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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
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TIME
A prince was I in a darker day
A pointed face to smile at the moon
One flip, a trick, a sip, a kiss
The devils dance I do miss
The presents brother and sister
Boulder and Anvil so aptly named
Crushing away until we once again have
Now
A disgusting retroactive maze
The fallen mediocre without a map
Water and fire make steam
Disappearing at the height of the moon
Running out of the wheel just at the eclipse.
The ungrateful peasant I now am
A concept so unreal that if it were I would murder it
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
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The first book, of several I plan on writing, is out now. This one is full of song lyrics and poetry, along with some of the original artwork the songs were written on in my late teens/early twenties. Click on the picture below to log onto my storefront to preview and or purchase. Also now available on Amazon!!!
My Poetry/Lyrics and Art Book is for sale now! 80 pages full color! Perfect for dark intelligent fans of NIN, Marilyn Manson, Dir En Grey, Tool, My Chemical Romance, AFI, etc... Click picture above for a 17 page preview, or to purchase.
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Monday, November 17, 2008
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Six Basic Human needs that drive every decision we make. The Needs of The Ego: 1. Certainty/Comfort. We all want comfort. And much of this comfort comes from certainty. Of course there is no ABSOLUTE certainty, but we want certainty the car will start, the water will flow from the tap when we turn it on and the currency we use will hold its value. 2. Variety. At the same time we want certainty, we also crave variety. Paradoxically, there needs to be enough UNcertainty to provide spice and adventure in our lives. 3. Significance. Deep down, we all want to be important. We want our life to have meaning and significance. I can imagine no worse a death than to think my life didn't matter. 4. Connection/Love. It would be hard to argue against the need for love. We want to feel part of a community. We want to be cared for and cared about. The needs of the Spirit: 5. Growth. There could be some people who say they don't want to grow, but I think they're simply fearful of doing so—or perhaps NOT doing so. To become better, to improve our skills, to stretch and excel may be more evident in some than others, but it's there. When something stops growing it what? Dies. 6. Contribution. The desire to contribute something of value—to help others, to make the world a better place than we found it is in all of us. If anything meets 3 of these needs at once, it becomes and addiction. We need to make sure it's a constructive (ie: helping someone, working out) one rather than a destructive one. (ie: smoking, killing another) True fulfillment can only come from 5 and 6. :) I suggest reading some Anthony Robbins and Eckhart Tolle if this blog has special interest to you. Also: The Four Agreements As you may have noticed I have really toned my profile down this year. The reason for this is because of professionalism in my industry. With agencies representing me, and casting directors looking me up online, it's always a good idea to keep the rants and incriminating pictures to a minimum. But I do like to share interesting things I've found along my journey and share them if I think they will help others. No harm in that right? I usually read about 4 books a month and put my favorites up on my "The Stranger Within" Page. At times I highlight some stuff on this profile as well. One of my favorite recent books was The Four Agreements, by Don Miguel Ruiz. I'm really happy to see the mainstream start acknowledging these works as we come upon a crucial time in our evolution. Often times, you'll see this book, amongst others, like Eckhart Tolle's works, mentioned on Oprah causing them to become bestsellers. Below is a brief synopsis of the 4 agreements, that if followed, really make a remarkable difference in your day to day life. They've worked wonders for mine. 1. Be Impeccable With Your Word Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love. 2. Don't Take Anything Personally Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering. 3. Don't Make Assumptions Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life. 4. Always Do Your Best Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
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Did you know that,Pythagoras, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, Leonardo da Vinci, Isaac Newton, Voltaire, Henry David Thoreau, George Bernard Shaw, Benjamin Franklin, Thomas Edison, Dr. Albert Schweitzer, Mahatma Gandhi were all vegetarians!!!
Below is an extremely detailed article on reaching optimum health. Also if you have netflix, you can go to the watch instantly section and watch a wonderful program by DR. Andrew Weil : http://www.netflix.com/WiPlayer?movieid=60001240&trkid=438500
------------------------------------------------- Optimal Healthy living: (Written by someone else. When it says "me" or "I" in the article it is the author and not me, although I follow most of this as often as I can.)
Breath Walking:
Breath Walking is a principle that Tony first discusses on the Daily Magic session on Get the Edge (GTE). It is the principle of walking and breathing in a pattern that stimulates the lymph system and energises the body. Tony suggests using this during the 'Hour of Power' in order to create a peak, mental state.
The process of Breath Walking outlined during this session is to make strong, purposeful strides and walk in a rhythm. You want to be at a steady pace, but do not want to be out of breath. The rhythm of breathing is 4-4, so take four short breaths in, one after another, followed by four short breaths out - in time to your steps. So: in-in-in-in | out-out-out-out. The breaths in should be through the nose, and the breaths out through the mouth.
Tony also discusses a further technique to this, which involves stimulating the meridians in the fingertips (an acupressure technique) by touching your thumb to a fingertip on each breath/step. The technique is to tap your thumb to finger starting on your left index finger, then on each finger across to your little finger (on breaths in) and then repeating on your right hand on (breaths out).
This walking technique is excellent for increasing energy, even when practiced for just five-to-ten minutes and can be an excellent pick-me-up during the afternoon or early morning.
This is an excellent resource on walking and the correct technique to walking and I recommend you take a look at it before you start Breath Walking.
Vital Breathing:
Vital breathing is a slightly different technique and one that Tony Robbins promotes more during the Unleash the Power Within Seminar and on Personal Power II.
If you are able to give yourself five to ten minutes each day to practice deep, cleansing 'power breathing' then you will definitely reap the rewards. This is one of the best, most effective exercises you can do for free, every day.
The Tony Robbins breathing exercise is mentioned in the excellent book Unlimited Power and basically consists of breathing in the following ratio:
Breath in for 1 count Hold for 4 counts Breath out for 2 counts
For example – if you were to breath in for four seconds, then you would hold your breath for sixteen seconds and then breath out for eight.
If you are able to do this ten times, three times a day (morning, evening and before bed) you will notice a huge difference to your energy, your clarity and your ability to ward off illnesses.
Providing our bodies with proper nourishment and nutrition is absolutely vital to remaining healthy and vibrant. Modern lifestyles, often focused upon speed, ease and convenience often lead to us ignoring the importance of proper nutrition. This section explores the need for pure, water and live, water-rich foods in our quest for maximum energy and vitality. Pure Water
There has been much discussion over the past few years about the quality of the water we drink and the effects that this may have on our health. Many health experts believe that the low-quality of tap water in the UK can pose health concerns, particularly if we rely upon this as our main source of water when consuming the recommended 3+ litres each day.
As a result, millions have turned to bottled water - creating a £1.57 billion market in just one generation. However, with prices constantly on the rise, and serious question marks over quality (is it really any better than tap water) - individuals are now looking to increase the quality of water in their own home.
The Gift of Pure, Living Water
Water is one of the most important factors when becoming and staying healthy and vibrant. Our bodies are 70% water and our blood is 94% water - if we follow the recommendation to drink at least three litres of water per day and this water is acid and polluted - imagine what this will do to our bodies?!
As the majority of the foods we eat create acid wastes in our system, it is important to drink pure, alkaline water in order to maintain a optimal health and energy, particularly as acid water (less than pH 7.0) is a hotbed of microorganisms, bacteria and viruses.
Acid wastes (from the lifestyles we lead - not only from food and drink, but also from stress and other pollutants) are dumped into the bloodstream and lymph, and then are transported to the liver and kidneys for the detoxification processing and elimination. The pH level of our internal fluids affects every living cell in our bodies and the effect that over-acidification can have upon the health of our bodies is immense, with a chronically over acidic pH creating an extremely negative environment which affects all cellular functions from the beatings of the heart to the neural workings of the brain.
In order to hydrate your body optimally, you need to drink water that is alkaline and mineral rich. Alkaline water helps to neutralize acids and remove toxins from the body. Alkaline water also acts as a conductor of electrochemical activity from cell to cell. Ideally, water should have a ph between 9 and 10, and you should be drinking 3-4 liters of it daily. As you hydrate your body properly, you'll develop more of a thirst for water. Food cravings are often the body's cry for water. You might already have more of a thirst than you even realize.
Where Can We Find Alkaline, Pure Water?
There are several methods for making our water more alkaline. The first step is to purify the water using either a distiller or an ioniser. You can find more information on distillers and ionisers in our full resource.
Further to this, the alkalinity of the water can be increased by using pH drops such as the Alkalive pH Booster. Products such as these are extremely effective as they structure and cluster the water for optimal absorption, alkalise the water to an optimal pH of 9.5 and infuse your body with charged ions.
Live Foods
Of course, the ideal waters to consume are those that are nutrient-rich and can be immediately used by your body. These waters are those that are found in fresh, raw foods such as vegetables, salads and low-sugar fruits.
You should aim to consume approximately 70% water-rich food. The following chart outlines some of the most water-rich, alkaline foods that you should look for: Food % water Cucumber 94% Watercress 90% Tomatoes 93% Spinach 92% Onions 89% Lettuce 96% Grapefruit 88% Aubergine 92% Cauliflower 91% Carrots 90% Broccoli 92%
Aerobic exercise is absolutely vital to our health and energy. Diet alone can only get you so far! While anaerobic exercise (weight training and high-intensity training) are also very beneficial to our long term health, during the ten day challenge it is important to focus upon aerobic exercise as a way to help cleanse and detoxify the body.
There are obviously many ways to exercise aerobically, however, the key principle is to have a solid understanding of what aerobic exercise actually is.
"Aerobic literally means 'with oxygen', and refers to the use of oxygen in the energy-generating process for muscles. Aerobic exercise describes any type of exercise, typically performed at moderate levels of intensity for extended periods of time that increases your heart rate. Oxygen, fats, and glucose are used to produce adenosine triphosphate, the basic fuel for all cells." Source: Wikipedia
More practically, aerobic exercise means performing exercise at a heart rate that is no more than 180 minus your age. Sustained exercise in this heart rate zone will burn fat as your primary source of fuel as opposed to sugar, meaning you can exercise for longer and get in great shape.
In this resource we focus upon two highly effective aerobic exercises: running/walking and rebounding. Running and Walking
As mentioned, the intensity level of exercise during a cleanse/detox should remain within the 'fat burning zone'. By this it is understood that your heart-rate should not exceed a certain level. This is particularly for those who chose running as their form of exercise as it is very easy to exceed your maximum heart rate.
The 'fat-burning zone' is different for everybody. To calculate this zone, we recommend the Stu Mittleman method. Stu is an ultramarathon champion and set the world record for running the 1,000 mile run (he completed it in 11 days) and also holds the US record for the Six Day Run: 578 miles (96 miles/3.7 marathons per day!). Stu also ran across America in 55 days, at a rate of 52 miles per day in 2000. We can consider him to be somewhat of an authority on aerobic training and running!
Calculating your Heart Rate Zones
The method for calculating your heart-rate zones according to Stu is to subtract your age from 180. This defines your uppermost limit before you start burning sugar instead of fat. Have you ever finished a run and felt dizzy and queasy? This is because you were burning sugar instead of fat! When exercising at this level, the exercise actually becomes anaerobic instead of aerobic and serves more to increase muscle strength/capacity. Indeed, while training above this zone has many benefits and uses as part of a wider training regime - it is far too intense while detoxing.
The fat burning zones are broken down into three stages, at the lowest level of intensity is the warm-up zone, followed by the mostly aerobic pace (MAP) and then the most efficient pace (MEP). MAP is the zone where the most fat burning takes place and it is within this zone that you should concentrate your efforts whilst detoxing in order to give yourself a work-out and to help flush your lymphatic system.
Using myself as an example:
180 - my age (25) = 155
MEP Upper Limit = 155 - 10 = 145 MEP Lower Limit = 145
MAP Upper Limit = 145 - 10 = 135 MAP Lower Limit = 135
-10 = 125 Warm-up Zone = 125-135
Unless you run frequently, it will probably be fairly difficult to keep within the warm-up and MAP zones whilst running and therefore you may need to intersperse your running with walking, perhaps for 200 meters every kilometer in order to keep your heart-rate down.
Knowing your Heart Rate
Obviously, the best way to know your heart-rate is to wear a heart-rate monitor. However, if you do not own one of these, you can still roughly estimate which zone you are in using the following guidelines:
Signs of being in MAP or MEP:
- you can still talk normally without being short of breath - your vision is clear and you have heightened senses of smell and sight - you are in a steady, comfortable rhythm - you would rate your level of intensity somewhere between 4 and 7 (at the very most)
Signs of being out of the fat-burning/aerobic zone:
- you are short of breath, especially when talking - you may feel dizzy or nausea - you do not feel comfortable - you are looking forward to finishing! - you would rate your level of intensity as above 7
1. Break your fast (breakfast) with only fresh vegetables, vegetable juices and/or green drinks until noon. This is an approach of Tony's that has been modified over the past five years - you may have read Unlimited Power or have been to UPW and heard/ read the 'only fruit til noon' concept. On Get the Edge and the PowerTalk with Dr. Young, Tony admits that this approach was wrong due to the highly concentrated level of sugar that consuming only fruit til noon would provide. His discovery of the alkaline/acid approach to health has led to the creation of the new approach above.
Green Drinks are the mixture of green powders (such as Ultra Greens, SuperGreens, Beyond Greens, Alkalive Greens etc.) and water (preferably alkaline, pure water). For vegetable juices, raw, alkalising soups and other breakfast ideas, see our detox, alkalising recipes.
2. Properly combine your foods for maximum nourishment and energy. Many research studies have proven that different foods and drinks cause different reactions in the digestive system. If foods are poorly combined, the chemicals that are secreted to digest these different foods can cause negative reactions and can lead to foods not being properly digested. The outcome of poor digestion is that the nutrients cannot be properly extracted from the food and whatever foods are not properly digested by our bodies will be 'digested' by harmful microforms in our bodies (such as yeasts, causing candida for example) and can cause the formation of mucus and cold like symptoms.
However, that does not mean that food combining has to be confusing or difficult! While there are a million equally confusing food combining charts out there - just a few simple principles should be followed to make sure you effectively combine your foods. Our bodies are not designed to digest complex meals, particularly not some of the classics we feed ourselves when we consume starch and protein together (i.e. almost any kind of sandwich, fish and chips, meat and potatoes etc).
Food Combining Rules:
a) Low sugar and high water fruits (alkaline fruits) and vegetables combine with almost anything on their own.
b) If animal protein must be consumed, mix it with vegetables or alkaline fruits only. Do not combine with starches, acid foods or oils. Vegetable proteins, however, can combine with all alkaline fruits and vegetables, as well as good fats and oils. In other words combine fish or meats with high water vegetables, instead of rice, pasta, bread or potatoes.
c) Starches should be combined with low sugar and high water content fruits and vegetables. Do not combine starches with animal proteins or acidic foods, oils or high-sugar fruit.
d) Eat high sugar fruit on its own in all instances.
e) Good fats and oils can be consumed with vegetables and low-sugar fruits and also starches.
Low sugar fruits are: avocado, tomato, lime, lemon, non-sweet grapefruit and peppers/capsicum.
3. Do not eat when you are stressed Eating when stressed is a surefire way to guarantee that you are going to eat too much, as well as too much of the wrong foods. Eating when stresses also increases the likelihood of hurrying your meal, not chewing properly and therefore poor digestion. This article covers stress and eating in more detail.
Eating should be enjoyed slowly and in a relaxed frame of mind. Your body will thank you for it.
4. Eat comfortable amounts of food Overeating is an easy mistake to make. In fact, it is a habit that so many of us have formed that we find it incredibly difficult to notice when our bodies have had sufficient amounts and no longer require us to carry on eating. I imagine that this habit formed for most of us in our early years when we were not allowed to leave the table until we had finished our dinners!
We need to train ourselves to be able to pick up on the signals our body sends us when it has had enough! The most straightforward techniques for doing this include:
a) eating slowly and taking breaks during your meal - this will give your body a chance to register the food consumed and send the signal to your brain to stop
b) portion control - by giving yourself much smaller portions you reduce the risk of overeating
c) make 'picking' meals whereby you lay out lots of different salads, dips, dishes etc on the table and start with very small portions. This effectively combines the above and ensures you do not continue to eat because you do not want to waste the food you have cooked
d) start your meal with a soup or salad starter, then give yourself a five minute break before your main meal
e) avoid eating in front of the television or while doing other activities as this will distract you from the messages to your brain that you are full
f) learn to associate pleasure to leaving at least something on your plate - do it the Chinese way and leave a little on your plate to show you are full!
More portion control techniques can be found here.
5. Do not drink water with your meals Drinking during meals has been said to hinder digestion, but personally I feel that this also contributes to the point above in that it could hinder your accurate assessment of how much you need to eat. Some research has also gone as far as to cite a link between drinking during meals and oesophageal cancer.
Whatever the reasoning, your body derives all of the water it requires for digestion from the foods we consume and so there is no need to complicate your digestive process.
6. Eat organic foods whenever possible While still being priced slightly more expensively in the supermarkets, the benefits of organic food far outweigh the financial costs.
Having a totally directed mind is an important part of having a healthy, energised body. Being comfortable, relaxed, directed, motivated and confident plays a huge part in maximising your energy and knowing what to do with that energy to create consistent success.
There are three basic components to having a directed mind:
1. Relaxation/ Stress Control 2. Creative and Achievable Goals and Aims 3. Strong and Enjoyable Relationships
How does having a directed mind effect your health? Many people do not realise this, but the mind is hugely influential in the state of your health. It effects everything from the your energy levels to your immune system.
Dr Weil among many others have researched the link between the mind and our physical health. His research at Harvard University has found that external matters are not the cause of disease, rather that they are agents who are waiting to cause specific symptoms within susceptible bodies. Accordingly, the more vulnerable we are (though poor diet, nutrition, exercise and stress/worry), the more susceptible we become.
This makes perfect sense - consider the times when there is a bug 'doing the rounds' - if you are under high levels of stress, working too hard, under pressure or worrying do you think there is more chance that you will come down with the bug? Of course there is - this doesn't mean that the bug was suddenly stronger, but that it found a susceptible host.
On the ten day challenge there are seven points to consider in having a directed and focussed mind:
1. The mind has a tremendous power over the body - the two should not be considered in isolation 2. Anger and resentment are poisonous to the body! 3. Stress is a result of how you interpret situations and the associations that you have to specific situations 4. Fear and stress compromise your immune system! 5. Stress disappears in a state of certainty - it is essential to develop empowering beliefs that let you know that there is always a way if you are committed. 6. Physiology plays a major part in how we feel mentally. If we behave physically as if we are vibrant, happy and directed we will be so. Emotion is created by motion! 7. Stress and upset disappears if we have a compelling future. Set goals, review your goals and reward yourself for moving forward.
The final part of this is to develop three empowering questions and answers that will put you in a positive, vibrant state at any time!
The premise of the 'structural support' element of the ten day challenge is that you should look to reward your body - as making so many physical, mental and dietary changes can feel restrictive. You should always reward yourself for every little success. The five rules of structural support are as follows:
1. Give Yourself Rest! Your body needs rest just as much as it needs movement and exercise. You should aim to make the most of the opportunities that you have to rest your body. Take time out to think about all of the things that are good in your life and plan all of your future successes. Take an extra long bath and ask yourself some power questions to put yourself into a positive and relaxed state. 2. Give Yourself Sunshine! Not always easy in the UK and Northern Europe, granted, however, daylight is just as important. One of the primary causes of depression is a lack of bright light. Although the lack of sunlight during the winter months is a major contributor, this can also be exacerbated by our lifestyles, as many Europeans now work up to 10 hours per day in artificially lit offices and rarely see daylight before or after work during these months.
To put the importance of sunlight into context - the sun emits up to 100,000 lux (the Metric measurement of light quantity), whereas artificial lights emit just 300-500 lux. If this is our only source of light each day, it is easy to see how problems can occur. Make sure you spend plenty of time outdoors, breathing full breaths of fresh air! 3. Indulge in muscular relaxation or massage! As mentioned - you should reward your efforts! Whether this means a massage, a day spa or just a long hot bath - set time for yourself and reward your good efforts. 4. Have an assessment for spinal alignment! When the body is correctly aligned the head is positioned over the shoulders, the shoulders align with the hips, the hips sit directly over the knees and the ankles are straight with feet pointing forward. The human body relies upon correct alignment and joint position to function properly. Incorrect alignment can arise through a variety of reasons, with a lack of motion (exercise) being one of the most common. Tony Robbins extols the virtues of The Egoscue Method which is a postural program involving a series of gentle stretches and exercises to properly align the body. 5. Give Your Body Any Other Support it Needs... Whatever this may be - listen to what your body is telling you...
o be more accurate, the lesson should be to eliminate excess bad fats and oils, but to maximise the consumption of good fats and oils. First, however, lets tackle the bad fats.
Bad fats include, hydrogenated fats, saturated fats, trans-fatty acids and any oil that has been heated, fried, exposed to light or air excessively. In less technical terms this includes margarine, butter (although better than margarine), vegetable oils, castor oils, canola oil, sunflower oil, any oil contained within packaged foods and any cooked or heated oils or those packaged within clear, plastic containers. Milk and dairy products are also very high in saturated fats and so should be limited (as discussed below).
There are several consequences of a high fat diet:
- Diabetes: According to Diabetes UK, Type 2 Diabetes is, in most cases, caused by being overweight. Type 2 is caused when the body can still make some insulin, but not enough. A diet high in fat leads to insulin production becoming desensitised, causing poor glucose control.
There are hundreds of studies including this one undertaken by the Howard Hughes Medical Institute which prove, beyond doubt that a high-fat diet dramatically increases the onset of type 2 diabetes.
- Cancer: Research published in one of the most respected medical journals in the world, The Lancet has shown that women who eat 90g of fat per day have twice the risk of developing breast cancer than those who eat less than 40g of fat. More specifically, they are measuring this as being a high proportion of saturated fats such as 'high fat milk, butter, meat and some cereals such as biscuits and cakes'.
- Arthritis: The Arthritis Research Campaign point out that fat is 'the most important single link between your diet and arthritis''. If nothing else, the weight gain from a high-fat diet will cause far more stress on our joints and bones and the lowered oxidation caused by excess fat can accelerate the wear and tear of our joints.
- Increased Blood Pressure: a diet high in fat causes thickened blood and blocked arteries increasing the likelihood of cardiovascular disease and other degenerative diseases. According to the American Heart Association: Eating too much saturated fat can raise your blood cholesterol level, which increases the risk of coronary artery disease (clogged arteries) and heart attack.
These are just a few, however, what is more important to note is the health benefits that are gained by including good fats in your diet, namely the Essential Fatty Acids omega 3, omega 6 and omega 9 in the correct proportions. They are called 'essential' because the body relies upon us to provide a food source as it cannot produce them on its own.
While most diets contain ample, if not some omega 6 and omega 9, it is estimated that up to 90% of the UK are deficient in omega 3 (according to the Institute for Optimum Nutrition).
The benefits of increasing your intake of essential fatty acids include:
- Increased Energy
- Weight Loss
- Cardiovascular Disease Prevention
- Decrease in Symptoms of Inflammatory Diseases such as Arthritis
- Strengthened Immune System
- Improved Brain Function
- Increased Recovery and Healing Capabilities
- Healthy development of Infants
- Decreased Possibility of Infection
- Stronger Bones
- Protected Genetic Material
- Reduced PMS Symptoms
- Clearer Skin, Stronger Nails, Shinier Hair!
More recently, studies have also highlighted the positive effects of omega3 fatty acids on the development of infants, in treating ADHD and other behavioural problems, in treatment for depression and to treat Alzheimer's disease.
Among other things, omega 3 can be gained from the following food sources:
- Flax/ flaxseed - Hemp Seed - Sesame Seed - Walnuts - Brazil Nuts - Avocado - Almonds - Salmon, Trout and other Freshwater Fish - Soy - Many Leafy Green Vegetables - Spinach - Pumpkin Seeds
However, the most effective way to ensure that you are consuming the recommended amount of EFAs is to take a high-quality, organic oil supplement such as Udo's Choice. Udo's Choice ensures that a correct balance of high-quality EFAs are delivered to your body on a daily basis.
While we leave you to your own devices over whether to eat meat or not above, we strongly urge you to eliminate milk, cheese and all other dairy products from your diet.
Millions of people around the UK consume dairy products on a daily basis. Our huge consumption of dairy is due not only to the convenience it brings to cooking and the habit of cooking with and eating dairy for the majority of our lives but more alarmingly because of the mantra that we are fed by government and the dairy industry that it is beneficial to our health that somehow you need dairy to ensure you consume enough calcium to maintain strong and healthy bones.
The stories we are told about why we should consume dairy are based almost entirely upon half-truths and are driven, not for the benefit of the nation's health, but to ensure the continued profits of the dairy industry.
The Myths Surrounding Why We Should Drink Milk
We Need the Calcium Provided by Dairy for Strong Bones
Dairy UK advocates the promotion of three portions of dairy products per day. They claim that research results show that dairy is 'even more favourable (in terms of blood pressure, cholesterol, weight control, certain cancers, bones and teeth) than fruit and vegetables'.
This has been the golden ticket of the dairy industry for many, many years – regardless of the fact that it simply is not true. Literally hundreds of highly respected research studies conducted over many years and with a huge cross section of participants have shown that increased dairy intake does not correlate with improved bone strength (Cumming and Klineberg, 1994; Huang and Himes, 1996; Cummings, Nevitt and Browner et al, 1995; Nordin, 1997). In several studies, dairy calcium has been shown to actually increase the risk of osteoporosis and decrease the strength of bones!
How the dairy industry is still allowed to promote their products on the basis of the benefits of dairy calcium is beyond comprehension. Research has proven beyond doubt that bone strength is not related to calcium intake.
Bone strength is increased through exercise (Lloyd, Petit et al, 2004), increased intake of vegetables and fruit (Tucker, Hannan et al, 1999) and a reduction of animal protein and sodium (Finn, 1998).
3 Servings of Dairy Helps Weight Loss
'Dairy Management Inc. (responsible for the 3-a-day campaign) is the non-profit domestic and international planning and management organization responsible for increasing demand for U.S.-produced dairy products on behalf of America's dairy farmers.' – So clearly our welfare is more important than sales and profits then….
The UK and US dairy industries are allocating more and more of their marketing spend to the message that three servings of dairy can actually help people to lose weight.
This campaign has clear commercial, rather than health goals as the dairy industry looks to ensure that dieters are given a reason to continue consuming dairy. In the US, the $180-million milk-moustache ad campaign during early 2005 was spearheaded by celebrities such as Dr. Phil, giving consumers very little information, but sending the message that it is ok to consume dairy on a regular basis. This campaign has been met with mixed reviews in health circles, but the bottom line is that it has boosted sales of milk in the US through the publicising of just one research study, funded by the dairy industry and with very questionable data. Is this legal?
The basis of their argument is that dairy contains calcium (stronger bones argument again), plus potassium, phosphorus, protein, vitamins D, A and B12, riboflavin and niacin. However, nowhere on throughout the 3-a-day literature are quantities of these nutrients or daily requirements discussed – nor the fact that you can get each of these nutrients in abundance from fruit and vegetables without having to consume the cholesterol, calories, saturated fats and sugars contained in dairy produce.
There is simply no way that dairy can help support weight loss. Even skimmed milk is over 50% sugar (as a percentage of calories) and of the thousands of research studies conducted on dairy and its role in health, only one researcher claims that milk aids in weight loss. And his research is funded by the dairy industry.
The Facts about Dairy
The increase in cancer, heart disease, diabetes, obesity and asthma that has occurred in the Western world over the past century directly correlates with the increase in dairy consumption.
In fact, a Professor of Nutritional Sciences at Cornell University, Colin Campbell, has undertaken the largest study of diet and disease in medical history. His findings are incredible - high animal calcium and animal protein intake is the primary cause of degenerative disease.
Granted, dairy may contain certain useful nutrients in varying proportions. However, similarly to how we often hear that coffee, red wine and dark chocolate are 'good for us', it doesn't mean we should ignore the negatives or start on a diet of red wine and chocolate for breakfast, lunch and dinner. As with all life choices, we have to weigh up the pro's and the cons – and with dairy, the cons far outweigh the pros .
Twelve pounds of milk are required to manufacture one pint of Ben's very rich ice cream.
Reasons to Kick the Dairy Habit:
1. Trans Fats, Sugar, Saturated Fat, Cholesterol, Chemicals, Calories
Dairy products are riddled with dangerously high levels of bad, saturated fats, cholesterol and sugars which all contribute significantly to degenerative disease. For example, butter is 100% fat, Cheddar cheese 74% fat, whole milk 49% fat and even '2% milk' is 35% fat .
High fat diets are, without doubt, strongly linked to the alarming obesity levels in the US and UK, with research showing that 59% of American men and 49% of American women now being overweight. In relation to dairy, this may have something to do with the fact that the average American consumes approximately 600 pounds of dairy products every year – that is five times more dairy than fruit!
2. Cancer
Dairy products are directly related to an increased risk of prostate cancer , ovarian cancer , prostate cancer, breast cancer, colon cancer and testicular cancer
The American Cancer Society states that "about one-third of the 500,000 cancer deaths that occur in the United States each year is due to dietary factors…Although the committee recognizes that no diet can guarantee full protection against any disease, we believe that our recommendations offer the best nutrition information currently available to help Americans reduce their risk of cancer."
Furthermore, their two highest recommendations are: "1. Choose most of the foods you eat from plant sources"; and "2. Limit your intake of high-fat foods, particularly from animal sources."
3. Cardiovascular Disease (CVD)
CVD is the number one cause of death in the UK and the US with research suggesting that over 3,000 Americans suffer a heart attack every day – and over the past 40 years, research from highly respected journals such as, the International Journal of Cardiology , European Journal of Epidemiology and the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition have all found a direct correlation between regular dairy consumption and a massive increase in CVD.
This increased risk of CVD is not just a result of the cholesterol and fat contained in dairy produce , but also the animal protein, milk carbohydrates and milk sugar lactose which play havoc with our bodies health.
4. Osteoporosis
For many years milk has been marketed for its supposed ability to prevent osteoporosis – however, research has shown this to be untrue . According to the 12-year Harvard Nurses' Health Study, milk intake had absolutely benefit with regards to bone fracture risk and that increased dairy calcium could actually have the reverse effect and lead to a decrease in bone strength!
Studies into the factors that effect bone strength in young adults have highlighted that exercise is actually the predominant determinant of bone strength. Another research exploration which examined over 58 studies into nutrition and bone health found very little evidence to suggest that increasing milk or other dairy intake improved the bone strength of young adults .
5. Diabetes
Medical science has proven, beyond doubt that there is a direct relationship between frequent dairy consumption and an increased risk of diabetes. For instance, a cross-cultural study conducted with children from 40 different countries identified that the higher the consumption of dairy and other animal products, the more likely the child was of developing diabetes. The study also found that those children who had a largely vegetarian diet has a highly decreased risk .
Diabetes UK claim that 'over 80 per cent of people with Type 2 diabetes are overweight at diagnosis. The more overweight you are, the greater your risk of diabetes.' They also add that those with cardiovascular illness and those with high blood pressure are also highly at risk of diabetes. As it is clear that a diet high in dairy dramatically increases the likelihood of being overweight and of suffering from cardiovascular problems, the chances of suffering from diabetes are also increased.
A full alkaline/acid balance resource exists, however, to put things most simply:
the over acidification of our bodies (through the consumption of acid foods, drinks and drugs) can be attributed to be the root cause of almost all illness and disease in the human body. In an acid environment harmful microforms thrive and our body slowly breaks down trying to maintain an alkaline/acid balance. In this compromised environment, disease is given the opportunity to thrive and our depleted immune system is not able to ward off illness.
Through live blood analysis, the microbiologists Dr Robert Young, Dr Theodore Baroody and Dr Christopher Vasey have shown that an over acidic diet can be the cause of the following symptoms and diseases:
Infections, fatigue, indigestion, diarrhoea, food cravings, antisocial behaviour, hyperactivity, asthma, poor memory, aching muscles, dizziness, diabetes, cancer, multiple sclerosis, yeast infections, loss of sex drive, cysts and tumours, mood swings, PMS, hay fever, acne, overweight, underweight, bad breath, bladder infections, gum disease, low energy, heartburn, bronchitis, colitis, insomnia, impotence, psoriasis, viral infection, Crohn's disease, Leukaemia, arthritis, mental disorders, dizziness, kidney failure, osteoporosis and more!
The antidote to over-acidity is of course to a) eliminate acids foods from your diet and b) to replace them with alkaline forming foods!
As part of the ten day challenge the focus is to eliminate the following seven acid forming foods:
1. Sugar 2. Vinegar 3. Salt 4. Tobacco 5. Alcohol 6. Caffeine 7. Drugs and OTC Prescriptions
However, we recommend that you go one step further on the challenge and try to incorporate alkaline foods into your diet for ten days too. The combination of these two will give you immense benefits!
Alkaline foods to include could be:
1. Green drinks 2. Vegetable juices (fresh) 3. Salads 4. Lightly steamed vegetables 5. Pure, alkaline water 6. Veggie snacks with hummous 7. Raw soups 8. Herbal teas
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Posted on montalk.net Matrix Agents: Profiles and Analysis (Part I) montalk.net :: (CC) 15 July 04 This article seeks to summarize, clarify, and update the information available on the subject of energy vampires, the Matrix and its various agents, particularly one class of agents called "organic portals". . I will be paraphrasing from published sources listed in the footnotes, and will include personal observations from friends and myself. This article first defines organic portals (OPs) and souled humans (non-OPs), then makes a comparison between them based on physical, psychological, and metaphysical structure. Second, it explores the evolutionary origin and purpose of both types of humans. Third, this article describes the function of OPs within modern society, particularly concerning their role as passive enforcers of the Matrix. Lastly, it contrasts the usefulness of intuition versus intellectual analysis when it comes to identifying OPs. Interspersed throughout this discussion will be additional comparisons between these and other Matrix agents, particularly soulless robotic humans. Definition of Souled Human and Organic Portal Organic portals are said to comprise approximately half of the human population; the other half mostly consists of souled humans1. Here we define "soul" as the core of individualized consciousness that remains intact between successive incarnations. Due to genetic mixing, Organic Portals exist among all known races today2, though with unequal distribution among them. While souled humans have a divine spark of consciousness that gives them the ability of individual self-awareness, OPs lack this divine spark and are only dimly conscious in comparison. They belong to an animal-like group soul that exists, evolves, and incarnates collectively rather than individually3. While each souled human has a relatively unique energy shaped by that person's awareness, experience, and essence, the energy that animates one OP is the same animating any other. Physical Comparison Physically, the two races are virtually indistinguishable. Statistically, there are minor physiological and perhaps genetic differences4. Physiologically, OPs tend to be more attractive and well proportioned. Because they exist on an emotionally primal level, natural selection has ensured that sexuality, physicality, and attractiveness play a large part in their physical evolution. Also, unlike souled humans, OP bodies are conceived and develop independently of soul pressures or karmic burdens, so they are as attractive as probability allows within the constraint of environmental and genetic parameters. Because soul and genetics are coupled5, karma and soul composition influences the physiology of souled humans, not just genetics or environment. For metaphysical reasons, they rarely maximize the potential for attractiveness allotted to them by genetics unless their soul quality deserves it. Also, souled humans tend to marry or reproduce for reasons other than just physical attraction, so the lowering of priority of physicality reflects in their offspring. There may be genetic markers in the X chromosome that distinguish them, or perhaps differences in body chemistry and hormones6, but such are not known at this time. It must be stated that the difference in physical appearance between OPs and non-OPs is so slight that it cannot be used as a reliable criterion to distinguish between the two on an individual basis. Psychological Comparison Psychologically, OPs are much simpler7 and therefore more efficient than non-OPs. This is because they have fewer psychological components. While OPs have two components, souled humans have three8. For souled humans, the first component is the divine spark known as spirit, Higher Self, essence, or the real "I". The second component is a neural product of the environment known as ego, personality, or mechanical aspect9, which consists of numerous contradictory lesser selves10. The third component is body or somatic consciousness, the collective consciousness of one's physical cells and organs. OPs have only body-consciousness and personality, but no divine essence or Higher Self. Because the body and personality know no morality beyond social conditioning or self-preservation, OPs lack true empathy11 or compassion. Any appearance of such is mimicked12. Due to their psychological simplicity, they are fickle creatures who are predictable and easily manipulated. Like the two-bodied problem in physics, they are linear systems. Like the three-bodied problem in physics, souled humans are nonlinear systems and can therefore be unpredictably complex. This complexity is advantageous in the sense that chaos arising from such complexity allows for true creativity, while it is detrimental because machine efficiency is sacrificed. OPs are stagnant but efficient machines13with great calculating ability to achieve their aims, while souled humans are complex beings capable of creation and transducing energies from higher realms. Metaphysical Comparison While there are only slight differences between the physical bodies of these two types of humans, there is significant difference in their metaphysical bodies. As stated, OPs lack the divine essence. The essence, personality, and body-consciousness are general terms that group a system of chakras or centers comprising the metaphysical body of conscious beings. To better understand the metaphysical difference, an explanation of the various centers or chakras is necessary. The difference between centers and chakras is that the latter involves energy organized into localized vortices in the etheric body, while centers are merely the centers of gravity of a various functional systems14. There is a direct correspondence between centers and chakras, so for practical reasons they may be considered equivalent. Centers have independent consciousness and perform specialized functions involving the collection, transformation, and dispersal of various types of information and etheric energies. They function as energy ports and information uplink centers. In the fully souled human, there are three higher centers and three lower centers15. Low or high refers to what type of energy and activity they are associated with. Low centers deal with low-density energies and information from the immediate third density or lower environment. Higher centers uplink with higher aspects of one's consciousness and derive their energy from higher realms. Description of the Centers Lower centers consist of the motor center (base chakra), lower emotional center (sexual chakra), and lower intellectual center (throat chakra). Higher centers consist of the sexual center (solar plexus chakra), higher emotional center (heart chakra), and higher intellectual center (crown chakra)17. The sexual center is the primary energy port from which other centers derive theirs18. By itself, sexual energy is merely a coarse creative energy of which the physical sexual act is just one application. The other centers transduce this energy and create various grades of energy and effects from their utilization. The sexual center normally gets its energy directly from the Creator, seventh density19. The motor center has to do with body consciousness and instinctual motions. Sexual energy used by this center is associated with the physical sexual act, among other things20. The motor center is the seat of the somatic, genetic, or body consciousness. The lower emotional center has to do with base emotions, the kind animals are capable of experiencing21. This center is responsible for the animalistic side of humans. The lower intellectual center isn't present in most wild animals, though it is highly developed in most humans and gives them the ability to speak, read, write, and perform abstract reasoning22. This center is the seat of ego and personality, a mechanical product of the environment encoded in the neural structure of the nervous system. It has little consciousness in itself, and is more like a computer or artificial intelligence program. The higher emotional center allows souled humans to feel when something is wrong, and gives one the ability to experience empathy, joy, and enthusiasm23. It is an uplink with the emotional side of one's true self, the Higher Self, and the source of one's gut instinct or intuition. Lastly, the higher intellectual center is an uplink with the conscious core of the Higher Self. This center allows one to know absolute truth24, and is a source of higher density information. While souled humans possess all these centers, organic portals lack the higher intellectual and higher emotional centers. Like all animals, the only higher center they have is the sexual center25, which interfaces with their group soul. It is absolutely important to understand that the lack of the two higher centers accounts for the all the differences between them and souled humans. As for souled humans, while they possess all six centers, the two higher centers are often dormant or inaccessible26. This does not mean the Higher Self is dormant, just that the communication uplink is weak or inoperative. Most souled humans act very similar to organic portals for that reason. Furthermore, organic portals can emulate the higher centers by stealing such higher energy from souled humans27. The distinction between OPs and non-OPs can sometimes be difficult for that reason. Consciousness manifests only when centers observe each other28. Each center is a mechanical component of our metaphysical body, and endowed with limited consciousness. But when they couple together by observing each other, a consciousness greater than the sum of its parts may manifest. It is known in physics or chaos theory that when the complexity of a system composed of coupled parts goes beyond a certain point, it becomes chaotic. It is through chaos that true consciousness manifests itself in this reality. Anyway, the point here is that since most of us are bound through identification with our ego and body, we neglect to observe the two higher centers and are therefore not manifesting or experiencing higher consciousness in this reality. The key to experiencing higher conscious is being self-aware rather than lost in what we perceive, to remember ourselves at every moment possible29. Our Higher Self exists, but without a connection between our lower centers and higher centers, its efforts to communicate go unheard30. Nevertheless, the higher centers still exist for souled beings, albeit passively most often, and provide for inspiration, creativity, and originality. The more developed one's connection with the higher centers, the more creative, enthusiastic, intuitive, and Gnostic one becomes. The Function of Centers in OPs Because OPs have no genuine higher centers, they are incapable of empathy, higher emotions, and higher knowledge31. As previously mentioned, animals have only the motor center, lower emotional, and sexual center – lacking the intellectual center. Without the educational and energetic presence of souled humans, OPs would barely be any different32. In their natural state, OPs lack the lower intellectual center just as most animals do. Only by stealing energy from souled humans can their lower intellectual center first be formed, and only by being trained via education, media, culture, and environment can this center be refined. Once endowed with an intellectual center, they can make up for their lack of higher centers through deft emulation, particularly by stealing33 and sampling the higher energies of a souled person. The type of energy stolen depends on method of acquisition. Through physical proximity, an OP can siphon physical energy from the motor center of a souled person, which manifests as fatigue or exhaustion. Through intimidation, venting, or seduction, the lower emotional center is tapped. Via lies or fantasies and the begging of attention, the lower intellectual center energy of a souled human is drained. Through orgasm of a souled person during sexual intercourse, an OP may take in a large quantity of all one's energies. All this places stress upon the higher centers, meaning they don"t function as optimally because they are underpowered. This indicates that interaction with an OP will temporarily decrease one"s creativity, individuality, and originality. Since the lower centers are drained, intellectual performance can suffer as well. This mental muddying makes one less able to catch the logical fallacies OPs use in their arguments and allows one's perceptions to be more easily twisted by them34. The primary energies OPs seek come from the higher emotional center of souled beings. Sometimes the higher centers are drained indirectly when energy normally reserved for those centers is instead channeled toward the three lower centers to make up for their drained conditions35. More directly, many OPs will stage elaborate melodramas and pretend victim status, whining and begging to be pitied in order to steal energy from the higher emotional center of those who care to listen and make the mistake of empathizing with something that doesn't have true feelings. With this energy, OPs can emulate their targets more accurately, giving the appearance of having a soul36. Simulation and Manipulation of Souled Humans Organic portals are human chameleons. When activated to reel in a souled person for manipulation, they adjust themselves based on the soul profile and behavior of their target. This adjustment falls into two categories: intellectual calculation, and soul emulation. Intellectual calculation is performed through the intellectual center. In OPs, this artificial intelligence center is responsible for formulating the OP's behavioral approach toward the target. This includes what to say and what body language to use. Most OPs are just background characters with seemingly independent personalities, but occasionally they may become "activated". When activated, they use their emulation and calculation abilities to the fullest to get what they want or are assigned to get. If they seek to gain trust, they know just the right things to say. When building rapport, they may describe their personal history, movie and music interests, hobbies, jobs, or places they have previously lived. Many of those details happen to coincide with their target to a degree effective at building "friendship", but not so much as to spark alarm over the weirdness of it all. On the other hand, if their aim is to harass or sabotage, they know what buttons to push and which logical and emotional tricks work best against a souled person's intellectual and emotional weaknesses. Whatever their aim, the efficient intellectual center of OPs allows for a custom-fit approach toward manipulating a target. Because OPs are capable of hive-mind behavior, once one OP has read a person's profile, it can instantly be shared with all others. This makes for some strange synchronicities sometimes. As will be discussed shortly, they are also interfaced with a hyperdimensional hierarchy of negative beings37 and are thus extensions of not only second density group soul, but also the Matrix itself. Their hive behavior is due mostly to their interface with the Matrix. Without it, their group soul might still cause for some hive-like behavior except it would be less noticeable, something akin to the 100th monkey phenomenon. Soul emulation is their second asset. While intellectual calculation concerns mundane behavior, soul emulation involves the illusion of soul depth. By sampling the energy from a souled person's higher centers, an OP can fine tune its intellectual calculations in addition to projecting that energy back at the target, making the target perceive a reflection of his own soul image. The naive target will ascribe soul qualities to the OP that are actually his own38. The ability to mirror is an OP's greatest asset. It is also their greatest weakness because it exposes them. Those who are observant and understand the organic portal phenomenon will recognize their mirroring as being too uncanny, too synchronistic, too strange, and too good to be true. A souled person can have much in common with another souled person, but one must ask whether the degree of how much they have in common is even possible assuming both have freewill. High levels of mirroring are seen only in cases of activated OPs, however. The passive background-character OPs display the mirroring trait less often, but in an equally as synchronistic manner. Comparison Between OPs and Robotic Agents There are other types of matrix agents that employ the mirroring method, and they can be discovered the same way. Agents who must gain trust before commencing sabotage or intelligence gathering may use the mirroring trick. Alternatively, those who intend to steal energy, intimidate, or deal with noncompliant targets use rapid switching of personalities or methods. The unusual nature of these 180-degree changes can be startling. Both conscious and robotic agents are prone to making mistakes and can misread their targets because they cannot sample soul energy as accurately or perform calculations as quickly as organic portals can. Robotic agents are more likely to mirror imperfectly,not being as smooth or knowing how to avoid stepping across the target's threshold of suspicion. Since the same hyperdimensional guided artificial intelligence network that directs organic portals also controls robotic agents, they are capable of truly outrageous synchronicities and mirroring. But unlike OPs, their mirroring is based mostly on intelligence gathered through surveillance and mind reading technologies and is therefore less effective. Each has its advantages and disadvantages. While OPs can mirror effectively, they have greater freewill than robotic agents because of their relatively greater level of consciousness. This makes them more difficult to mobilize and customize. Also, they require energy maintenance; when a hyperdimensional group of negative beings assigns an OP to steal energy from a target for their consumption, the OP takes part of that energy for itself and the second density soul pool. OPs and robotic agents are analogous to horses and motorcycles, or pawns and towers in the game of chess. Robotic agents are virtually non-conscious and under the complete guidance of external control mechanisms39. This means they are not as limited, as they are cybernetic extensions of higher negatively souled beings. Nevertheless, they are susceptible to glitches when faced with situations beyond the parameters of their programming. Organic portals are primarily passive agents, while robotic types are active agents. The strength of OPs lies in their numbers, approximately three billion40. Their primary function is to keep souled individuals too distracted and beat down in life to advance spiritually, to direct public opinion by functioning as "hired clappers", to suppress and ridicule those who voice or think dissenting thoughts about the Matrix "reality", and to function as portals for lower and higher density forces to reach through and interact with third density souled humans41. Hence their name, organic portals. They are like weeds in a field, crowding out and weakening the good crops42. Robotic agents are active agents and their strength lies in their complete malleability toward negative external control. These are used most often to hone in on specific targets for sabotage, distraction, or intelligence gathering. What often gives them away is their impatience, forcefulness, single-mindedness, synchronistic appearance and disappearance, overly inquisitive natures on limited topics (to the point of feigned stupidity), extraordinary demand for one's time, inflexibility at adjusting to conversations that span beyond certain parameters, and their relentless drive for propagating and advocating sources of disinformation. Most don't share all these signs, but all share most of them. The more naive the target, the more an agent can employ these characteristics without causing suspicion. Also, robotic agents are much more stable in times of planetary chaos than organic portals because OPs don't function well when their mundane reality crumbles. They are apt to go into denial, shut off, or become uncontrollable. Robotic agents, however, react as they are remotely controlled to react. Affinity for Mundane vs. Esoteric Environments Returning to the subject of organic portals, they are only capable of acting or thinking within the realm of the Matrix. This realm consists of mundane ideas that are void of genuine metaphysical truths, truths that reveal a reality greater than the common worldview that has been programmed into the masses via education, culture, and the media. These irrelevant ideas that pressure one into conforming to the Matrix are called A-influences43; they are factors that have little or no bearing on one's spiritual evolution, but rather serve as distractions, sometimes necessary ones. The pressure to reproduce, marry, watch TV, subscribe to popular magazines, vote, engage in political activities, memorize sports statistics, recite lines from movies, explain away weird phenomena with orthodox rationalizations, and the drive to pursue money and power are examples of A-influences. Piecing together the truth, observing one's environment for glitches and synchronicities, meditating on problems to solve them, developing one's individuality, paying attention to signs from the Higher Self, analyzing and learning from one's mistakes, and seeking to develop independent thinking and creativity are examples of following B-influences44. Organic portals are masters within the realm of A-influences. They can think, say, and act within this realm with perfection. But they are incapable of conceiving or functioning within the realm of B-influences. They may occasionally pretend to operate there with words alone, but never follow with action. Their actions never match their words when it comes to B-influences, and often they won't even talk or admit to such things45. Their common refusal to acknowledge or admit to strange phenomena follows from two facts. The first is that they lack higher centers and therefore cannot even comprehend46 anything other than that which belongs to the realm of A-influences. The lower centers are more than comfortable within the Matrix, while the higher centers urge us to transcend. The second fact is that they are directed by the hyperdimensional hierarchy of negative beings, entities who possess cold calculative intelligence. When calculating risk versus reward, it is always advantageous for an OP to ambiguously deny the possibility of anything outside the Matrix. By being ambiguous, an OP can cloak its given agenda under the mantle of ignorance typical of an asleep souled person. By not admitting to anything out of the ordinary, the OP does not reinforce ideas of the waking souled individual. Usually, curbs are put in place to switch the conversation to something more mundane. OPs can converse proficiently about anything until an esoteric topic arises, then the OP hits a brick wall and either goes silent, rolls eyes, frowns, or switches topics instantly — any passive way of avoiding the discussion, for their proficiency breaks down at that point and reveals their true nature. They cannot argue logically about non-Matrix concepts because it is beyond their comprehension. They can fake the subject with memorized sound bytes47 and mirror their target, but such attempts lack depth and are never matched with corresponding action. The difference between a sleeping souled person and an OP in this regard is that for a souled person, their words or actions do not sharply stop at the border between A and B-influences. Skeptical as they may be, they have the potential to stray past that border and grow while OPs are denied that possibility. They lack the hard _permanence _of ignorance that OPs display. Organic portals are not interested in ideas, but in energy and self-gratification48. When backed into a corner, or if it allows perpetuation of control, they can have a conversation in which they poorly simulate interest in B influence ideas or fake having learned a lesson, but their actions never reflect their glib words, and very soon they behave as though the conversation never happened. Even if rarely, a souled person will undergo inner change after learning a lesson, and this reflects visibly in behavior. OPs have complete mobility to mirror the mundane aspects of their targets. But they are incapable of mirroring the B-influence details. For example, an OP can have similar hobbies, personal experiences, preferences for certain types of entertainment, political affiliation, and prefer identical sports or outdoor activities. But when it comes to spiritual progress, pursuit of truth, and questing after one's destiny, OPs cannot follow and are usually programmed to dissuade their targets from progressing along such paths. Because the first set of shared interests are all they can mimic, they go to great lengths to emphasize these to cover up their inability or non-allowance to follow the second set. Thus, a targeted person attempting to awaken spiritually can often be entrapped by someone who has so much in common with them, not realizing that all they have in common are A-influence interests. All the while, they are deterred from gaining B-influences. Once again, the difference between a partner who is an OP, and one who is an asleep souled person is that the latter doesn't continually hit brick walls at every turn when it comes to ideas that transcend the Matrix. Sometimes they will ponder a non-Matrix idea or two, and it will stick in their minds. An OPs inability to cross that line should raise alarm for anyone who observes such consistent behavior in others. The behavior of robotic agents does not follow the delineation between A and B influences, however. Their limits merely fall along the perimeter of their programming or the ingenuity of their controllers. What characterizes them is that when they do engage in discussion of seemingly non-Matrix topics, from spirituality to alien abductions, alternative health to alternative science, and philosophy to metaphysics, they propagate _false _B-influences, or disinformation49. Robotic types are slicker than OPs when discussing esoteric things, and as mentioned earlier serve more specialized functions as active agents rather than passive ones (OPs) whose strength lies in number. To summarize, when it comes to esoteric subjects, OPs generally tend to ridicule, distract, and suppress, while robotic agents push disinformation and commit sabotage. Respectively, these functions follow from their passive and active natures. Origin of OPs and Robotic Agents Robotic humans, also known as reanimated humans, are manufactured or created from existing human bodies by altering the nonphysical component to suit a mission or agenda. Whether souled or an organic portal, anyone can be a candidate for this process which involves expiration then reanimation with a new soul, reprogrammed soul, or remote cybernetic interface. Generally, OPs are easier candidates because they lack Higher Selves and have no protection in the sense of divine intervention. Among other factors, souled humans are easily susceptible if they have a negative soul frequency, were going to die anyway according to life script, or have damaged their soul-body connection through extensive drug use50. Because OPs are controllable anyway in their common state, there is little need to reanimate them unless special circumstances exist that absolutely require it, such as when a particular individual must do what only a robotic human can do. One such application might involve covert military operations that contain esoteric, hyperdimensional, or occult factors. OPs cannot comprehend such things, would give in to primal fear, and would therefore be ineffective. But through reanimation, they can perform their duties as intended. The history of organic portals predates souled humans by hundreds of thousands of years. They are the original humans, a natural evolutionary progression from our ancestral primates. Like most animals, their evolution happens collectively and slowly rather than individually and within a single or lifetime. This is why early humans produced no culture or agriculture and only the most rudimentary stone tools for such a long period of time. OPs lack creativity, and left to their own would not be capable of building a cultured society. Periodically, the physical evolution of mankind who were all organic portals at the time, was genetically modified by extraterrestrial/hyperdimensional beings to increase their manual dexterity for use as slave labor. Nevertheless, after the initial modifications, the soul structure of mankind remained the same, that of a group soul. Eventually, there came the introduction of a higher density soul matrix into human bodies. This was accomplished via an agreement between a higher density soul group desiring physical existence, and hyperdimensional aliens who genetically prepared human bodies for their incarnation. Being of a divine origin, the new humans contained the spark of individualized higher consciousness. They were brought to an earth already populated by OPs, and over time intermixed with them to such a degree that today, OPs and souled individuals can be found even within the same family51. The Larger Perspective In the grand scheme of things, organic portals serve a beneficial function. They are bridges between densities, particularly second and third density52. Souled humans possess higher centers, and are able to produce higher energies. When a lower density being is exposed to such higher densities, its evolution is accelerated53. Second density group souls evolve more rapidly into third density individual souls if there is an influx of higher density energies. Organic portals serve that function as "energy scouts" of second density that exist in third density, sucking the energy of souled humans. This energy is funneled into their second density group soul, accelerating its collective evolution. At present, the Matrix takes a large share of that harvest. The 50/50 ratio between OPs and souled humans on earth is the optimal ratio for maximum energy transfer between densities. Unlike animals, which evolve in their own second density realm, OPs are simply energy scouts in third density. This means that an animal has the possibility of evolving into third density in a single lifetime, while OPs cannot. Organic portals are mere feeding tube extensions of their group soul, and exist primarily to collect energy for that group soul. An animal, particularly those who become pets, may acquire sufficient experience and soul essence from their owners that they individualize and split off from their group soul54. They may then incarnate in third density as a souled human, though a very poorly developed one at first. Because of the impersonal nature of OPs, it is impossible for them to individualize within a single lifetime, at present. Not until the group soul evolves from second into third density as a whole, can individualized souls spontaneously incarnate from it. There are differences between OPs and lower evolved souled humans who are first time incarnates having recently graduated from second density. The latter have souls containing a divine spark of individuality with as much potential for full soul development as all maturely souled humans, although it will take many more lifetimes to mature to the same level. OPs also have this potential, but not on an individual level and not within this current cycle of human evolution. An animal can graduate to third density independent of its soul group, but as mentioned, OPs cannot. Souls who are new to third density take on crash courses in the basics of this realm, and so their lives tend to be basic and often primal regardless of where they live: whether inner city, suburbia, or the rainforest. It would be reasonable to say that they live a primarily emotional existence because their lower centers dominate over the newfound intellectual and embryonic higher centers. They may even have residues of their former animal essence, which can reflect in their personality. Because of their vulnerable nature, having not learned many third density lessons yet, external forces easily influence them. The portal-like nature of OPs makes them even better agents of the Matrix. It employs them as feeding tubes and passive suppressors to keep souled humans in line and connected to the milking machine, as well as open doors through which the Matrix can directly interact with them. Being a milking machine is the Matrix's primary function, a way for higher density negative forces, who are disconnected from directly accessing the creative energy due to atrophied higher centers, to continue their existence. Through agents and the Matrix, souled humans are kept in place as an energy source, as metaphorically portrayed in The Matrix except this energy is actually of a higher etheric kind rather than electric. This is man's place in the cosmos55, much in the same way cows have their place as providers of dairy and meat. One might disagree and say that cows do not deserve to be in farms, but the truth is that they are being milked and slaughtered because most never contemplate resistance or escape, or have the ability to do so. Likewise, humans do not deserve to be enslaved for use as a natural resource either, but this is where we are because most people never contemplate resistance or escape. But just because most cannot, doesn't mean certain individuals with determination are denied escape56. Thus, while OPs, humans, and the Matrix serve evolutionary and metaphysical functions, individual souled humans have the choice of whether to participate in this plan or attempt to transcend it. It is the choice between being a slave and being a sovereign being. Some enjoy being slaves of comfort, but others see the illusion and are trying to wake up and reconnect to their higher centers. This job is difficult because life on earth is designed to oppose awakening and escape in every way. Role of OPs in Society Organic portals form the backbone of the Matrix's social control infrastructure. They are what keeps society running in a state of preoccupation with the mundane. From cradle to grave, souled humans are pressured to stay with the status quo and not ask dangerous questions. Those who try to wake up are targeted by the Matrix to be put back to sleep, lest they face opposition from those around them who have been purposely inserted for that reason57. From mechanic to professor, salesman to actor, pizza man to president, OPs can be found in every level of mainstream society. In general, whether they work in business, science, government, or religion, they tend to occupy the upper management positions. This is because their lack of compassion, knack for deceit, and hive mind nature allows them to make it to the top in every common institution or corporation. They are favored for advancement by other OPs already established in higher positions. From such positions, they are able to implement Matrix control tactics in very effective ways. In schools, for example, they are instrumental in enforcing oppressive educational climates, influencing school board decisions to adopt sterile teaching regiments and programs for indoctrinating or preoccupying them with garbage. In universities, they influence peer review committees and reject any research that goes contrary to what has already been accepted. In government, they do as told by higher authorities and manipulate the voting population — half of which are organic portals — into re-electing them. Souled people can do all these as well, but have freewill and the potential to evolve dynamically while OPs perform the same routines statically and never change on a fundamental level. The hallmark signature of an organic portal is his or her absolute devotion to the orthodox and mainstream. Whether it's orthodox science or mainstream fashion trends, OPs are immersed in the realm of the mundane like fish in water, and fight or ignore anything that lies outside of it. Sadly, many souled humans are programmed to defend the Matrix as well. As stated, the difference is that they have the potential to awaken in this lifetime while OPs do not. It must be emphasized that they exist in a broad spectrum of society, from the lowest scoundrels to the greatest academicians. Their adept use of the intellectual center gives them flexibility in what position to occupy within the Matrix-controlled social system. Their charm and disguised ruthlessness helps them infiltrate and subvert the upper levels of any organization run by naive souled humans, ones whose kindness, compassion, or reticence makes them underestimate the intentions and capabilities of the newcomers. This is the main reason why institutions that begin with honorable intentions are eventually corrupted. The only people who can consistently beat out OPs without knowing their nature are souled humans with extremely negative psychopathic natures. A true psychopath is anyone who is incapable of feeling empathy or has a twisted sense of empathy; all organic portals are fundamentally psychopathic even if they disguise it with seemingly normal behavior59. The souled psychopath has the advantage of using ingenuity and creativity in his pursuits, as well as having soul energy that may be bartered with negative or demonic forces for power. The social system forming the third density manifestation of the Matrix is designed to promote OPs and anyone who acts linearly, and punish or oppress those who express true creativity, originality, and individuality. Of course, organic portals are merely mechanical enforcers of the Matrix, the pawns in the game. Ultimately, they are part of a system engineered by negative souled beings, ones who possessed the creativity necessary to design and command it. The ones who really run the show in this world are therefore souled, although of a very negative soul frequency. OPs are simply the workhorses of the Matrix. Role of OPs in Families and Relationships Their presence in our lives is not limited to impersonal sources of authority. They can be quite personal, occupying places within even our own families60. When placed close to us, their primary function is to keep us too oppressed or distracted to notice or pursue B-influences. They are not aware of their roles as agents because their level of individual consciousness is quite dim anyway; they simply do what is in their nature to do, and what they are manipulated into doing by the Matrix. It is fitting that the best way for the Matrix to access our lives is through those who are closest to us, whom we spend the most time with. And if we are tied to such people through financial, legal, or emotional obligations, we are on a leash with the Matrix holding the other end. These personal agents are the greatest source of energy drain we may encounter. If one spends too much time (many years) with an organic portal as a spouse or lover, one's energy can be drained beyond recovery. This involves the death of one or more of the centers61. Such a targeted souled person is bled dry and becomes an empty shell, virtually indistinguishable from an OP. The organic portal and Matrix cannot be blamed in such instances, only the souled person for once being too stupid, ignorant, or naive to know better, having given in to the temptations and desires of the lower centers. Of course, one has close to no choice in the case of an organic portal parent. It is difficult, if even possible, for the Higher Self to script the presence of OPs in life because organic portals themselves have no Higher Selves with which to negotiate. This job is left to the Matrix. Therefore, as far as one's life script is concerned, OPs are the wildcard factors that can slow things down. Regardless, lessons will be learned whether it's the easy way or the hard way; the unheeded presence of OPs in one's life ensures that it will be learned the hard way. It is therefore important to know about Matrix agents, their methods, characteristics, and how to counteract their influence. Without such knowledge, souled humans make the false assumption that everyone else is like them, which puts them at a significant disadvantage by underestimating potential agents placed into their lives or misunderstanding their motives.
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
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From the upcoming book "Jesus Checks his Myspace at the Hilton" © 2006
Gay men, who fuck, women and hate them homophobicly
Do you ever notice how straight men will tease each other in a derogatory fashion, if one of them does anything feminine? "Dude you look like a girl in that coat", or " Man you hit that ball like a pussy,"or "Shit bro, you write like a bitch." The irony of this is that, anything that is feminine, must be an embarrassment, making them woman haters, or in the closet man lovers. So if you hate women, and how they are so much, why do you call yourself straight? Wouldn't a straight guy admire a woman's beauty, and learn something from it. Is it really a mystery that the poor, fat, stupid, plumber for arguments sake, can't get laid, and freaks out when he sees a hot girl with a rocker kid in makeup? "Look at that fucking fag man, what does she see in that"? "I could kick that fairies ass." I don't think it occurs to them that women like the same as us, usually. Last time I checked, we weren't fond of smelly, sloppy, hairy, fat women.The other thing is, if you're doing anything that has been thought of as a woman only activity, by the vast majority of cattle, you are a "fag". This brings me to my next point, and how this all relates to me. My roommate just got a job as a promoter for a club in town. I've always wanted to get into a nightlife job, and make tons of contacts, and work during hours when I am at my best. Not unlike Michael Alig, or Taime Downe. She said she could get me a job, perhaps security, or passing out fliers. These weren't part of my vision though. They seemed boring, passe' and predictable. But when she mentioned dressing in drag, standing at the door, and getting paid for it, I lit up. Why? I'm straight right? Yes, and I wear makeup when I go out often to certain clubs. I might also like to note, that even though I'm not gay, I'm not defending myself because I think it's wrong. I don't have a problem with anyone's choice of sexuality as long as it's not abusing anyone. But to most troglodytes, working at the makeup counter, or going out in it, makes you gay. I do both of these things. A woman came up to me at the counter I work at and as I put her eyeshadow on, she took great pleasure telling me how much I'd love South Beach, and how all the men hold hands. I was about to say "Broadway in Manhattan is more my style," but I didn't even have the energy to be sarcastic, nor did I feel like joining in on her stereotypes. Another day, a huge ogre came in and leered his walking ape man Pithecanthropus Erectus body near my counter and proceeded to tell me how I was a "sick evil mother fucker", and how he was going to kill me outside. He did this for about 5 minutes from a chair across the aisle. I wanted to tell him that I was going to be busy fucking his mother....in the ass, that night, but common sense told me that I can't have a mangled face at the counter. I pent up my rage and as usual, and lashed out in true Absinthe fashion later in the week. My friend Evil and I, went out and drank till I couldn't talk right and ventured back to my house. In an attempt to symbolize the dying feminine balance that the world wants to kill, I took my Paris Hilton cutout of the corner of my room which I got from the fragrance stockroom because I was enamored by her dichotomy of being smart and beautiful and yet being a rotten slut. The image epitomized the essence of feminism in my mind at the time. I took all my clothes off and drenched myself in fake blood and put lipstick all over my face. I was going to give world, men and women, what they wanted. I beheaded Paris while Evil cut the crotch out of the life size replica. He always seemed to be on the same wavelength as me, I stuck my dick through the hole and placed my face on her neck, while Evil took pictures while the male female balance that the perfect man should have...bled to death. I will continue to do shit like this as long as narrow minded mainstream America wants to suppress people like me. And believe me there's a lot more of us than they think. It's 2006 America, get over it.
© 2006 Adam Absinthe
Jesus checks his Myspace at the Hilton.
What does my Myspace popularity or anyones for that matter, Paris Hilton and a Jesus bobble head have in common? They are all products of Americas Dreamy obsession with Hyperreality. Perhaps a better word than obsession would be condition. It seems we have lost touch with the real and started to worship simulacrum's. We stay stupid and consumerism thrives. Don't deny that you're reading about Brangelina while you're sitting on the toilet. Reality T.V. is our biggest simulacrum right now. Myspace being our next biggest. Myspace is now one of the biggest sites in the world and it's for this reason. All the Geoffrey Moons, Vicki Vodkas, and fantastic personalities, on the site are a simulation of something which never really existed. What has Paris Hilton done to be so popular? Has she won an Oscar, written a bestseller, found the cure for aids? No. She is a Jesus bobble head. Rather than worship God, people have learned to worship the icon of god and lost touch with the original. Paris is the Hollywood symbol of this simulation. Paris IS the "authentic fake". Famous for being famous. Chuck Klosterman said it best when he claimed his girlfriends fell in love with John Cusacks characters in films when they simply said they were in love with John Cussack. And who wouldn't fall in love with a photoshopped thumbnail on Myspace instead of the actual person.Who wants to wake up next to them without makeup and horrid breath? The simulation is more important. The profile is more real than the person. I'll borrow from Bauldrillard who borrowed from Borges. The profile is a map of a city drawn so perfectly over it that the original decays and the map becomes the reality. The reality T.V. phenomenon has nothing to do with reality. Reality sucks. Who wants to watch the television show Cops just to see police bust a wall street business man for money laundering? We want to see shirtless men on crack running through and alley bleeding, while cops excitingly chase them down with backup rather than sitting at a traffic light eating a donut. Why would we want to ride our bikes in the woods when we can go to Disney Land and fly on them on the E.T. ride. But at some point Americans started believing in the E.T. ride was real, and forgot what a real bike and woods was, in the case of Paris' popularity. The person with the most Friends on Myspace is a flavor of gum called Wild Ice Blast Berry. There's no such thing as Wild Ice Blast Berries but, we love them. Paris Hilton then is a Plastic X Mas tree which is profoundly better than any real tree could look in your living room. Perhaps that's what the most successful movies Warner Brothers ever made called the Matrix trilogy was trying to tell us. Our postmodern culture is a symptom of hyperreality. Paris Hilton as far as I'm concerned is a holographic image devoid of spirit and walks around as a representation of what a famous person is. Perhaps at one point there was a famous person who actually did something to be famous. They then photographed her. Someone after that point may have painted the photograph, and now that painting is our celebrity and the original is long lost. Paris would be that painting. So would the Myspace icons. I can tell you right now that I am a recognizable face from my unexpected Myspace popularity. When I'm laying at home in bed with my girlfriend, I'm me. When I go out to a bar and socialize I can't avoid being a Myspace simulacrum even if I lay in a bed in the middle of the floor next to my gf at the bar. People worship me from Myspace rather than what constitutes who I am. I'm guilty too. I used to worship Val Kilmer as Jim Morrison in The Doors movie, both Jim And Val were lost to what I considered as the Doors.
© 2006 Adam Absinthe
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