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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 17
Sign: Aquarius

City: I miss Vine Grove
State: Kentucky
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/16/2006

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Sunday, August 03, 2008

How’s about some poetry?
Current mood:

bitchy
Category: Life

This is just a sample of my writing.
It's not good.
It's probably even a little bad.
But Chel reminded me of it earlier and i decided to post it here.
Read, enjoy, blahblahblah.

Drink Up The Cyanide You Cynics, You.

He holds her close in loving arms
Kisses her with tender lips
She rests her head upon his chest
As he sings her so softly to sleep.

It's not Just Another Beautiful Day

I hope in a few months when you see me walking down your street
Smoking your cigarettes and singing those same dumb songs
You look out at me and think
Why did I ever give that up
I hope that you see me with him
And regret ever giving up on us
I hope that when it's all been forgotten
You remember

What If They Were Asked To Stop and Remove Their Hats?

My heart never ached this way
My soul never cried
Until you walked away
And that was your goodbye
I try to calm my racing heart
I try to dry my tears
But now that you are gone
I feel like I'm losing a war
That has only just begun
I'm drifting off the coast
I'm totally losing my grip
Slipping into oblivion
And no one seems to care

Not Only Does She Not Care, No One Else Does Either, Boy.

She's just as lonely as before you, Boy
Even madder
Maybe a little sadder
But your heartbreak made her tougher
Your mistakes made her harder
She'll never trust you
And she'll definitely never need you
Don't try and get her back
Not with those love songs
The ones you've sung to a million other girls
She's so past that

Oh, How I Love Thee! [LovePoem to Moi.]

I love the way your face lights up when you smile
I love the way you put your hand protectively on my back
I love the way those three little words make me tingle all over when you say them
I love the way you know me better then I know myself
I love the way you love me
I love the way I love you

[Author's Note] This one was a joke.
It was written to "myself", because me and Chelsea were joking around about love poems and she read it and asked who it was to, I told her myself. So we write love poems to ourselves like those losers with fake boyfriends.

If Only She Knew, It Wasn't Just Her

Can you remember
Those days
That day
We loved each other
We confessed for each other
All that time we spent together
Laying in bed with the curtains pulled shut
Sheltered from the world
Not caring
Just loving
We didn't answer the phone
We didn't answer the door
Just talked, talked, talked
Making promises
It all seems so long ago
It doesn't seem like just last week
But you're gone now
Making the same promises with her
Just like the one before me
Even though it hurts
I still remember
Those days
That day

She Needed Him

If there was ever a time she needed him most
It had to have been that night
That night that still haunts her dreams
And leaves her begging for relief
That night he didn't answer her call
Or stop her when she left
If only he had been there
To stop her innocence from being stolen
She still cries
She still hides
All because when she needed him most
He couldn't have cared less

Not So, Keyhole.

There she was,
All alone
Watching through the keyhole.
You can't blame her,
When it's all your fault.
You knew what you were doing!
But she blames herself,
For all your mistakes
For all the lives you've torn apart.
Too bad she'll never be the same.
Because there she is,
Watching through the keyhole,
As you steal another's innocence.

8:36 PM

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Friday, February 16, 2007

My poem, pretty much owns your face. Stupid newb

Abused Angel

She traces the heart-shaped bruise
Tears spill from her eyes

One abused angel, who wanted nothing but love
But she tried to love the wrong person
Tried, but she didn't succeed

But now this abused angel is held close by loving arms
Her wings have been repaired and her halo straightened

Her tears are replaced by grins
And all the contact is gentle, loving

5:50 PM

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Monday, February 12, 2007

rawrrawrcutieee

Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets
can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust
A de-tox in the cold sweat of shame
and i love your pain

your daddy works in porno, now that mommy's not around. she used to love her heroin, but now she's underground. so you stay out late, & you do your cocaine for free

Sit me on your front porch swing
and sing me something sweet until I fall asleep
You'll drive till you crash
But you always seem to want to go so fucking fast
That nothing ever lasts

Pack up your ego and your tantrum
Put it back with your anger and pride.
Beating up on your girlfriend
Ain't gonna change anything inside

we're only young once
so lets screw this up right

Scream me something beautiful.

no one believes us.
but trust me,
we'll make our dreams come true.
i can feel it.

you're my everything.
and all that i am, is yours.

Die peacefully.
Decay beautifully.

This Is Your Life
&& It's Ending One Minute At A Time
???

You'vegotthissillyway
of keeping me on the edge of my seat

of course i'm in
               love with
                   you
              darling.

1,377 teenagers become mothers.
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion.
500 adolescents begin using drugs
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease.
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol.
3,610 teens are assulted..

80 are raped.
2,861 teens drop out of school.
420 children are arrested for drug abuse.
5,388 youths are arrested.
6 teens commit suicide.
» .. EVERYDAY

i'd like to smash
this whole place
and shove it back
in your face

I got your love letters,
corrected the grammar and sent them back.
It's true,
romance is dead,
I shot it in the chest
then in the head.

if theres anything you should do before you die, allow me to suggest something, look into someones eyes, someone who you really care about, really look at them, just look at their face, their eyes, take them in, breathe their breath into your lungs at a moment when there most happy, & i promise you, you'll never see anything more beautiful then the expression on their face, or the one on yours

ON MY KNEES
SCREAMING AT THE CLOUDS
TEARS FALL FROM THE DARK SKY
HATE IS A FOUR LETTER WORD
BUT LOVE IS A FOUR LETTER LIE

sex, drugs, rock & roll
speed, weed, & birth control
screw the panties, buy a thong
pary hard & all night long
drink tequilla, take a shot
bang the guy you think is hott
love is great, sex is better
get drunk, think its heaven

be my valentine?

eeniemeanieminiemoe,
i'd still pick you.

MeetingYOUwasfate

becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you
I had no control over aaa

&& ^© Before
I would wish upon every 11:11 on a clock
hoping to find someone special.
But now that I have you I know we are perfect
because when I wake up and look at the clock,
I no longer make a wish.
I close my eyes and fall asleep
because now I have you!e>

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&&.he's.the.best.
&& I don't know what I'd do ~~without~~ him
I lOVE him with all my heart
&& I ~~want~~ to be with him forever
&& everE|E|E|E|

And suppose I never ever met you.
Suppose we never fell in love.
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft.
Suppose I never ever saw you.
Suppose we never ever called.
Suppose I kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall.
Just to break my fall.

and i hate myself more

with every

single

bite.

i asked him if he thought it would hurt to die.

and simply he replied

"Not as much as it hurts to live."

turn on the shower
~~lock~~ the door
fall upon the tile
and cry once more
grab a towel
damp the sounds
don't let a soul hear
that you're ~~breaking down.~~

I will let you down,
I will make you hurt.

A nurse pinpointed the virus
A doc diagnosed the disease
Somehow this crazy circumstance
It's got me down on my knees

almost everyone you know,
~~without~~ exception, has their heart
all wrapped around someone
who will ~~never~~ love them back.

Don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself.
Because as far as I can see, you're
still an asshole.

Let's set our hearts at self destruct
Cocaine Infested Anorexic girls.

Here I am,
banging on your front door
my pride spilled on the floor
my hands and knees are bruised
and now I'm crawling back to you.

You're a little young to become a cynic
of course anything is possible these days.
you say death has targeted all of us
& we have no chance to escape

and they told her
"you don't have to sell yourself like that"
and the only thing she could reply was,
"Im not that smart.
I am that pretty."

dont act shocked when you see me walking down your street
holding 5 dollars and old letters
flowers and a box of pictures
a cigarette in one hand,
only because im lonely.
dont be suprised
if you see me laying on your bedroom floor,
my pants left in the other room
and me screaming for more.
dont act confused
when i try to forget
and i dont remember to call.
it was all a set up after all.
dont be sad if i sit in your car
and play that old song that was playing
the night we went pretty far.
dont be shy when i call you next july
with a baby on the way
and a tear in my eye.
dont act all stunned.
you knew from the start that this we going to be weird
and love is just hard.

we made love on the living room floor
with the noise in the background of a televised war
and in the deafening pleasure i thought i heard someone say
"if we walk away, they'll walk away"

i got a face thats made for violence and porn.
and im a teen distortion,
survived abortion.
a rebel from the waist down.

my old man always swore
that hell would have no flame.
just a front row seat
to watch your true love pack her things
and drive away.

as she crouched on all fours
trying to cast out all that she lacked
into the white porcelain bowl,
he held back her hair and
he whispered into her ear,
"you're better than this."

& when your alone the whole world seems to be in love

do whatever you want,
and if its something you`ll regret
in the morning, sleep in late.

When the government
Outlaws sex
I will kill the president.
I will burn the flag.
I will touch you where you need.

and you're so guilty it's disgusting
he's been sneakin underneath your sheets
and your hand have been in places
that they probably shouldn't go
but don't worry sweetie
cause i already know

nobody sees when you are lying in my bed
and i want to crawl in with you
but i cry instead
i want your warmth
but it'll only make me colder when it's over.
so i can't tonight, baby.

& everytime the phone rings,
i breathe in slowly & pray
that it`s finally you, calling to say
I M I S S Y O U T O O <3
È

youweremydream

w h e n i w a s a w a k e

i've got the gift of one liners
and you've got the curse of the curves

HiM: what`s wrong?
HER: it`s a long story ..
HiM: i got all night

Someone once asked me
"Do you think it's possible to love someone forever?"
&& I thought about you and I said
"forever isn't nearly long enough..."

i don't understand why cupid was
chosen to represent valentine's day.
when i think about romance,
the last thing on my mind is a short,
chubby toddler coming at me with a weapon

[LAWL, yeah I really lol'd irl at that one X=]

love is what makes you smile when you're tired.

Love hurts. boys lie.
friends stab. people die.
parents yell. you always try.
you're never good enough.
and you don't know why

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10:24 PM

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Derderderderderder..hostilaty!

L = Long days we spend talking, whether it be about life-altering decisions, or just little arguments about who loves who more. Every word you say gives my heart one more reason to beat.

O = the Only woman who could ever hold my attention longer than a few months, is a woman i've never even held in my arms. And the dreams of this are getting stronger, just as my feelings for you are.

V = a Visual Extravagance that words can not begin to even scratch the surface of the amazing presence that you take anywhere you go. You can sweep a guy off his feet without even trying, and you take his breath away just by saying those 3 words, "I love you."

E = Excited by the very thought of having an ounce of your affection, the sheer thought of your love fills my heart with blood, it fills my lungs with air. And it fills my thoughts with hope of holding you in my arms one day when we're old, just so I can recite this very same definition to you.

And that, Ms. Elizabeth Keely Rae Riffe, is what Love is all about. It's not one definition, it's how you make me feel without doing anything. The way you make me smile when you want to "tease" me. And the way you make me breathe with every sigh you sigh, every "I love you", you toss at me. And every smile you shine at me.

So Ella, love is definable. If you don't believe that, just look in the mirror and you'll know what my true love is defined as.