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Sometimes I ponder about what will come next
Where will my life turn when it seems to stall?
When is the next time I will smile again?
and how will I get up, should I fall?

Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can't last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?

Tragedy can be measured
by the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey

So when I've reached a fork in life's road
and the choices are many or few.
I follow the one that leads away from misfortune
Thats all I can really do

When life is good
You have to hold it in your hand
You have to close your eyes
You have to breathe it in!

Happiness may end
While tragedy begins
Today is the beginning
Is tomorrow the end?

My best friend died this past Sunday morning at 11:45. He was in a really bad car wreck, he hit the tree, and I kinda jus want to put him out there so everyone knows who he is. This was a great man just turned 25 in Oct. I just moved in with him I had nowhere else to go and he helped me by giving me and my kids a place to live. He was funny, and omg was he smart, lol his room looks like a computer graveyard! He was alwayz either fixin computers or he was playin final fantasy lol. If you have ever met Etroth than you have met Chris. All I want is for him to be rememberd by all. He was a great friend and the biggest backrub whore in the world. I love you man and you are greatly missed, we will meet again one day when its all over on this earth.