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Last Updated: 12/11/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Sign: Leo

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Monday, July 13, 2009 

Current mood:  peaceful

Speaking in silence,
yet still unheard.
Screaming silently,
and listening loudly.
Confused and lost
is how I feel.
Where does it end,
standing alone?
Fading slowly.
Lost and trapped.
I've been hiding,
right in front of you.
All along.
Fading faster now,
as you watch me fall.
To my knees,
hands on my head.
Invading my thoughts,
our memories.
My mind drifts,
much too far away.
Darkness creeps closer with every step,
following your every move.
Twist me.
Warp me.
Into your perfect,
empty and hollow little doll.
Lean in close,
kiss my forehead,
and free my tortured soul.
8:57 PM 
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Sunday, October 12, 2008 

Current mood:Poetic
I hold on to the feelings,
Feelings you never knew.
A death like grip.
Cold in my coffin I lay.
Pondering. Doubting.
Wishing.
I had one chance to release them.
Should I have?
I blew it.
Maybe this is what I really wanted.
All along.
No.
I'd wanted to share..before.
Now he'll never know.
Watching in the shadows,
Waiting?
Possibly.
Waiting for what I wonder.
I've spent all this time waiting,
And I haven't a clue why.
Curiosity peaks.
Lead me down this path.
Tightening my grip,
Choke the feelings.
Burn them to ash.
Mustn't be discovered.
Release them and rest eternally.
Loosen my grip.
Free them.
Resting in my eternal slumber.
You now know,
But it's too late.
Maybe in the next lifetime boy.
There goes the one and only.
Put to rest like the darkest angel you al
ways were.






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Friday, February 01, 2008 
Someone please help me.
I can't stand this anymore.
I have bruises on my wrists
from the handcuffs.
She was egging for a reason
any reason to take me in.
I can't keep doing this.
And I won't if it continues.
Worst of all..
the one person I can
talk to about this..
is gone at the moment.
I can't get into contact with at all.
So unheard I'm remaining.
I really need someone right now.
At least just someone to hold me.
Hold me and tell me everything
will be okay.
I will probably be unreachable today.
After school, that is..





2:49 PM 
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Sunday, January 13, 2008 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Life

There is a lost little girl inside of me
Trying to escape each and every day
There is a black hole I must live in for a while
But when I escape these chains..
She will be free.
There is a voice of truth in the back of my head
Helping me get through each day at a time.
There was a hole where you punctured my heart
But there is a scar from when you tried to fix it.
I have hope for my life
But because you have helped me to see
I now view the world as it should be seen
Loving each and every day
There is grave happiness
where the sorrow once was.
There is truth
where the lies once were.
There is a pure white cloud
Where my deep dark black one was.
Unhappiness has almost completely disappeared.
There is a man who loves me dearly
And has stuck through my mess of a life trying to help.
He is there to tell me I can fly if I'd just try.
He holds my heart in his hands,
And I completely trust him.

4:27 PM 
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Saturday, August 18, 2007 
How nice would it be.. To fall into a deep sleep, and never wake?
To fall.. into your dreams. To never be woken with screaming.
To never have to listen to the yelling that occurs every day.
To not be yelled at all day. To not have to worry about being abused again.
To never be raped again. To live.. in your dreams. In the calmness.
Alone, yet happy. A familiar place you can call home.
To stay in the place you call home. For this wreck of a life to finally end.
For this torture of a childhood to never haunt you again.
To end the screams of your nightmares.
To end it all.. to end you life.
For all of this life.. to fall into your deepest, darkest, nightmare.


10:20 PM 
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Writing and Poetry
you've hurt me so much
I no longer know
when you love me
or need someone to hold.
I've hurt me so much
I cant tell if its tears
or blood anymore.
I'm so confused
I cant even
look at you and
tell whether or not I love you.
I'm so alone
I want someone
anyone
to hold for the night.
I love you so much
I will love you
no matter how much you hurt me.
I'm so sad
I'd wait for you
even after she's gone
I just want..
to be cared for.




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Friday, June 22, 2007 

Current mood:  hyper
Category: Friends

kry::

weeeeeeeeeee..
listen..
to the pie
it says..
run.
up there.
*points to batman*
steal
your mom
and put your shoes
in the toilet
and turn on the water
*hides in stove*
untill it sleeps
but stops to dance pantless
a dog tried to steal my boyfriend!!!!!
@,<

cj::

i'z got a better one. hehe.
dude...
is that a fork
*takes fork*
hmmmmm
no
its just a fucking lizard.
all these damn lizards.
they try to eat me at night >,<
*throws lizard into near by bush*
take that spot!
mwahahhahahahaha!
*eats skittles*
dude...
are you...
trying to eat me?!
*picks you up*
*throws you into near by bush*
that will show u...
*walks away*
*trips over mikes feet*
"umpf!!"
8:54 AM 
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