with your art
b. Having such a definite vision that you really believe that sticking to your sensibilities will result in a perfect creation
c. A foolish notion
d. All of the above
3.Is recognition important in the "underground," and, if so, how is it different from mainstream recognition?
Recognition is always important. Everyone wants what they do to be seen by as many people as possible. The ones who say they don't are probably lying. And lying is way worse than wanting recognition.
4. Describe your sound, your aesthetic?
The inexplicably detailed mess of the natural world - this is my only aesthetic. I feel down on the human intellect sometimes, but then I have to remember that that's part of nature too.
5. What is your understanding of music and/or sound art as well as music-making and/or sonification?
I don't think music and "sound art" are any different. If they are, it's only because we decided that they are. People feel compelled to communicate by making air vibrate however they can, that's all.
6. In your social context(s), what role(s) do you think music and/or sound art and music-maker and/or sonifier perform?
These things and the people who make them usually function as self-sustaining life forms. They're ostensibly there to irritate and to inspire, and sometimes they really do. But mostly people do these things to make their own lives bearable, because on some level many of us really don't have much of a choice: the music or sound or whatever it is has to come out. Forming a community based on this has kind of a commiserative effect!
7. In an ideal world, what would you do/ would be doing in the future (goals/plans/dreams etc.)?
I want to live in a city that works, in a country that has some humility to it. I want to always be making things with people I love. I want a sledgehammer and an unending supply of boulders.