if he loves me only in my dreams,
then let me sleep forever.



I want to be the kind of girl
who leaves an everlasting impression.
I don't want to be the type
that you'll forget in a week.
I want to be hard to forget.
I want to have the kind of impact
on someone where they know
they'll never find anyone else
who could ever take my place.



Cover your ears, honey,
because the magazines
and the celebrities scream,
"You'll never be good enough"
and if you hear their lies too many times,
they won't be just lies anymore.



Don't be deceived by who you think I am,
there's so much more you just don't understand.



Have you seen me cry?
Have you ever really looked into my eyes?
You would see the walls around me aint that high,
Did you ever really try?



There's so many sides to me,
so don't be fooled by what you see.
Underneath all of this,
lies a human on the inside.



I wish that they saw things the way that I do,
I'm not that different, I'm just like you.



I'm not perfect, nobody is.



I don't want to put on my make-up,
just like every girl in a magazine.
That's not who I am when I wake up,
that's not who I want to be.



It doesn't really matter what you wear,
Let the people stare.
Coz we are who we are.



But I ain't got much to offer,
but my heart and soul.
And I guess that's not enough
for you to notice me.
I'm just a girl.
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you.



Gotta find your inner strength
If you can't then just throw life away
Gotta learn to rely on you
Beauty, strength, and wisdom, too
You're beautiful inside and out
Lead a great life without a doubt
Don't need a man to make things fair
'Cuz more than likely he won't be there
Listen girl, gotta know it's true
In the end all you've got is you



What's wrong with me?
I get lonely in a crowd.
Everyone is smiling,
but I made myself left out.



I don't want you to look past me,
I want you to know who I am.
I hate it when you ignore me,
you just don't understand.



For anything to survive,
it needs love and light to grow.
I could be something beautiful,
I guess you'll never know.





&& every now and then i get a
little bit tired of [listening] to the sound of my
{t.e.a.r.s}



i want to be the girl he's scared to lose. the one he can't
walk away from knowing she's mad at him. the one who
he can't fall asleep without her being the last one heard
the one he wouldn't know what to do without __ xo



i'm the kind of girl that will get everything she doesn't deserve,
wants what she could never have,
and needs everything that will destroy her.



she lacked way too much confidence and had too high of standards.
she was sad far too often and didnt dance quite enough.
she was beautiful and tragic and perfectly fucked up.



a girl worth kissing is not easily kissed.



she swears that theres no d i f f e r e n c e,
between the l.i.e.s and c.o.m.p.l.i.m.e.n.t.s
its all the same if everybody leaves her



&& every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
the pictures that she sees make her cry.



p e r f e c t only in her i m p e r f e c t i o n



You're beautiful, but you don't know
Can't see what's there inside your soul
Always feelin like you're not good enough
You wish you could be someone else
Sometimes you just can't see yourself
But I can see just who you are
You're e x c e p t i o n a l



Appreciate me now or lose me forever.



A girl worth kissing is not easily kissed.



while other girls doodle hearts, i scribble
tiny stars : little wishes for everything
to somehow be okay.. *



"Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter
and those who matter don't mind."



fake a smile,
because sooner or later--
it'll be real.



At Some Point
- y o u h a v e t o r e a l i z e -
he doesnt care __ && you could be
missing out on someone that
does..



so once again I feel my heart break
over something that was only in my head



[[Its Sad]]
*-How You Don't Remember-*
-=-Half ThE Things-=-
..:I'll Never:..
-*-Forget-*-



I'm not a perfect girl.
My hair doesn't always stay in place
And I spill alot of things. I'm pretty clumsy & sometimes
I have a broken heart. My friends and I sometimes fight, &
maybe some days nothing goes right..but when I think about
it..and take a step back, I remember how amazing life truely
is and that maybe, just maybe, I like being unperfect.



Behind my smile is a hurting heart
Behind my laugh I'm falling apart
Look closely at me and you will see
the girl I am... isn't me



She finally let go of her fake smile
and the tears slowly rolled down her face
as she whispered to h e r s e l f
.. » " I don't want to be me. " *



+ && she's just a stupid little
girl with her hopes too high
&& feelings much too strong
especially for a b o y like him



+ & there's this boy,
and I've liked him for a [long time]
and I have a feeling he has no clue



I wanna be somebody else
Cuz I'm getting tired of myself



Is it my fault
You don't love me



Twinkle twinkle little star
Why do my dreams seem so far
Up above the world so high
Won't somebody tell me why
Can you help me out
Can you tell me what love is all about
Cause I never known it for myself
That's why I don't believe in fairy tales



You never think you measure up
Never s m a r t or c o o l, or p r e t t y enough
Always feeling different from all the rest, oh
You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in
I think you're *perfect* in the skin you're in
>>You're just perfect just how you are<<



***Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty***
>>Is the face in the mirror looking back at you<<
&& You walk around here thinking you're not pretty &&
... But that's not true, cause I know you ...

The difficult years end up being the greatest years of your whole life, if you survive them.
* Brittany Murphy



Nobody has a better vision of who you are than yourself.
* Sheryl Crow



I make mistakes, im out of control
& sometimes i'm hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
you don't deserve me at my best.
* Marilyn Monroe



Reality is something you rise above.
* Liza Minnelli