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Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 31
Sign: Cancer

City: Los Feliz
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/5/2004

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Thursday, January 24, 2008 

Current mood:  pessimistic
Category: Romance and Relationships
Its been a long time since a woman called me "Safe", "like her brother" or "like a teddy bear"... Years in fact since anyone has said that to me.
I hadn't really thought about it until last night when a woman I barely know, made the comment that she would have no with me approaching her in a bar because I'm "safe".
Fuck!!!!
Just what everyone man wants to be told: He's Safe. Yeah.
Translation, I don't find you even remotely attractive and consequently I don't have to worry about what I say, or what I do around you, and so I can talk to you without worrying about if you want to take me home, cause you can't.
Yay.
On the upside it means they don't think I want to roofie them and chop them up and put them under my bed. So I'm safe on that front.
On the downside it means, I'm fucking doomed.
Great.
This explains a lot.
I need to murder someone and hang their fingers on a jacket made from dead puppies, and then someone might think I'm dangerous, both literally and figuratively. Or possibly just gross. In this town I'm sure some crazy woman will find that to be the hottest thing since sliced bread. Until then I'll just wait to meet a woman who thinks I'm not safe.
I love life.
Thursday, March 16, 2006 

Current mood:  chipper
I'm happy to report that I am the proud winner of the weight loss competition at my gym, meaning I lost more weight in 6 weeks than anyone else in the contest. 18 pounds in 6 weeks.
I'll take a pat on the back for that one.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 

Current mood:  amused

Can we talk about the fact that in the last two weeks i've been to: Seattle, Fort Lauderdale, San Francisco, and Palm Springs?

Mother of god... I used to think travelling for a living would be great!!!

WRONG. I love going places and seeing new stuff but this is ridiculous.

 

Thursday, December 15, 2005 

Current mood:  drained
Category: Friends
   I should point out, I am usually pretty happy, but all of my blog posts are cranky or defeatist.
I had an amazing weekend this weekend, I met some pretty cool people, drank some good beer, some good wine ,and slept a ton. I even took a nap. A Nap I tell you!
I have not had a good nap for ages!
Thursday, December 15, 2005 

Current mood:  disappointed
Category: Life
I used to deny carma, and deny that it might somehow work in my life. Somehow, I thought that things happen randomly, Things go well, things go poorly. What I know now is that every time things seem to go well, or something good happens, its followed up by something bad. Period.
Good = Something bad soon after.
I'd have examples but that would be beyond my mood right now.
One way or the other, I think Carma, or some sort of Soft Determinism is very much at work here, and it makes me ill, to think about it.
Wednesday, June 02, 2004 
Right now, I am a little bored, which is a stark opposite to my frantic state yesterday, and last friday. I had a lovely weekend with my parents and grandmother, relaxed, ate some great food, relaxed got some sun, and now I am tired from a long weekend. Who knew? Anyway, Viva la chupecabra!!!