I just started a new job editing a TV show with my girlfriends. It's called latin fusion tv
you can catch it online at www.latinfusiontv.com or you can see it on the CW2 Network Channel 4. Or check your local listings. Just watch it already and tell me what you think.

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I just woke up. I had an awful dream. In my dream I was visiting an old flame and he and I were together in this dream only he was cheating on me in my dream and I met his other girl and we tried to be friends and oh oh it was horible I ran away to the beach somewhere and well. My heart was broken. It felt exactly the way it did when one of my old flames did cheat on me and break my heart. It hurt physically. I have a pain in my chest and my throught is a bit constricted and shaking like I had been crying. When I woke I hated all men and assumed that they were all cheaters. Yikes! A message to men. If your going to cheat.... don't get caught. Be smart about your cell phone history and your websearch history and don't sleep with anybody that might know your spouse or like... your bestfriends wife or anything like that. Just dont let us find out about it because it physically hurts. I mean my chest doesnt hurt but it feels mushy now like what ever is there has just been beaten up and it is weak and stuff. Just just.... don't get caught or just don't cheat. Tell your girl that you want to have sex with somebodyelse or that you are falling for somebodyelse. break it off with us first. you will be suprised how well we can handle things and that way we won't punish all men for your ignorance. Men who cheat are like terrorists. They ruin it for the rest of us.

Just to get a bit personal. my myspace page is a bit on the serious side. I wont be subscribing to any Instant Messenger thing on myspace so don't bother asking. Just want to put that out there from the begining. Um... My favorite color is Green. I don't know how to explain it but when I see different shades of green they just make me happy. I see these colors and I smile and I am filled with a sweet harmony. I don't understand it myself. I love guys with soccer legs. I am freaky for the show hero's. I totally thought that Kanye West was crazy after the whole New Orleans telethon incident but now I am up in the air about him. I would like to say that I am not a judgemental person but I buy Us magazine and talk trash about the stars (especially Britney Spears, but I feel really sorry for her right now and I blame her ex husband K-Fed for her recent break down and I think that we should all cut her a break and leave her alone). I want a man who adores me and who kisses me often. I absolutely love kissing. I could kiss (the right man) all day long. Morning noon and night, until my lips chap. Suck face until my lips are so red that I no longer need to wear lipstick. I love my dog and my turtle. Right now the two most interesting things in my life. my dog and my turtle. love them. My favorite pass time is strolling through any furniture store of even better the ikea store(they make the best poached salmon). I like to try different foods (excluding anything that still has it's eyes attached). Right now my favorite dish is a creamy tomato soup which you can find at the Gruene Onion here in New Braunfels TX. Yummy yummy yum. I also love the pho at Pho Cong Ly in San Antonio off of Bitters and West Ave. You have to try it. You will love it. I love my long hair and changing the color every few months or so. I have to change my hair. It changes everything. I actually look like a different person if my hair isn't just so. This fact proven by the photo's on my latest album. My hair just wasn't right. gosh I could go on and on. and i will . I will leave you here and I will come back soon to continue. Hope you get to read this.

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OK you can now buy my new album SINCERAMENTE at my website www.rebeccavaladez.us Very exciting news.

For all who were close to the wonderful music legend Jerry Delarosa we invite you to come and celebrate stories and toast to the legendary musician/performer/producer/friend. We will be gathering Wednesday the 12th from 6 to closing at the HOT TIN ROOF Bar & Grill located at: 7710 IH-10 in San Antonio just south of Callaghn on the IH-10 access road. The number there is (210) 657-9000. This invite is for all of those who wish to remember and remenice about all of the wonderful ways this man and his lovely wife Ivan added to our daily lives through music and spirit and love. We will also be filming individual interviews with close friends and family to be shared on a later date. For more information contact us at beckydez@msn.com with Jerry D. in the subject.
Thank you and God Bless
Rebecca Valadez

I am totally in love with Alison D's husband from the hit series MEDIUM. He is the perfect husband. He loves his wife like crazy, he is a math genius, he is hot, he has great hair and that soccer body that I go gaga for. I have dreams about this man. Where can I find a guy like that? He is a fabulous dad and he supports his wife and kisses her often. Do you remember the episode when Alison was possesed by this bitchy dead wife and he was just so heartbroken to think that his wife was lost somewhere and he called her cell phone and left her a message on her cell phone wishing her a happy anniversary or happy valentines day or something. Oh goodness, I love that man. I actually am in love with his character on the show and it drives me nuts that I don't have that with a real life man. Does anybody out there have a simular story that they can share with me? Or am I the only one?

well, here i am trapped in this house while the my world freezes around me. and yes i am referring to the weather. some cold storm we are having. i am trying to hold it together. i am bord like a mug though. i guess i should take this time to speak of the recent blessings in my life. number one...i am finally losing weight. holy cow i know. it seems like forever ago that i promised to lose the weight but now it is actually happening and i couldn't be happier. i feel so much better about myself and well... i look better too. second. the Grammy nod. i know there is at least one of you out there who doesn't believe that i should be up for this award but, i can honestly say that there was no cheating involved. i don't know many people associated with the grammy's and i didn't bother voting for myself because i didn't think that i would make the nominations. so if i got nominated it is because OTHER people thought that i deserved it. i have no hopes either way only that i get a chance to enjoy my first trip down the red carpet. wish me luck.

Well here again thinking of ways not to be sad. I think of how encouraging my Uncle was. Win or Lose, he was always proud. He was the ultimate Cheerleader. I wish more people were like that. I am using this knowledge to help me through the tears. When you think of Roger Alvarez consider what a loving creature he was and how he always stood for good times, laughter and, showmanship. Don't think of him when you are sad. Rather remember him when you are happy. Or when you have accomplished something. That is when Uncle Roger will be watching. That good feeling of butterflies or strength is being given to you by him. He is hugging you and shouting your name. Remember how excited he would get when Troy Aikmen (or however you spell it) would exicute a perfect pass to win the game. Bring that enjoyment into you heart.

Love is a terrible word to waste. I know people think that we use it too much. but maybe we should use it in a different way. We should write it down and make swirley's around it. We should paint it to show our true feelings. We should shout it so that eveyone can hear it. Don't just say it. Show it and show it loud. That is how Uncle Roger did. "I LOVE YOU". Sometimes he would call just to yell it. I know I wasn't the only one he said this to. He had enough love for everybody.