I hate you rhode island..yes its true. Ive lived here my entire life and quite frankly, Im fucking sick of you. I think the only thing I will partially miss are my friends, family and my GAYS that roam Providence like a stampede in Africa.

2009 I think was my wake up call. Its been the worst year of my life. I went through a bad break up, got robbed, got laid off, been "real" jobless since February, and most recently - my car crapped out on me. Im not quite sure what I did to anyone to deserve this, but if their is a Satan fucking with me - bitch you had your fun... now you better shut the fuck up and sit down cuz its my turn.

Im tired of getting stomped on down here and Im ready to move on. Everything is over priced and over rated in this shity ocean state. Basically Im moving, into the middle of no where...HOORAY! Kentucky. Yes Im going to KEN-TUK-EYY! My friend lives there and im going to be staying with him...do I want to move to KEN-TUK-EYY? fuck no..but do I want to stay in RI? fuck no. So Imma go with the state that I haven't given a chance yet.

I wasn't quite sure if I wanted to move, because of my family. I had a horrible relationship with my mom for years and when I had moved out of her house, we finally started to patch things up. I knew that I wouldn't be able to afford rent this month - so my options were to be homeless, or move back in with her. And Im to much of a good person to waste the good relationship that we started to re-build. I dont really have a dad, why do I want to lose a mom to?

...She basically didnt like this idea. to say the least. my mom is the type of  person that has the mind set "You only live once..so do things right. Go to collage, go get a job, work 8 hours a day, get married..DIE."

Where my mind is..."get a job, try your best, and reach for your dreams..wing it baby!"

She basically thinks Moving to KY isnt going to solve shit. That Im not trying hard enough to get a job and that I want everyone to do things for me. Obviously she doesn't know my personality to well - I am one of the most driven people on this planet - but Im not going to waste my time with shit that doesn't matter. Meaning im not going to go to COLLEGE...and get a degree for a career that I dont even want.

Ive always wanted to work in the entertainment industry..and there is no piece of paper in RHODE ISLAND thats going to get me there. I wasn't planning on staying here the rest of my life...

I just dont understand why people look down upon others with BIG DREAMS. Its not like their not reachable. You cant honestly tell me that lawyers and doctors never had dreams of being a singer or a polka dance instructor...the only reason people end up in the careers they choose is because they don't get off their ass and take chances..fucking contradicting people, want to make a buck but want the easy, GUARANTEED way out..makes me sick..

 Ive made it this far on my own thank you very much.

Like I said, I dont really want to move to KY..however Ive always wanted to move to California..that's my last stop. And im going to get there, it may take a while - but Id might as well start now.

Demon
oxoxoxox

Im the new scream queen of the week at the biggest french, horror site on the web. Although if you dont speak french, Im afraid you will be a bit lost in translation when reading this interview (even with those crappy online translators)

http://www.cinemafantastique.net/Vanessa-Rosa.html

oxoxox

I'll be competing for the title of Halloween Superstar, which will air this October on Canada's premier LGBT-themed network. (when I said I loved gays more then kathy griffin, I meant it damnit lol) Its going to be shot in the heart of Salem Mass! So keep a look out for me! :) oxox

Thanks for everyones interest in this , however ive decided to cancel this shoot do to  conflicting schedules.

[13:10] Phil (gay friend): Is apple jacks black ppl food or is that just fried chicken koolaid watermelon???

[13:11] Demon: NIGGA U WANNA FIGHT

[13:11] Demon: lol

[13:11] Phil (gay friend): Bring it

[13:11] Demon: MO FO..ILL PIMP SLAP U

[13:11] Phil (gay friend): well i am a pimp

[13:11] Demon: no ur a fag lol

[13:11] Phil (gay friend): keep ur Pimp hand strong damit, yupp n the rays of RAINBOWS Spew out of my Asshole

[13:12] Demon: thats disgusting lol..u make me hate rainbows

[13:13] Phil (gay friend): LOL yea right says the woman whose one of the Biggest supporters of Gay People

[13:13] Demon: fuck u lol

[13:14] Phil (gay friend): when where how hard

[13:14] Phil (gay friend): n how big is the Strap on ur going to wear

[13:14] Demon: like 18 inches

[13:15] Phil (gay friend): O.O holy shit

So today I was working on my sites, and decided to check my stats...I noticed a few hits from screamqueen.com ...so I visit the site, and BAM! my face is on it! LOL That's the biggest surprise Ive had in a while! Thank you to who ever nominated me! I had no Idea I was even featured!  Much love, and respect oxoxox

http://www.screamqueen.com/scream-queens/vanessa-rosa.shtml

It has come to my attention that alot of you seem to get my personality confused. Let me explain...

Just because I SPEAK to you...does not mean I am interested in DATING you.

Me being a nice human being does not mean I want to get in your pants and play with mister fuzzball.

This has been happening alot lately, ever since I became single. Listen up! just because im alone..does not mean I want YOU!

Example: Recently Ive had to block someone on my playstation 3. (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) who kept sending me invite, after invite to join a multiplayer game. When ever I join these "multiplayer games" its only me and this dude alone and him asking me to blow him kisses and have a long distance relationship with him!

Funny...he never asked if I was interested in HIM.

Example: MY FUCKING NEIGHBOR! Just because your from africa, and im cape verdian..it does not mean I want to go climb fucking banana trees with you in the jungle! #1..your over 50 years old. #2 telling me im beautiful 10 times within a 2 minute time frame is not complimenting....ITS CREEPY

Understand? Got it?

Sincerely,
The girl whom is not interested in you.

YAY! I am on ze Ghoul-girls.com femme fatales feature! I command thee to go read about..ME! woo! lol

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Check out a new interview by Anjelica at Mooky Chick.

http://mookychick.co.uk/interviews/demon-alternative-model.php

http://fetish.cultsirens.com/demon-vanessa-rosa/index.html

why are you stil reading this??? GOGOGOGOG!!!