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Monday, December 01, 2008 

Current mood:  sad
I just read this poem and figured... I'd throw my twist in the beginning and let it hit home..
Roman, I miss you... this one's for you pare.


If I knew it'd be the last time, I'd chat with you online,
I woulda rather come over for some good ol quality time.

If I knew it'd be the last time, that you would make me smile,
I would have kept it on my face, even after awhile.

If I knew it would be the last time, I'd hear your voice singing,
I woulda asked you to do it louder, even if my ears were ringing.

If I knew it'd be the last time, we'd drive around the city,
I woulda taken my time, to cherish the day that's so pretty.

For some it's too late but for us we'll have tomorrow,
So much more time, months, weeks, days left to borrow.

There will always be another day to hug tighter and kiss longer,
And certainly another chance to be greater & live stronger.

But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
So if you are waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear.

Take the time to say "I'm sorry", "Please forgive me", "Thank you", "or "it's okay",
And if TOMORROW never comes, you'll have no regrets about TODAY.
4:23 PM 
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Friday, August 29, 2008 

Current mood:  content
"Even if some waves thrash hard on me & bring me down... it's not gonna stop me from staying out at sea cuz I know the good waves are worth the wait & far outweighs all the pain." -iP

Someone mentioned today that they don't wanna put themselves out there to trust strangers and give others the ability to hurt them... in other words, they're a bit hesitant in making new friends.

Sometimes I just wish that things like making new friends would stay as simple as it was when we were kids... I like playdoh, you like playdoh, you can be my friend. You have polly pocket's carnival, i have polly pocket's mansion, we're gonna be friends. Your house has a pool, you're gonna be my best friend. You're not mean to me, we can be friends. Oh the simplicity of being a little kid... has vanished.

Now, making friends sadly sometimes comes down to... what the other person has to offer. It's always "what can you do for me" rather than the other way around. It's always, what perks can I get by being friends with this person or how will my social appeal be affected if I'm seen with them?

I admit, those things do come to mind when I meet new people but here's just the thing... every new person you meet doesn't have to be your friend. You get to weed out the ones you know aren't good for you, the ones that you know you want nothing to do with, the ones that are just gonna make you want to pull your hair out and any other initial bad things you see. First impressions... are deceiving. Some people leave the best first impressions yet later down the line, turns out to be nothing like what you thought they were like. Then there's others that make not so good first impressions but turn out to be such great people... in the long run. That's the thing, time reveals everything & I've learned that since I thought that every single one of my closest & best friends were bitches when I first met them... ALL of them. Some of them still are but I just love them still hahah jk. Diamonds are found not in a pretty glacier lookin superman home filled with pretty sparkly stuff... they're found in the roughest places on earth... it just gets dug up & polished... it takes time.

Yeah, there's a lot of "friends" that have hurt me but I can't give up putting myself out there in fear of running into more bad people cuz finding the few great friends in a world filled with mean ones is worth every single pain in the butt I have to go through.

I've made more friends this year than I ever have... ever? hahah... like my headline says, "if you wanna fly, you gotta drop the sh*t that's weighing you down" and after I did that, I was able to be a social butterfly again & God has blessed me with a couple new grrrrrrrrreat friends.

So if you're my friend... and i mean you already know I'm talking about you when you read this, not just wondering if i'm talking about you, but YOU KNOW you're one of the ones i'm talking about... then you better feel special that you ARE my friend... and know that I'm very very thankful for that... more than you could ever imagine.

...ok don't cry now. zy... that means you. hahah jk!

love you guys & thanks for always letting me vent, just sit there, play with your dogs & cuties & giving me the honor to be someone you vent to.

HONOR!? who says that!? why am i being so emo!? oh... i remember now... man i need some midol. 
1:07 AM 
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